I Will Never Deny That I Love You.

Not in a mood to blog. So, just wanted to share something that is in my head right now.

I pictured you in the sun wondering what went wrong and falling down on your knees asking for sympathy and being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen and trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in. I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes cause when you showed me myself, you know, I became someone else. I pictured you fast asleep a nightmare comes you can't keep awake.

That's why I'm wondering why you had to tell me what's going on in your head. What's wrong come around to another time when you don't have to run and when she says she wants somebody else I hope you know she doesn't mean you.

You say you gotta go and find yourself. You say that you're becoming someone else. Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you. You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say but just know I'm here whenever you need me, I will wait for you. So, I'll let you go, I'll set you free and when you've seen what you need to see. When you find you come back to me. Take your time, I won't go anywhere. I can't get close if you're not there. I can't get inside if there's no soul there. I can't fix you, I can't save you.It's something you'll have to do.

The pain I endure you're my cure but my mistakes have led me far away from you.You turn away from all those things that I've been trying to say and all those promises I shouldn't have made, I did it for you. My open mind feelings I just can't reconcile. My heart's on a string these broken wings you knew I'd be so fragile far away from you. I searched my soul
and all these feelings that I can't control and you're the one thing that can make me whole.

Everything is mixed up here. All of that words are from songs that meant something to me. I think I only can speak in lyrics when I want to say something out. So that's what is up there. I feel so fucked up right. I'm messing everything up. I so scared something is going t happen. Anyways, it's time for me to go now. It's very late. 3:20am. So, thanks for reading and thanks for viewing my so called emo blog but whatever I just don't care what you think, all I want to know there is someone in this corner of the world reading this. Thanks a lot for spending your time reading it. Nights people. xoxo :D