Secret #48.

The blood that's running through her veins with every beat there's no escape. Lost in everything she trusts and still can't seem to get enough. Your heart of stone left her's breaking and her heart is weak her hands are shaking. Please, say you love me cause I don't know if I'll ever make this right. I am just so broken by the bitterness of loneliness and I'm so scared.

I'm hopeless but I'm ready to be amazed cause I'm standing here alone trying to make this life my own and nothing will keep this heart from beating. My heart is somewhere else and thats a pain I've never felt. Please, give me any reason to believe cause I swear I'm done here.

She is everywhere I go and everyone I see but these clouds won't leave. Take my heart as you're leaving because I don't need it anymore. I know that words aren't enough but you're better than this. Saving my heart for someone that's worth dying for. Saving my heart for someone who leaves me breathless. And thats YOU!

This is the memory and this is the curse of having too much time to think about it and it's killing me cause I know that I cant escape the past. This is reminding me that I can never bring you back.

She's in love and the world gets blurry. She makes mistakes and she's in no hurry to grow up cause grownups they don't understand her. She knows every word to the saddest songs and she sings along. She never listened to a word her daddy told her. She finds company with her cigarettes and feels alone when the sunset.

I want to keep her dreaming. It's my one wish. If luck is on my side tonight my clumsy tongue will make it right. She gave me every reason to believe I'd found the one but my doubts somehow they sold me out.

Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in while inside I feel like screaming. My world's hanging by three words that I can't bear to say.