Track Eleven, Sainthood.

The Ocean by Tegan and Sara was playing while I was doing nothing.

I was listening very carefully to the words and thinking about the feeling that Tegan had felt when she was writing this song.

When I listen to it, I feel frustration, sadness, and desperation. I wished that I didn’t care about but somehow I can’t let go of. And the other half of the song is like I have nostalgia and maybe a touch of jealously and bitterness. Im restless. This song can be so candid but surely heartbreaking.