When The Wrong One Loves You Right.

She looks great in cheap sunglasses. She looks great in anything. She's a warm conversation that I wouldn't miss for nothing. She's a fighter when she's mad and she's a lover when she's loving. She's everything I ever wanted and everything I need. I talk about her, I go on and on and on cause she's everything to me. She's a soft place to land and a good feeling knowing. She's a Saturday out on the town and a church girl on Sunday. She's a one glass of wine and she's feeling kinda tipsy. She's the giver I wish I could be and the stealer of the covers. She's the hand that I'm holding when I'm on my knees and praying. She's the answer to my prayer and she's the song that I'm playing. She's the voice I love to hear someday, when I'm ninety. She's that wooden rocking chair I want rocking right beside me. Everyday that passes I only love her more. She's the one that I'd lay down my own life for.

- Brad Paisley.

PARAMORE!

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Click here and Vote for :Paramore.
Just take a few min of your life and vote for them please.
Papa Roach is good but :Paramore should win.
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FOR PARAMORE!

“You know me. Any excuse not to put on a dress.”

We Are Twin-ed!

Sometimes your first scars wont ever fade away. You try to break my heart well its broke and you try to hang me high well I’m choked. Sometimes we don’t learn from are mistakes and sometimes we’ve no choice but to walk away. I’ve shed all the pain I’ve been holding on and the cure for a heart is to move along.

p/s: Lynette Natasha, i'm glad i have met a friend like you. Our friendship is really really different to me compare to others. And i'm just being happy about it, very very happy.

This friendship puts a SMILE on my face.
:D

wookie sookie

Up in the Air.

How much does your life weigh? Imagine for a second that you’re carrying a backpack. I want you to pack it with all the stuff that you have in your life. You start with the little things. The shelves, the drawers, the knickknacks, then you start adding larger stuff. Clothes, tabletop appliances, lamps, your TV. The backpack should be getting pretty heavy now. You go bigger. Your couch, your car, your home. I want you to stuff it all into that backpack. Now I want you to fill it with people. Start with casual acquaintances, friends of friends, folks around the office and then you move into the people you trust with your most intimate secrets. Your brothers, your sisters, your children, your parents and finally your husband, your wife, your boyfriend, your girlfriend. You get them into that backpack, feel the weight of that bag. Make no mistake your relationships are the heaviest components in your life. All those negotiations and arguments and secrets, the compromises. The slower we move the faster we die. Make no mistake, moving is living. Some animals were meant to carry each other to live symbiotically over a lifetime. Star crossed lovers, monogamous swans. We are not swans. We are sharks.

p/s: I want you to stay and at the same time I want you to go. You complete me.

Sigh.

“If there’s anything I have learned from this life. from my parents. from God. from experience… It’s that you MUST be open-minded. You have to accept people’s flaws or people’s differences from you. And you have to accept your differences from other people. Who said you were right? Who said you are the standard that everyone has to measure up to. Sometimes friends become enemies but what’s worse is when they become strangers.”

- Hayley Williams

p/s: this scares the shit out of me when i think about next year.

Tell Me How This Ends.

If you think it's possible then anything is possible

But I think you're impossible
I hope you prove me wrong

=/

AFTER PMR IS A DISASTER!

God, I just wished PMR was not over and never will be over.
Fuck! Everything is so different and I HATE IT!

3... 2... 1... Now Fall In My Arms Now.

"I learned to hate love."

She's so lost in her own darkness. She's not living her life and if she don't take any risks then she might as well be dead. She says those relationships, they can really fuck people up. She thinks that there are something that she just doesn't know how to handle right now.

Team Jacob!

the HUNK!

I'll Walk You Home Safe, From the Dark.

"Doing all I can do, just to be close to you."

A conversatiton with a buddy. *nameshallnotbetold*

"I just feel like skipping school. Its boring and I'm alone."

"smiles"

"What are you smiling about? Me being alone?"

"No. And fyi, you are not alone now are you? You are with me"

"Okay. But still, aren't you bored?"

"Yes I am."

"Okay. Lets skip school than? All we need to do is just run across and we are FREE"

"I cant do that. I need to help on music thingy"

"Well, I was planning on skipping, you know."

"And I was planning to marry you."

"Very funny"

"Its lame and it made you laugh so, I guess that made my day"

"Dude, you are so good to me and thanks alot."

"Thats because we hated each during form one."

"Wait a second, that doesn't make any sense."

buddyme.

After that, I ran out of school. It felt so good. I mean its my 1st time to skip school during school hour and I did ALONE. Now, I just don't know how to tell my mum. D:

By the way, I find Selena Gomez is way hotter that Miley Cyrus. Its a totally random fact that just hit me.

Scouting for Girls. A very goood band that I cant seem to get enough of but still :Paramore is rocking my world. Go, Hayley Williams, Zac Farro and Josh Farro! I'mma going to be a loyal fan. And the lead singer of Scouting for Girls is so cute. Check out their videos in youtube. Songs which I really love and you much check out is She's So Lovely, Heartbeat and It's Not About You. I'm still in love with Heartbeat. I'll post Heartbeat video here.

Scouting for Girls (:

Roy Stride <3

a band that makes me sleep.

Yes, I have officially started watching Gossip Girls Season 3. I got admit I'm loving Blair Waldorf and Chuck Bass relationship. They have good chemistry together. And as for Dan Humphrey, I love his style as always and I'm sad that he cant date Serena. Thats a big turndown ): Nate Archibald storyline is being boring so far but I guess I just have to wait for something intersting.

Heartbeat by Scouting For Girls.

Official Video >clickhere<

"Life isn't a fairy tale, and happy endings are few and far between."

Shades of Gray.

I was checking out some photos in Facebook and it was some Moral Studies Presentation. One of the group did something based on homosexuality and pictures was taken. By the picture which was taken, I was able to read what was on the screen. There was this part which was called effects. The first that was written there was health. I was thinking how the hell can health be effected? I wasn't there when they did this presentation so I cant really say anything about it but at the same time I don't get it. Dating the same sex you can get your health effected. I don't understand how.

Oh well, its just something I was confuse about. (:

I heard a news. Its about a few friends backstabbing one of their BEST friends. So, much for trusting each and other. And, its not me if thats what you are thinking. Its never always about me you know. I like talking about other people too (:

Its raining and I'm loving it :D

Try doing this one day. Just go up to somebody on the street and say "You're it!" and just run away. It was said by Ellen DeGeneres. I wanna try it.

Here are some quotes which might make you smile cause it made me smile.

"I swear if Colgate comes out with one more type of toothepaste. I just want clean teeth that's all I want. I don't want the tartar and I don't want the cavaties. And I want white teeth. How come I have to choose? And then they have the 'Colgate Total' that supposedly has everything in there. I don't believe that for one second. If it's all in the one, how come they make all the others? Who's going: "I don't mind the tartar so much." -Ellen DeGeneres.

"I don't understand the sizes anymore. There's a size zero, which I didn't even know that they had. It must stand for: "Ohhh my God, you're thin." -Ellen DeGeneres.

"I'm a godmother, that's a great thing to be, a godmother. She calls me god for short, that's cute, I taught her that." -Ellen DeGeneres.

"My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was sixty. She's ninety-seven now, and we don't know where the hell she is.'' -Ellen DeGeneres.

''If we lose our phones, we lose our phone books. You don't memorize numbers anymore.'' -Ellen.

Novak Djokovic!

Isnt he hot and cute?

Anyways, I would like to wish my mum HAPPY B'DAY!
I love you, ma but sometimes you drive me crazy.

"According to you I’m stupid, I’m useless, and I can’t do anything right."

p/s : I dislike Heroes but I'm watching it for 2 reasons. 1: Hayden Panettiere is in it. 2: I got nothing better to do.

Nights That I Cried.

my life is being a BITCH.

thank you very much.

can you please do that?

all this makes me wanna cry.

Life is Just One Big Mess.

"you don't really care for music, do you?"

If it was just that easy to let go of you. My hands they shake my head it spins. She asked to dance I said it's fine. I'll see you in the morning time. Three words that became hard to say I and love and you but now all exits look the same.

I get lost in your beauty and I just stop questioning myself. Not a day goes by I don't think about you and I hope this doesn't make it worse. Sometimes, I wonder what the fuck is so great about feeling when all you feel is hurt and broken.

Delusional means an unshakable belief in something untrue. These irrational beliefs defy normal reasoning, and remain firm even when overwhelming proof is presented to dispute them.

All this time I've been delusional. Can you believe that cause I can.

After all the lies that I made you believe and guilt kicks in and I start to see what kind of person I've been. I told myself I won't miss you but I remember what it feels like beside you. Its getting colder inside.

One Tree Hill Season7 Ep 7 made me cry. I'm not lying. It was about letting go and being strong. I was so broken at every part. I felt the pain. I know its just a show and they all are acting in it but reality is the same. Its never easy to let go. NEVER. )':


Dan Scott: We all want to be loved...to be happy. So why aren't we? Because we've become experts at sabotaging our own happiness. Feeling like victims, when in fact it's the choices we make, the bad habits, the vices, the inability to show love and compassion. These are the things that tear us down. We're not victims. We're assassins when it comes to love and happiness.


can someone buy for me Tean Jacob? =D

I'm Little Obsessed with You.

Seems like it getting harder to believe in anything and just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts. Maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts. I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness. I can't let go of whats in front of me. I'm trying to find my place but it might not be here where I feel safe. We all learn to make mistakes. Now I'm told that this is life and pain is just a simple compromise. Would someone care to classify, a broken heart and twisted minds so, I can find someone to rely on. The ones we trusted the most pushed us far away. - :Paramore Queen, i think i've fallen in love with you.

I put my faith in you and then you just threw it away. I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating. Pain, make your way to me and I'll always be just so inviting. If I ever start to think straight this heart will start a riot in me. I can't trust myself. Somehow every thing's gonna fall right into place if we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday. Just say it again and mean it. Why can't you stay just long enough to explain? Just running away from all of the ones who love you, from everything. Take these chances to turn it around. I can't let myself regret, such selfishness. - :Paramore.

When this memory fades,I'm gonna make sure it's replaced. We've learned to run from anything uncomfortable. We've tied our pain below and no one ever has to know that inside we're broken. I try to patch things up again to calm my tears and kill these fears. I won't let you let you give up on a miracle when it might save you. Let's leave this all behind. I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive. I just need this pain to end right here. I'd rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute. Everyone will have a choice. I'll take the truth at any cost. - :Paramore.

Somehow, I find myself connected to :Paramore's songs. Its a bad addiction,baby but I'm loving it. Anyways, I have watched Jennifer's Body and Time Traveler's Wife. I loved both. Jennifer's Body was soo HOT and SEXY! Do I need to say more when there is Megan Fox and Amanda Seyfried. I need to watch Time Traveler's Wife again cause it was kinda confusing but I understand the story. Time Traveler's Wife made me cry.

I like this UK version of poster.

Megan Fox!
she is just somking hot.
all the boys and girls wants her.
Sexy as HELL!

Amanda Seyfried.
imagine her from Mean Girls to this.

Adam Brody.
my super charming hottie!
he is the bad guy in this movie.

look at him smiling.
gosh, i can just faint.

Megan Fox, baby!

look at her smiling away.

the hottest scene in J's Body.

Needy Lesnicky: You're killing people?
Jennifer Check: No. I'm killing boys.

Needy Lesnicky: I will finish you if I have to.
Jennifer Check: Ok, you can barely finish gym class.

Needy Lesnicky: You're a terrible best friend. You stole my toys when we were little. You poured lemonade on my bed.
Jennifer Check: And now I'm eating your boyfriend. At least I'm consistent.

Needy Lesnicky: [opening line] Hell is a teenaged girl.

Nutritionist: Just one Toastem, huh?
Needy Lesnicky: I like Toastems.
Nutritionist: That's good. But I'm not sure a Toastem can provide you with sufficient energy for your day. I'd recommend more complex carbohydrates...
[Needy kicks the Nutritionist so hard, it sends her flying across several tables before hitting the floor]
Needy Lesnicky: I recommend that you shut the fuck up!
[spits on her as the Nutritionist spits a bloody tooth onto the floor]

Jennifer Check: [grabs Needy's breasts] These are like smart bombs, you point them in the right direction and shit gets real.

Jennifer Check: I think the singer wants me.
Needy Lesnicky: Only because he thinks you're a virgin. I heard them talking.
Jennifer Check: Yeah, right. I'm not even a backdoor-virgin anymore, thanks to Roman. By the way, that *hurts*. I couldn't even go to flags the next day. I had to stay home and sit on a bag of frozen peas.

Jennifer Check: [having been stabbed in the stomach and bleeding profusely] Got a tampon?

Jennifer Check: [to Needy] Do you buy all your murder weapons at Home Depot? You're such a butch!

Needy Lesnicky: You're a jerk.
Jennifer Check: Nice insult, Hannah Montana.

Needy Lesnicky: [closing line] And sometimes, you might just get lucky in your miserable life.

Rachel McAdams.
Shes from the Mean Girls.
isnt she hot.

sweet (:


the wedding scene was funny.
Rachel was so beautiful is the wedding gown.

its so sad when he disappear like that D:

Clare Abshire: I wouldn't change one second of our life together.

Richard DeTamble: [many years after his wife's death] I still miss her. I miss her every day.

"nothing compares to a quiet evening alone."

This Was Never Meant To Last.

"It is one moment in your life. It's not going to define who you are."
-Shane McCutcheon.

Yoda needs to give me some better advice or Yoda needs to shut the fuck up! -Alice Pieszecki.

Anytime you get a group of gay girls together, you are guaranteed someone slept with someone else. Who has slept with someone else, who slept with someone else, and on and on -Alice Pieszecki.

You know, my entire life, people have said that I would become a psychopath if I didn't learn how to feel. And I want to know, Cherie, what the fuck is so great about feeling? Because I finally let myself, and I feel like my heart's been completely ripped out. -Shane McCutcheon.

Every time I look at you I feel so completely dismantled. - Jenny Schecter.

There's something really wrong when God lets two people who are meant to be together come apart like that. -Shane McCutcheon.
The more I'm afraid of something, the more I know I have to do it. I figured that out when I was a kid. I can lead a protected life, hiding away from the scary world, or I can take on the things that scare me the most. The more it might hurt, the more I might die doing it, the more worth doing it must be. -Jodi Lerner.

You will never find a group of people who love one another more and who look after one another as lovingly as these friends do. You can give me any army, assembly of God and I would put my posse up against them, because they are so tight and fiercely loyal. -Kit Porter.

I miss the way you smell. -Shane McCutcheon.

I like you, but I like a lot of people. -Shane McCutcheon.

Sexuality is fluid. Whether you're gay, or you're straight or you're bisexual -- you just go with the flow. -Shane McCutcheon.

If I were a guy, I would definitely ask myself out as a woman, and if I were a woman, there's no fucking way that I would ever ask myself out as a woman. -Jenny Schecter.

I made a mistake & i can't say that it won't happen agian. Id rather be a fuck up than a liar but i wanna try. -Shane McCutcheon.

When I get too close to someone, I push her away. And I don't trust myself to not do that to you. -Shane McCutcheon.

I learned early on that if you want to avoid that big mess that sucks and fucks with your life...you just keep it simple. -Shane McCutcheon.

Alice Pieszecki: Oh, so you still live by the "code". "Don't do relationships."
Shane McCutcheon: It's not a code, it's me.

Do me a favor. Call her, get her over here, then we can all bring sexy back together. -Shane McCutcheon.

The 4 F's she's finds em', feel em', fuck's em and forget em'. -Shane McCutcheon.

Won't you tell me how we're gonna deal with that. Even though it was mutual, it still kills inside cause for so long, how I've been defined. It feels just like I'm going crazy and when I turn out the light, fantasy and reality fight. Now, not even you can't save me.

You know I love you, I really do but I can't fight anymore for you. I know I said that I would keep my word. I wished that I could save you from the hurt but things will never go back to how we were. The way you're holding on to me makes me feel like I can't breathe. Just let me go cause it just won't feel right inside.

I wanna spend the night with you.

I guess, i should face mine. :|

Attention to stop temptation to scream. Everything is f'ed up straight from the heart. Gotta pick myself up where do I start cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart. Don't know who my real friends are anymore. I'm feeling hung over and out of touch. It just seems to go bad everytime.

Yes, it will. Why dont you see that?

I've learned this.

So, i guess, i was jealousy of you all the time,huh?
I was afraid to lose you.

lying is wrong but i always tend to do that.
I don't like who I've become.

I Just Need This Pain to End Right Here.

"everyone is a whore in their life at one time or another"

I hate it when my dad is out of town cause I don't have transport for Overdose gig and I really wanted to go since I missed AAR. I need to get out of this house and feel the beat of the drums. What else can be relaxing. After all these fucked up days. All the argument. All the non talking crap. All the heartbreaking words. All the stuck up people. I need time with music. Thanks to my brother, he wont have time for me because Saturday he is celebrating his best friend's birthday. Oh well, if i was him i would say the same thing too.

I just wish miracle will happen. sigh.

"Men should be knitting, and women running the world!"
- Leisha Haley as Alice Pieszecki.

All We Know Is Falling, It Falls.

"I still try holding onto silly things. I never learn"

I seem to be loving Hayley Williams alot lately. I'm so addicted to Paramore.

will be back to edit this.

Before i start blogging about my day, I need to tell something.

Dear, You. *youknowwhoyouare*

Dude, just back off la. You adi know what kind of shit I'm going through and you trying to make it worst is it? You have no rights to interferer between my friendship with Joey. If I hate her I would tell her and if I love her I would tell her and if there is anything wrong I will tell her. All I need is you to shut up. You saw what happen to me the other day and are you planing to kill me now? Seriously? If you are just tell me la cause I can do that to myself. Just stay away from her blog okay. Don't post anything. Go away. I know what I'm doing. Everything is going to stop next year. Its going to be different. You are going away. Things are going to change okay. If things are meant to fade it will and things meant to fall in place than it will. Just stop what you are trying to do for me. You have done alot. People who said things like i'll be there for you and all this crap has failed. It was only you and Mabel. So, its okay. I face whats ahead. No more looking back. Thanks.

From, Your Crazy Little BITCH!

Dear, Joey,
Kawan, I'm sorry about all this stupid comment on your comment box. I didn't mean that to happen. I promise you this kind of stuff wont happen again. And if you were wondering if I hated you or not. The ans is I used too. Not anymore. Never hated you since I was 11. I got angry at you a few times but never hated you. My mind is not really working well now. I'm sorry.

From, Me.

Back to real life. So, today was my last of work. It was great working with Jazz. She is some kinda of laughing machine la. I drop a box she starts laughing. Today was worst. I threw the things to the empty boxes *where is was suppose to go* and Jazz started laughing. That girl, is my laughing machine. After that, we went down to makan and she started of with Lamb cause the owner was wearing this t-shirt where it was written LAMB. I couldnt stop laughing.

Moving on, I just watched My Sister's Keeper and that movie made me teared. I just wished I was a person who is going through cancer. Its so nice to see everyone you love is there. Staying up late. Living life like there is no tomorrow. Get to know people who truly loves you. And after getting all this love and than dying. Its so nice. I wish I get cancer. I'll be so happy to die with love ones around. Just imagine, I'm in the hospital, dying and my mum, dad, brother, three rocking little ones, Joey, Brenda and Mabel are there. God, thats how I wanna die. Grant me that wish, I beg you.

Oh, by the way, the book and the movie is not the same.

i love this picture alot.

Kate falls in love with Taylor.

Kate's 1st kiss with Taylor.

Taylor and Kate make love.

Taylor dies of cancer.
Kate finds out 3 days later.
=/

Kate tells Anna that she wants to die.
i cried this part.
:'[


I cried in this part too.

and this part.

Kate dies.
its heartbreaking.
=/

Kate did this for her mother.
its says
"I have a guardian angel who watches over me every second of evert day, no matter how sick i am I know I am never alone"

Kate's family.
thats how i wanna die.

Abigail Breslin.
Shes freaking awesome.

"People always tend to let you down, that's why I try not to need anything from anyone."