Dear God.

I'm tried to hide myself from you. Its hard to think you will be mine at least for a day, someday but now, i don't think so. I don't know how you feel towards me or what you think of me. I'm done figuring you out every single day of my life. I really like you a lot. I don't think you do. You have your own things to do and I have mine. It hurts to know I cant even stand a chance compare to all the other people whom you loved. I cant just let you go either. All the time you been there for me. If I had to blame someone for all this, it will be only one person,you. You have caught me off guard. Everything you say or do makes me feel different. I don't know why but it does and I really like it but the thing is you don't see it. You don't know what you have done to me and i don't know how to say. I really want to be with you. I wish I could. But your answer is no and I don't know how to change it. I just hope wish pray I get a shot to have you all to myself for just one whole day. I really do. I wonder will you ever let me be. I cant lose you all over again. I just cant. You mean too much to me. I will break to pieces if I ever lose you again. I swear I will. I cant see you to get hurt and I cant see you with other people. It drives me crazy. I never told you how jealous I was every time when you told you are with someone. Another part its just hurts me. My feelings are all confuse but I'm only sure that I want you. I think I need to wait a little longer.

This feeling inside me,

Is almost more than I can take.
I don't know how you do what you do,
I'm so in love with you and it just keeps getting better.
Every little thing that you do,
Babe, I'm amazed by you.
You touch every place in my heart,
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes.

You're a class all your own.
When you talk to me,
I swear the whole world stops.
You make me fall in love.
Without you, there's no one left then.

"It's not gonna matter anyway, whether i stay or i go because, I'm gonna love you forever."