Sunday, April 25, 2010

The Result Is Fresh, Hook-Heavy And Unexpected.

Go Periscope formed in early 2008, the Seattle-based duo – Lorin M. (Vocals, Keyboards) and Joshua Frazier (Vocals, Keyboards, Guitars) Lorin and Joshua draw their lyrical and musical inspiration from critical coming-of-age experiences. Whether capturing the youthful energy of a typical high school weekend or the grief of leaving a girlfriend for college and knowing things will never be the same, the scenes are honest and easily relatable. Even when the subject matter is painful, the stuttering percussion and harmonic progressions keep your head rocking.

Go Periscope, try to put it through a different lens and create a unique sound.

Crush Me by Go Periscope.

When I arrive
The dance floor comes alive
And the pulse takes to my mind
Through spectra lights I see you

When I arrive
The dance floor comes alive
And the pulse takes to my mind
Through spectra lights I see you moving

Shake the ground
Drown the night
Align for stars to shine
Take a ride, electrified

Don’t sweat the disco
(Don’t sweat the discotheque)
Don’t sweat the disco
(Don’t sweat the discotheque)

I know you
Crush me
Crush me
Rushing to my heartbeat
Don’t be scared
Your hips will take you there
If you could
Just free
Just breathe
The air out of your lungs please
It’s only gravity
Stay next to me girl

When we collide
Send chills down your spine
When your beat’s in sync with mine
Through midnight eyes I see you moving
Hype the dream
Dream the hype
Breathe it all inside
Take a ride, electrified

Don’t sweat the disco
(Don’t sweat the discotheque)
Don’t sweat the disco
(Don’t sweat the discotheque)

I know you
Crush me
Crush me
Rushing to my heartbeat
Don’t be scared
Your hips will take you there
If you could
Just free
Just breathe
The air out of your lungs please
It’s only gravity
Stay next to me girl

She’s got something over me
Too lost to see when
She’s got something over me
Too lost to see when

I know you
Crush me
Crush me
Rushing to my heartbeat
Don’t be scared
Your hips will take you there
If you could
Just free
Just breathe
The air out of your lungs please
I know you
Crush me
Crush me
Rushing to my heartbeat
Don’t be scared
Your hips will take you there
If you could
Just free
Just breathe
The air out of your lungs please
It’s only gravity
Stay next to me girl

Joshua Frazier, my favorite.

we listen to, mash them all up, and create something that is fun, aggressive, and true to ourselves. -Joshua Frazier.

They Make Some Shit Up On The Spot, In The Studio And On Stage.

Modest Mouse is an American indie rock band formed in 1993 in the Seattle suburb of Issaquah, Washington. Singer/lyricist/guitarist Isaac Brock, drummer Jeremiah Green, and bassist Eric Judy.

Modest Mouse, just a fucking daily dose of bad news!

Dashboard by Modest Mouse.


Well, it would've been, could've been worse than you would ever know.
Oh, the dashboard melted, but we still have the radio.

Oh, it could've been, should've been worse than you would ever know.
Well, you told me about nowhere well it sounds like someplace I'd like to go.

Oh, it could've been, should've been worse than you would ever know.
Well, the windshield was broken but I love the fresh air you know.

Oh, it would've been, could've been worse than you would ever know, oh!
Oh, we talked about nothing which was more than I wanted you to know-oh-oh-oh-oh.
Now here we go!

Oh! It would've been, could've been worse than it had even gone
Well, the car was on blocks, but I was already where I want.
(It was impossible, we ran it good, we ran it good)

Why should we ever even ever really even get to know?
(It was impossible, we ran it good, we ran it good)
Oh if the world don't like us it'll shake us just like we were a co-oh-oh-oh-old.
Now here we go!

Well we scheme and we scheme but we always blow it
We've yet to crash, but we still might as well tow it
Standing at a light switch to each east and west horizon,
Every dawn you're surprising,
and in the evening one's consoling
Saying "See it wasn't quite as bad as"
Well, it would've been, could've been worse than you would ever know.

I was patiently erasing and recording the wrong episodes
After you had proved my point wrong,
It wasn't like I'd let it go, oh-oh-oh. Oh-oh-oh.
I just wanted to catch the last laugh of this show.

Yeah, it would've been, could've been worse than you would ever know.
Oh, the dashboard melted, but we still have the radio.
(The dashboard melted, but we ran it good, we ran it good)

Hard-wired to conceive, so much we'd have to stow it
Even needs have needs, tiny giants made of tinier giants.
Don't wear eyelids so I don't miss the last laugh of this show.
(The dashboard melted but we still have the radio)

Oh, we could've been, should've been worse than you would ever know.
(The dashboard melted but we still have the radio)
Well, you told me about nowhere well it sounds like someplace I'd like to go-oh-oh-oh-oh.
Now here we go!

Well we scheme and we scheme but we always blow it
We've yet to crash, but we still might as well tow it
Standing at a light switch to each east and west horizon,
Every dawn you're surprising,
and in the evening one's consoling
Saying "See it wasn't quite as bad as"

Oh it would've been, could've been worse than you would ever know.

Float On by Modest Mouse.


I backed my car into a cop car the other day
Well he just drove off sometimes life's ok
I ran my mouth off a bit too much oh what did I say
Well you just laughed it off it was all ok

And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on any way well

Well, a fake Jamaican took every last dime with that scam
It was worth it just to learn from sleight-of-hand
Bad news comes don't you worry even when it lands
Good news will work its way to all them plans
We both got fired on the exactly the same day
Well we'll float on good news is on the way

And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on ok
And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Now don't you worry we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Alright don't worry we'll all float on

And we'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Alright don't worry even if things end up a bit to heavy
We'll all float on alright
Already we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Ok don't worry we'll all float on
Even if things get heavy we'll all float on
Alright already we'll all float on
Don't you worry we'll all float on
All float on

Eric Judy, my favorite man in this band. (:

I make music; I don't give a fuck about all the details of why it's different being on a major label than it is being on an indie label. -Isaac Brock.

Friday, April 23, 2010

Quiet - Loud. Pop - Heavy Rock. Instrumental - Vocal Madness.

Twin Atlantic is an alternative rock band which was formed in March 2007 based in Glasgow, Scotland. The band is composed of Sam McTrusty (vocals, guitar), Barry McKenna (guitar, cello, backing vocals), Ross McNae (bass, piano, backing vocals) and Craig Kneale (drums). All talented asses, :P

I love all of them. All talented asses, :P

Lightspeed by Twin Atlantic.


Step back into the river, float away
Realise I want to Raise the Game
Want to Raise the Game

Call them out into the streets, Face the wall
Decide I want to run away
Want to run away

My hands are only extensions
We walk, we make each other away
Lightspeed, lightspeed
They’re never gonna get us all,
They’re never gonna set us free
Lightspeed, lightspeed
They’re never gonna get us all,
They’re never gonna set us free

You and I were meant to be, we're fusing fate
Together we’re making history
Making history

And mail it off to save the coast
And I’m in line, I’m in line for,
The overdose, the overdose

My hands are only extensions
We walk, we make each other away
Lightspeed, lightspeed
They’re never gonna get us all,
They’re never gonna set us free
Lightspeed, lightspeed
They’re never gonna get us all,
They’re never gonna set us free

We move, we move at night
Along, together, together we might
Just move as fast as light

My hands are only extensions
We walk, we make each other away
Lightspeed, lightspeed
They’re never gonna get us all,
They’re never gonna set us free
Lightspeed, lightspeed
They’re never gonna get us all,
They’re never gonna set us free

What is Light? Where is Laughter? by Twin Atlantic.


I cut my lip on broken bone
And who you are, isn't what you own,

It pierced the skin it's ripping through To my heart because of you

What is light where is laughter
I'm confused and the sky is getting heavy tonight
You'll never know you know tonight

What is music where is happiness result
Please don't let it rain tonight
Well never know over and over and over and out

Step in from the darkness is this what you came for?
What you came for? I will be your lantern is this what you came for

Paranoid heart attack is there the reason you can't relax
Clean up the blood it's sipping through
Into my lungs because of you

What is light where is laughter
I'm confused and the sky is getting heavy tonight
You'll never know you know tonight

Want it? Well if it's what you wanted.
Take it and hold on to it till you own it.
Well if it's what you wanted

Step in from the darkness is this what you came for?
What you came for? I will be your lantern is this what you came for?

Classic UK Rock Delivered With Whiskey Vocals.

Today, I'm posting about Stereophonics, a Welsh rock band that formed in 1992. They will be in Malaysia on the 28th of Apr 2010. Wanna be there, tune in to Red.Fm Today's Best Music. I love that station.

Local Boy In The Photograph by Stereophonics.


There's no mistake, I smell that smell
It's that time of year again, I can taste the air
The clocks go back, railway track
Something blocks the line again
And the train runs late for the first time

A pebble beach, we're underneath, a pier that's just been painted red
Where I heard the news for the first time

And all the friends lay down the flowers
Sit on the banks and drink for hours
Talk of the way they saw him last
Local boy in the photograph
Today

He'll always be 23, yet the train runs on and on
Past the place they found his clothing

There's no mistake, I smell that smell
It's that time of year again, I can taste the air
The clocks go back, railway track
Something blocks the line again
And the train runs late for the first time
Today

And all the friends lay down the flowers
Sit on the banks and drink for hours
Talk of the way they saw him last
Local boy in the photograph
Today

He's gone away

Superman by Stereophonics.


You don't know what it's been like
Meeting someone like you
You don't know what it's been like
Meeting someone like you

You look like Jesus on a aeroplane
Ya head's against the window pane
You got opinions but you ain't got news
You got good laughs but when it suits you
You turn it on like a leaking tap
And dripping dropping people drop of a hat
You gotta mouth but you ain't got guts
That drunken mouth you should keep it shut

You don't know what it's been like
Meeting someone like you
You don't know what it's been like
Meeting someone like you

Superman on a aeroplane
Sitting next to Lois Lane
You gotta that woman but you want her gone
So you can sleep with a teenage blonde
You wear a mask wear an armoured suit
Can't get to you with the gun I shoot
You play your cards close to your chest because ya
Poker face is a dreadry mess

You don't know what it's been like
Meeting someone like you
You don't know what it's been like
Meeting someone like you

You don't know what it's been like
Meeting someone like you
You don't know what it's been like
Meeting someone like you
Meeting someone like you
Meeting someone like you
Meeting someone like you
Meeting someone like you
Meeting someone like you
Meeting someone like ah ah ah aah
Ooh

Superman on a aeroplane
Sitting next to Lois Lane
You gotta that woman but you want her gone
So you can fuck a teenage blonde
You turn it on like a leaking tap
And dripping dropping people drop of a hat
You gotta mouth but you ain't got guts
That drunken mouth you should keep it shut

Stereophonics.
2years before I was born they were formed.

Kelly Jones.
He has that evil sexy look. ;)

Thursday, April 22, 2010

I'm Going To Find Coffee.

Its going to be new music from these day on. No more crappy feeling emo-ing stuff anymore. Maybe once in a while lah but most of the post are going to be about new song and stuff like that. Oh, if you wanna comment, please do. I would love to know what you are thinking about my blog. You may also follow me on twitter.

(: Hope you guys enjoy reading-listening-checkin out new stuff in my blog.

This Aint A Love Song by Scouting For Girls.


Every night I remember that evening
The way you looked when you said you were leaving
The way you cried as you turned to walk away
The cruel words and the false accusations
The mean looks and the same old frustrations
I never thought that we’d throw it all away
But we threw it all away.

And I’m a little bit lost without you
And I’m a bloody big mess inside
And I’m a little bit lost without you
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye (ooh)
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye (ooh)

I’ve been lost, I've been out, I’ve been losing
I’ve been tired, I’m all hurt and confusion
I’ve been mad, I’m the kind of man that I’m not
I’m going down, I’ll be coming back fighting
I may be scared and a little bit frightened
But I’ll be back, I’ll be coming back to life
I’ll be coming back to life

And I’m a little bit lost without you
And I’m a bloody big mess inside
And I’m a little bit lost without you
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye (oooh)
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye (ooh)

Whoo
And you can try (you can try)
And you can try but you’ll never keep me down
And you can try (you can try)
And you can try but you’ll never keep me down

La la la la la la la la la
(I won't be lost, I won't be down)

And I’m a little bit lost without you
And I’m a bloody big mess inside
And I'm a little bit lost without you
This ain’t a love song this is goodbye

It’s alright (It’s alright) cause you can try but you’ll never keep me down
It’s alright (It’s alright) I may be lost but you’ll never keep me down
You can try (you can try) you can try but you’ll never keep me down
You can try (you can try) I know i’m lost but I’m waiting to be found
you’ll never keep me down
you’ll never keep me down
never keep me down

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

I Will Disguise Myself as A Sleeping Pill and Descend Inside of You.

Borne On The FM Waves Of The Heart by Against Me!


No, it's not what we meant to say.
We don’t really love each other.
What happens when the summer’s over?
How long before distance becomes a chore?
I'm approaching with great, great trepidation.
I hope you’ll understand.

Before you speak think about what you're trying to say.
Who else is there to blame for miscommunication?
You're getting caught up in the excitement.
You making promises you can’t keep.
You need to leave all your options open.

Too much momentum.
This room feels like it's going to explode.
Too many angles.
Too many factors to cover.
Waiting for signal.
You're searching for network.
You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

Anxiety, Anxiety you give me no mercy.
Grind my teeth smooth and flat in my sleep.
We took some pills to calm us down.
Then we needed help to come back up.
Just trying to stay in control of the situation.

Too much momentum.
This room feels like it's going to explode.
Too many angles.
Too many factors to cover.
Waiting for signal.
You're searching for network.
You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.
They fall apart so easily.

Too much momentum.
This room feels like it's going to explode.
Too many angles.
Too many factors to cover.
Waiting for signal.
You're searching for network.
You have to fight to stay in control.
You have to fight to stay in control.
No, you don’t have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

His Love by Tegan Quin.


Augusten,
If I write something beautiful,
Will it squash the hurt that's living
Deep inside of you?
Augusten,
Are you just like me?
Does your hurt fade
As you write out your history?

I just wanna know how you were able
To survive so long
With a wolf at the table

Augusten,
So you were hiding in the forest
With your love still
Laid out before here
Augusten,
With that love stuck inside,
How did you ever sleep at night?

I just wanna know how you were able
To survive so long
With a wolf at the table
Augusten,
Tell me, how were you able
To control the urge to kill the wolf at the table?

His love
His love
You spoke of

Augusten,
Do you struggle for the words?
Does the right way to put it
Sometimes hurt?
Augusten,
Am I just like you?
Could I ever truly know
What I would do?

I just wanna know how you were able
To survive so long
With a wolf at the table
Augusten,
Tell me, how were you able
To control the urge to kill the wolf at the table?

His love
His love
His love
His love
His love
His love
His love
You spoke of

One, two, three, four
His love right out the door

One, two, three, four
His love right out the door

One, two, three, four
His love right out the door

His love
His love
You spoke of

His love
His love
You spoke of

His love
His love
You spoke of

Strawberry Avalanche by Owl City.


This is a world of dreams and revery
Where I felt the stars explode around me
A grass blade flashed with a gleam as it slashed open a moonbeam
And I stared back breathlessly
As mountains of fruit tumbled out I barely had the chance to shout
A strawberry avalanche crash over me

Staying awake that night was rather hard
Deep in a sleeping bag in your back yard
When we woke up buried alive
Beneath the fruity landslide
We both laughed hysterically
It could've been just another dream
But, I swear I heard you scream
A strawberry avalanche crash over me

Oh, there's a citrus constellation in the galaxy
Scratched on the back of both my eyelids
That I've been dying to see

If you were a beautiful sound in the echoes all around
Then I'd be your harmony
And we'd sing along with the crowds
Beneath the candy coated clouds
A strawberry avalanche please crash over me

This is a world of dreams and revery
Where I felt the stars explode around me

I will disguise myself as a sleeping pill
And descend inside of you

Monday, April 19, 2010

Secret #35.


She was never my girlfriend, but I miss her hugs, her smile, her advice, her love, her kindness, the times we laughed together. I guess I fell in love with our friendship.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

If I Imagine You, Body Next To Another.

While I'm gone, Tegan and Sara will keep this blog alive with these awesome songs (:


Hell.


Alligator
.


On Directing.


The Cure.

Friday, April 16, 2010

A Take Away Show.




Blow by blow
I didn't see it coming
Blow by blow
Sucker punch

Rushes in
Here to stay
Rushes in
You are here to stay

What rushes into my heart and my skull
I can't control
Think about it
Feel it in my bones
What rushes into my heart and my skull
I can't control

I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go And I know this feeling
Oh, so
This feeling in my bones

Left hook
I didn't see it coming
Left hook
You've got dead aim

Rushes out
Run away
Rushes out
You always run away

What rushes into my heart and my skull
I can't control
Think about it
Feel it in my bones
What rushes into my heart and my skull
I can't control

I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling
Oh, so
This feeling in my bones

I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling
Oh, so
This feeling in my bones

I feel it in my bones
At night, my skull feels pressure
I feel it in my bones
I feel it in my bones

I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling
Oh, so
This feeling in my bones

I take a breath
Take a breath
With me
Blow by blow
Take a break
Take a break
From you
You are here to stay
I take my heart out of my chest
I just don't need it anymore
Take my head out of the game
I just don't need it anymore

Take a breath
Take a breath
With me
Blow by blow
Take a break
Take a break
From you
You are here to stay
I take my heart out of my chest
I just don't need it anymore
Take my head out of the game
I just don't need it anymore

I feel you in my bones
You're knocking at my windows
You're slow to letting me go
And I know this feeling
Oh, so
This feeling in my bones


Shawty Is A Eenie Meenie Miney Mo Lover.

If you cant make up your mind than please don't waste my time because I'm not trying to rewind. I wish our hearts could come together as one. You seem like the type to love them and leave them and disappear right after the song. All I'm asking for is give me the night to show you, hold you. Please dont leave me out here dancin alone.

p/s : this song will always reminds me of you.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Wasting Words on Lower Cases and Capitals.

Where The Wild Things Are!



By then it's you I can do without. There's nothing new to talk about. I'll come back a ghost if I can haunt you and float around your room. What do I do when you get close? If I kissed your neck, would you slit my throat? Are you thinking of me when you're putting on your makeup, darling, and dying your hair like you do. Well you're wasting time if you're trying to impress me because I waste all my time just thinking of you. Btw, you're still pretty and I am still choked up, it's probably just the same. The more I hang around you the more hang-ups I get. I know that you're an angel though you could never stay true.

Coordinate brain and mouth then ask me whats it like to have myself so figured out. I would say, I wish I knew. Its so hard to have someone to love and keeping quiet is hard cause you cant keep a secret if it never was a secret to start at least pretend you didn't wanna get caught. We're concentrating on falling apart. We were contenders, we're throwing the fight but I just wanna believe, in us. It hurts to be this good. You're holding on to your grudge. It hurts to always have to be honest with the one that you love so let it go.

When I was lying next to you i knew love was going through to me.
Baby, it was beautiful.

Monday, April 12, 2010

People Think I'm Insane Because I Am Frowning All The Time.

It was all written in a book.

Hometown in nothing but an empty house waiting to be cleaned.
No warm hugs. No bus rides to town. No nothing but memories.

Doing maths and looking at my phone.
Hoping for a vibrating from my phone.
To hear one word from you would make my day.
But there's no room for me in your life.

Watching the sky turning to dark. Seeing the sun fading away.
I've tried to move on but your perfect way has got this little child asking why.
This world keeps spinnin' as my heart stops beatin'. I'm still alive, hurtin'.

By reading a book made me ask myself to you :
-Is there still no room inside?
-Would just leave me here to drown?

At the wedding, seeing two people who never fell in love with each other getting married.
Some super power they have.

On the ferry. At 10 :50pm.
I wanted to see the world.
I didnt want to be part of the problem.

Staring at my phone saying to my best friend's name on the phone,
Do you see my problem if I never explain it.

A song in my iPod. Pointed out myself ;
"Remember when I was so strange and likeable.
Remember when I was sweet and unexplainable.
Now, nothing like this person, unlovable."

been feeling Paranoid. D:

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Rubbish in Head Leads Me to Blogspot.

I heard my school has gay couples and I only saw two couples before but I couldn't care less cause I don't care who dates who. So, right now, my problem is, I think the girl who sits beside me in class is gay and I'm okay with that but I'm not sure with that. I'm not sure if shes gay or not. But anyways, I don't care so I just mind my own business. But ever since last month she been creeping me out. When I sleep in class, she stares at me. How I know this? Its because that time I wasn't really sleeping cause I was trying too sleep. And then, as you all know how much I hate Perdagangan. Teacher gave alot of notes last week and I, as a lazy student, I didn't want to do and I slept. For like 1 hour which means two whole period of Perdagangan.

Once I woke up, I realized that my Perdagangan note book was missing and I was like where the fuck did my book go? I looked beside me, it was there on her table and she was writing the notes down for me. I gave a stare and I asked, what are you doing with my book? She said, shes helping me with my notes. So, I told thanks but can I have my book back cause I want to do my own notes by myself. And she refuse to give it back but I just kept bugging her and she gave it back. I mean, which friend on this earth will ever do someone else homework when they, themselves are lazy to do their own homework. That really freaked me out. But I got over it after awhile.

And today, she was really like some kind of a person I never met before. I never sat beside anyone in my entire school life up till now, who always ask me for permission. Example, she wants to go to the toilet. For fuck sake, she tells me, I wanna go toilet now and gives me this stare which means, can or not. She ask me weather, she can sit with her friend or not. And I don't know what she trying to tell me. She told that she has friend who dates same sex in malay. And I was like, alright, good to know. I wanna get back to my maths. And lately, I've been rude to her. Very rude. And that's so not me and I feel bad. I guess I'm going to be like that until she back to who she was in the first month. Quiet and not annoying and minding her own business. Yes, I like people who just shut up the whole day in class and never bother me. But overall, she a nice person.

Yes, people in my class says she likes me and I thought the same thing too. Not being perasan or anything. I'm just telling. So, if you really think I'm like some lifeless person who thinks people like me and I think that's annoying. NO, that's just not it! I just letting my thoughts out. Plus, I fucking don't care if you think I'm lifeless cause the truth is, I am a lifeless bitch who only likes spending time with music and has a love life malfunction. I'm basically, trying to start doing things on my own. I just manged stop texting Mabel which is a good thing for me and her. Me, because I can do other stuff, like reading a book or do some writing done. She, saves her credit. I always felt bad when she tells me running low on credit. Next, I need to learn to hang out alone. Like if I want to watch a movie, I wanna do it by myself and not calling Joey or Brenda to teman me.

Everyone has a life and everyone is busy with their own life. I have to start taking life seriously nowadays and I really wanna want to get myself all figured out.


A top ten list of things that scare me the most I'd have to say that the future.

Friday, April 9, 2010

If It Was You.



I cried so hard that you pushed me
Further away
I screamed so loud you called the
Police on me
I got so city girl on you
I get so sad that
Sad gets to be
So scared that all my feelings
They up and leave me
I got so city girl on you
I go so crazy I
Don't know what to do
Ooh, ooh
I look so alone
I get obvious
I look so hard
I look obvious
I work so much
I miss the sun shine away
I sleep so little
Watch the stars fade into day
I get so city girl on you
I go so crazy I
Don't know what to do
Ooh, ooh
I got uncertain from this
I'll be perfect from now on
But all my promises
They're out the window once you're gone
You pack your bags
You say I love you but I cannot stay
So I started smoking
Thought the signals
Would scare your wolves away
I got so city girl on you
I went so crazy I
Didn't know what to do
I got so city girl on you
I went so crazy I
Didn't know what to do
Ooh, ooh
I cried so hard that you pushed me
Further away
I screamed so loud you called the
Police on me
You pack your bags
You say I love you but I cannot stay
So I started smoking
Thought the signals
Would scare your wolves away
I got so city girl on you
I went so crazy I
Didn't know what to do
I got so city girl on you
I went so crazy I
Didn't know what to do
Ooh

We made a mistake, dear.

I think, I aspire to be Adam Brody when I grow up.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Secret #34.


Sometimes I feel like it’s not worth it because I hate having to miss you. I hate having to deal with everything I love about you everyday and not be able to be with you. I hate it all. Sometimes I hate loving you. If only you understood how much you have dug yourself into my heart. I’m scared if I take you out, I might bleed to death.

Monday, April 5, 2010

Stone Age Love. :D

"Cherry Bomb" Dakota Fanning feat. Kristen Stewart.


Can't stay at home, can't stay at school
Old folks say, ya poor little fool
Down the street I'm the girl next door
I'm the fox you've been waiting for

*Hello Daddy, hello Mom
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb
Hello world I'm your wild girl
I'm your ch ch ch ch ch cherry bomb

Stone age love and strange sounds too
Come on baby let me get to you
Bad nights cause'n teenage blues
Get down ladies you've got nothing to lose

*repeat

Hey street boy whats your style
Your dead end dreams don't make you smile
I'll give ya something to live for
Have ya, grab ya til your sore

*repeat

Sunday, April 4, 2010

She's Upfront Upshot Upstart, Up in Every Case.

Fuck you. From, Me. To, You.

I was trying not to blog. But than when I listen to songs it makes me think of certain someone and that leads me to deep thoughts and I don't like deep thought cause that would mean I'm screwing up my maths. So yea, its like this,

Music > Lyrics > YOU > Thoughts > Screwing up Maths > Going Crazy > Ends Up at Blogspot.

The whole bloody routine for today. I always try not to let you ruin me when I'm studying but today was the first time.

I don't want anyone instead of you.
Oh babe, I'm going crazy.
I ain't never met nobody better-er.
But you're someone else's baby.
I don't wanna lose you, I wanna keep you.

Who's gonna take my place?
I should've read the signs
Can't believe that I'm the fool again.
Sadly, you never gave me chances to show you how much I care.
If I could I would, turn back the time.

I'd give it all up,
Did I deserve to be left here hurt?
You meant the world. You still do.
You've made yourself cold.
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you.

I lost my faith in my darkest days.
She makes me want to believe.
She is love and she is all I need.
She put me on my feet.
I've been beaten down.

Damaged beyond repair.
Someday it would lead you back to me.
Come and rest your bones with me.
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you.
All the time that I wasted on this stupid love letter to you.
YOU SAID NO! D:

It's a Classic Take On a Brand New Game.

It must have been something, send me out of my head with the words so radical and not what I meant. I won't make excuses, I've made my peace. Didn't take long for me to lose the trust cause these four walls were not strong enough. Dream of ways to make you understand my pain. Watch my face as I pretend to feel no pain. All I need in this life is one thing to believe in. I've stolen their faith and I have broken their souls. I'm trying so hard to find the words to say. I might just disappear.

Nobody wins when everyone's losing.

Friday, April 2, 2010

Glee In Them.



Wanna see my best friends trying to be GLEE?

check it out.


you have to love them for who they are. :P
i like Joeys pose. its perfect!

I Can See The Colours of Your Mind.

Meet Charlotte Cooper.
Shes one of my favorite bassist of all time.

She plays for The Subways.
check them out.

cute isnt she?

well, the point of this post is..
*drum rolls*
SHE REPLIED MY TWEET! :)


no kidding. click the picture. :P

p/s: why cant Hayley Williams reply me? ):

and, ON YOUR FACE, SHAHRUL SUFIAN!

If You Would Stay for Another Song, so, I Could Stare.

Sometimes, I doubt my trust in people. What if they give the same trust you gave them to another, right? What if, they trust someone else even more than you trust them, enough to spill what you entrusted in them? That’s why it’s hard to open up, be vulnerable. Trust is something you invest in people. You can’t touch it, nor see it. It’s your faith in someone and their loyalty. It just comes naturally, I guess. An instinct. But then again, it’s not wrong to be careful. But.. why would you even bother being careful if you trust the person, right? Oh god Idk, I’m confusing myself. It’s comforting, when you trust someone. And it’s an honor when someone trusts you. But I dunno, trust breaks when it’s outweighed by trust. So…. why must trust even exist..?


Thursday, April 1, 2010

I Wanna Be Somebody to Someone.

What I wrote in my BM paper.
question paper not answer paper.

I have always loved you more than you ever loved me, which is ridiculous because I am 6,000 times more lovable than you.

I’ll always be weird and a woman. I’m okay with that, even if you aren’t.

I never thought of love as a game, but then I can hardly tolerate competition and the prospect of losing.

Yes, it was me who left the magic lamp in your apartment. What’s so special is I found it before I heard you even wanted one

You were the lucky one for getting to kiss me, not the other way around.

I like to inspire people and cheer them up, but I have my own life, okay?

Today I stopped talking to you in my head, and I suddenly feel a lot lonelier.

I always thought of you as my hero, my knight in shining armor. Then you didn’t seem to be saving the day at all. More adding to the mayhem of it.

I guess it’s only fair that the things you liked about me were the things you missed about her, since the things I liked about you were the things I missed about him.
(thiswasreallysotwisteduplove)

I never made sense in your world, and now I don’t make any in mine.

It’s hard to stay cool when you adore someone. I hate that.

In a perfect world, we’d be marijuana farmers, sitting on the porch swing each night with a doobie and picking out tunes.

I’m tired of missing you, tired of thinking about you, tired of wishing for you.

I can write all this stupid things but I cant do well in my BM. ): I already see myself failing three subject. My mum is going to kill me and give me THE LONGEST SPEECH EVER!

p/s: the bold one are mine.