All We Know Is Falling, It Falls.

"I still try holding onto silly things. I never learn"

I seem to be loving Hayley Williams alot lately. I'm so addicted to Paramore.

will be back to edit this.

Before i start blogging about my day, I need to tell something.

Dear, You. *youknowwhoyouare*

Dude, just back off la. You adi know what kind of shit I'm going through and you trying to make it worst is it? You have no rights to interferer between my friendship with Joey. If I hate her I would tell her and if I love her I would tell her and if there is anything wrong I will tell her. All I need is you to shut up. You saw what happen to me the other day and are you planing to kill me now? Seriously? If you are just tell me la cause I can do that to myself. Just stay away from her blog okay. Don't post anything. Go away. I know what I'm doing. Everything is going to stop next year. Its going to be different. You are going away. Things are going to change okay. If things are meant to fade it will and things meant to fall in place than it will. Just stop what you are trying to do for me. You have done alot. People who said things like i'll be there for you and all this crap has failed. It was only you and Mabel. So, its okay. I face whats ahead. No more looking back. Thanks.

From, Your Crazy Little BITCH!

Dear, Joey,
Kawan, I'm sorry about all this stupid comment on your comment box. I didn't mean that to happen. I promise you this kind of stuff wont happen again. And if you were wondering if I hated you or not. The ans is I used too. Not anymore. Never hated you since I was 11. I got angry at you a few times but never hated you. My mind is not really working well now. I'm sorry.

From, Me.

Back to real life. So, today was my last of work. It was great working with Jazz. She is some kinda of laughing machine la. I drop a box she starts laughing. Today was worst. I threw the things to the empty boxes *where is was suppose to go* and Jazz started laughing. That girl, is my laughing machine. After that, we went down to makan and she started of with Lamb cause the owner was wearing this t-shirt where it was written LAMB. I couldnt stop laughing.

Moving on, I just watched My Sister's Keeper and that movie made me teared. I just wished I was a person who is going through cancer. Its so nice to see everyone you love is there. Staying up late. Living life like there is no tomorrow. Get to know people who truly loves you. And after getting all this love and than dying. Its so nice. I wish I get cancer. I'll be so happy to die with love ones around. Just imagine, I'm in the hospital, dying and my mum, dad, brother, three rocking little ones, Joey, Brenda and Mabel are there. God, thats how I wanna die. Grant me that wish, I beg you.

Oh, by the way, the book and the movie is not the same.

i love this picture alot.

Kate falls in love with Taylor.

Kate's 1st kiss with Taylor.

Taylor and Kate make love.

Taylor dies of cancer.
Kate finds out 3 days later.
=/

Kate tells Anna that she wants to die.
i cried this part.
:'[


I cried in this part too.

and this part.

Kate dies.
its heartbreaking.
=/

Kate did this for her mother.
its says
"I have a guardian angel who watches over me every second of evert day, no matter how sick i am I know I am never alone"

Kate's family.
thats how i wanna die.

Abigail Breslin.
Shes freaking awesome.

"People always tend to let you down, that's why I try not to need anything from anyone."