Life is Just One Big Mess.

"you don't really care for music, do you?"

If it was just that easy to let go of you. My hands they shake my head it spins. She asked to dance I said it's fine. I'll see you in the morning time. Three words that became hard to say I and love and you but now all exits look the same.

I get lost in your beauty and I just stop questioning myself. Not a day goes by I don't think about you and I hope this doesn't make it worse. Sometimes, I wonder what the fuck is so great about feeling when all you feel is hurt and broken.

Delusional means an unshakable belief in something untrue. These irrational beliefs defy normal reasoning, and remain firm even when overwhelming proof is presented to dispute them.

All this time I've been delusional. Can you believe that cause I can.

After all the lies that I made you believe and guilt kicks in and I start to see what kind of person I've been. I told myself I won't miss you but I remember what it feels like beside you. Its getting colder inside.

One Tree Hill Season7 Ep 7 made me cry. I'm not lying. It was about letting go and being strong. I was so broken at every part. I felt the pain. I know its just a show and they all are acting in it but reality is the same. Its never easy to let go. NEVER. )':


Dan Scott: We all want to be loved...to be happy. So why aren't we? Because we've become experts at sabotaging our own happiness. Feeling like victims, when in fact it's the choices we make, the bad habits, the vices, the inability to show love and compassion. These are the things that tear us down. We're not victims. We're assassins when it comes to love and happiness.


can someone buy for me Tean Jacob? =D