Something is wrong with me. No feeling myself. I'm sorry for this post.
Are you aware of what you make me feel, dear?
You weren't there when I was scared and I was so alone.
I'm starting to trip. I'm losing my grip.
Everything wasn't fucking okay.
You didn't know all the ways I loved you.
Now, there's just no fucking chance for you and me and there'll never be one.
You just messed up my mental health while I was quite unwell.
FUCK YOU! ASSHOLE!
I'm already feeling so faithless lost under the surface.
Everything that you thought I would be has fallen apart right in front of you.
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
I wish I could find a way to disappear, I really do. I really really do.
Lately, I have the tendency of getting very physical.

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