Hometown in nothing but an empty house waiting to be cleaned.
No warm hugs. No bus rides to town. No nothing but memories.
Doing maths and looking at my phone.
Hoping for a vibrating from my phone.
To hear one word from you would make my day.
But there's no room for me in your life.
Watching the sky turning to dark. Seeing the sun fading away.
I've tried to move on but your perfect way has got this little child asking why.
This world keeps spinnin' as my heart stops beatin'. I'm still alive, hurtin'.
By reading a book made me ask myself to you :
-Is there still no room inside?
-Would just leave me here to drown?
At the wedding, seeing two people who never fell in love with each other getting married.
Some super power they have.
On the ferry. At 10 :50pm.
I wanted to see the world.
I didnt want to be part of the problem.
Staring at my phone saying to my best friend's name on the phone,
Do you see my problem if I never explain it.
A song in my iPod. Pointed out myself ;
"Remember when I was so strange and likeable.
Remember when I was sweet and unexplainable.
Now, nothing like this person, unlovable."

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