My eyes are red and tears are shed. The world you must have crossed and you said that you don't know me and you don't even care. Carry all your thoughts across an open field. I'm not important to you, I never was. You always cared for him more that you cared for me. You don't even bother even I'm alive. You don't even thrust me. You think I lie all the time. When you see me in the eyes I feel that you hate me and you are so disappointed on me. When I tried to figure out where I went wrong, I cant find a answer for it. You always force me to do thing I don't want to do. I'm just fifteen and I feel like i'm dying everyday. I don't like to study cause I don't know how to study. You never guide me. I don't like to talk to you cause you were always busy with your work or worried about him. I feel i'm destroyed by something I don't know. The feeling is gone. I don't feel i'm related to you anymore. You're just too tired to suffocate it and all along i'll just fake it. I just wish you could just abandoned me right now. I'm going to mark on my skin everytime you hurt me. I just think I'm sick and tired of all your games. You're pushing and pulling me.
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