How Are We Going TO Deal With This?

Did you know when you're around my heart won't it can't slow down.

It beats so hard it makes it hard to catch my breath.
Every day's another first another change for me to fall in love with you and I do.
When you're with me I stop seeing any way to fail how do I explain.
I try to tell you what I'm feeling but how do I when all words fail.
You are just the addiction I've been waiting for.
You're the only thing I want cause you're everything I need.
Your whispers echo off the walls.
I'm getting into you because you got to me, in a way words can't describe.

You're essential to survive and I'm going to love you with my life.
I said, I love you and that's what I'm getting myself into.
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized.
I believe that we can make this into something that will last.
Has it ever crossed your mind, are we just friends or is there more?

by Mr.still wondering.

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping but I'm not cause you're in my head like a song on the radio. I was sitting here turning minutes into hours to find the nerve just to call you on the telephone but I never did get the never. I know we're friends but I'm secretly wishing for more but now since its written in my blog its no more secret. I guess I should say oops. (: You know, most of the time it's just my imagination to be with you cause I have no clue what you feel but if I see you stare just a little too long at me it makes me start to wonder. Yes, I know, call me crazy. I wish that you knew what you mean to me.

I know that my love for you is real. Its something really natural that I feel when you walk in the room and when you're near I can feel my heart skips a beat. Its like the whole world disappears and there's just you and me but I'm the one falling head over feet. I want to take a chance to ask you out but I'm afraid if I do I'll lose you. This is nerve-racking. The way you make me feel its like blah blah blah, no words. But I like it. Maybe hope will help. Maybe one day, we're gonna get there. I don't know if "maybe" happens or not but today, tomorrow, and as long as it takes I will stay true. Just know that I'll try never letting you down and I'll always hear you out. I know that you are someone I would love fighting for and I just want you by side.

There's gotta be a better way for me to say what's on my heart without leaving scars in you or me. I just need to find it. The perfect time. The perfect place. The perfect day. The perfect whatever is needed.

Here are some awesome pictures that I took from Tumblr. (:

All these pictures belongs to the rightful owner.
These pictures aren't MINE.

Secret #12.

I love my best friend, enough said.

Tumblr's A Quick Thought. Part 2.

I still wish that you would call. Not to do anything, just to talk. I miss hearing your voice every night, and I guess I just miss you making me smile.

Once in a lifetime, you meet a person who takes your breath away. Not because you want them to, but because they're meant to.

Sometimes I wish I could be like the white crayon in the box. That way, no one would ever use me.

The way you make me feel is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced before. You make me feel like I’m dying and flying and living and that my heart just stopped beating but yet is pumping ninety miles per hour all in one moment. - this is you. Y.O.U!

When people ask me what I see in you, I don’t know what to tell them because honestly I don’t know, but when I look into your eyes I see magic and it just makes me want to lose myself in your arms.

Let's set this record straight; no one makes me smile quite like you do.

Have you ever wanted to ask someone something, but you were too afraid of the answer?
- remind me of what i wanted to ask you on Feb 14 but i didn't.

I just want to know, and be honest; would you catch me if I fell for you?

If I had to tell you how much you mean to me, I would never get a chance to finish.

Here's to the kids whose 11:11PM wish was wasted on one person who will never be there for them. - i'm one of them.

I want something random, indescribable, beautiful, unexpected. I want to be caught off guard, and swept impossibly too high off my feet. - its you.

The hardest thing in life is letting go of what you thought was real.

I think the best and most precious things in life are: big warm hugs, passionate kisses, the smell of rain, daydreaming, walking through a field of wildflowers, smiles from anyone, particularly strangers, soft cushy pillows, anything chocolate, and lastly, being loved.

l hate it when so many people expect so much out of me. Then when I can't do everything as I'm expected to, everyone gets disappointed in me. It's just like, I'm not a super human. I can't do every single thing you guys expect me to do.

Don't make anyone your "everything," because once they're gone, you're left with nothing.

Everything is changing now; people are forgetting who they are, everyone wants to fit in and when they finally get the chance to, they leave the people they care about for the people that don't care about them.

And I wonder, when you see me, does your stomach jump to your throat and your heart drop to your gut? Because that's what happens when I see you.

There's always gonna be that one person, that no matter what they say or do, or how many times they hurt you, you're never gonna let them go. Because they mean that much to you.

It's not that I'm mad at you; it's just that I wished & hoped so hard that you could be the one thing that I could truly count on.

Not having a conversation with you for a day destroys my heart.

At night, it was like having an organ - my heart - literally ripped from my body... just because I miss you. All I could feel was cold and empty.

You know what your problem is? You have no idea how much you are worth. I'm serious, you don't know how much of a beautiful - inside and out - person you are. I mean, when I look at you, I shiver. And you can't even see it. - this goes to Mabel.

There are three types of people you'll meet. The one you should have never met, the one you should never have let go of, and the one you've been looking for your whole life.

And I know that we don't talk much anymore, & sometimes we even walk right by each other in the hall, without saying a word, or looking at each other, but then there's those times when our eyes meet & I realize, deep down, I miss you.

Sometimes, no matter how much faith we have, we lose people. But we never forget them. And sometimes, it's those memories that give us the faith to go on. - are you one of them? i hope not.

Now that you're gone, I don't have anyone else I can run to.

Tumblr's A Quick Thought. Part 1.

The funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting. We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn't even know.

I hate that time before you go to sleep at night because that's when all the thoughts you've been trying to avoid start to linger in your mind.

It's difficult, isn't it? Fighting for something you could've had, and then wondering if it's already maybe too late. - reminds me of someone i really love.

There's no limit to how long you can care for someone and no limit on how much. Especially when they have been such a huge part of your life for such a long time. - reminds me of my best friend.

I’m not going to spend my life chasing people. You wanna leave? Fine then, go ahead. 'Cause I’m done with chasing and caring for people who never had interest in me. Nothing lasts and people change. I’ve learned love is hard and life is strange. - i wish i could be more like this.

I'm so selfish and it's starting to show. I just can't let this one go.

Sticks and stones are hard on bones, aimed with angry art. Words can sting like anything but silence breaks the heart.

I've come to realize that you can't depend on other people to get what you want. You gotta gather up your nerve, throw yourself out there, and get what you desire. You gotta dream big and run after your goals, because no one is gonna do it for you.

I don't know what to do anymore. It's like everyday I fall deeper for you, and I start to have larger expectations. - this is happening to me and thats wrong ):

I know you are doubting yourself at the moment. I know you feel unsure and scared. I wish there was a way to make you understand you’ll get through this. I know you will. I believe in you.

Loving you may be wrong, but who said I wanted to be right? - love this.

All I really want is someone that's gonna keep their promises, listen to me babbling or enjoy a comfortable silence with, someone to call when I get scared, someone to laugh at my mistakes, and someone to grab me when I walk away. Is that too much to ask for?

Some people are worth fighting for, but you, you're worth dying for. -yes yes, for me you are.

One of the things I desire to hear more than anything else in the world is to be told, just once, that a friend wouldn't know what they would do without me. - will you tell me this?

Sometimes you need to cry it all out, break down, and just tear apart. Learn how to pick yourself up and put yourself back together. The only way to be happy is to give into sadness first. Because without sadness, there's no happiness; you would never learn how to smile.

If you have to try and convince yourself you don't care about someone, you care about them more than you think.

Doesn't it seem like when you're lonely, the rest of the world is in love with another human?

Sometimes, your closest friends end up hurting you more than your worst enemies would ever come close to.

I'm on the verge of of breaking down. The strength I have to hold myself together is slowly fading away. I just need somebody, somebody to lean on. I feel so alone and I hate it. Save me, please. - its me. its what i feel these days.

When times get rough between us, just remember I was the one who stayed by your side when everyone else turned against you.

You're the one that I stay up all night thinking about, coming up with cute things that I wish would happen, but never do.

She might look happy on the outside, but deep down, she just wants to drop down on her knees and cry all the tears she can possibly pour out.

Majority of the time, I keep things to myself. Not because I can't trust anyone, but because people nowadays just won't understand me. - i love this. i see me in this quote.

I push people away so I would know who's willing to pull me back in.

I thought I was done. But out of nowhere, memories popped up to take over my mind and kill my brain cells.

You know what I want? That someone who's gonna grab me when I walk away from them.

She says she's okay, but she's going insane. She says she feels good, but she's going through a lot of pain. She says its nothing, but it's really everything. She says she's fine, but she's really not.

Nothing sucks more than feeling all alone, no matter how many people are around.

At the end of the day, you can either focus on what's tearing you apart or what's holding you together.

You always said I had a hard time saying what's on my mind. Well, here it goes: I hate what you've done to me.

It's easy: push everyone away and you'll never get hurt. But it's not very effective. Someday, someone is gonna find a way in your life and you'd have to beg on your knees for them to stay.

Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for them, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that the best just isn't you. - is this what i'm doing to you?

In life, you don't get the people you want. You get the people you need; to teach you, to hurt you, to love you, to make you laugh. To make you exactly the person you should be.

You lied to me, let me down, turned this smile into a frown. And now you're the only reason why I find it hard to sleep at night. Feeling sad, feeling blue, I think of the past times spent with you. There's nothing left to say, so I'll just turn my head away.

I don't know what's right. I don't know what's wrong. All I know, is the pain that comes from waiting for you so long. - this is fuckin' true but i'm still doing it cause i want you. never give up, said joey.

Reblog From BlogSecret.

14751.) I really wish you'd say the words I want to hear.

I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I’m afraid to say anything because I’m afraid you’ll get freaked out. I start to tear up everytime I write something on tumblr about you, or think about it. I’m so unbelievably in love with you. Head over heels in love.

So I’m saying it to you here.

I love you babycakes. I want to be with you, seriously, forever. Please just give us that chance. Your perfect, and I want that part of you I lost back.

14893.) You just have no idea how much I want to be with you.

14630.) You are the best thing that's ever happened to me.

14627.) I don’t want to live without you in my life. As a friend, or girlfriend or best friend. I just want you there, I don’t think I can be the same that I am now without knowing you. I guess thats inevitably obvious. You make me laugh so easily, and I feel totally at ease with you. Even from the start, I did not hide or pretend to be anyone I’m not. For some reason I was totally honest with you. If you asked something, that was embarrassing to answer, I’d tell you the truth. Because I was scared if I said anything to hide it, it’ll change whatever we had going on. This really weird closeness.

14607.) It's been about 8 months. Ever since then, I've never gone a day without thinking of you. I miss you and I love you more than you can ever imagine.

Beginning With You And I.

I want to run away from home so I can live close to you.

I can't wait to text you tomorrow, or chat to you on msn, whichever, I'll be waiting patiently for.

You say you're fat. I know you aren’t skinny, but I love that you aren’t. You are so beautiful. I just want to hug you all the time.

Say.

I just wish we would stop all the bullshit. end all of our stubborn thoughts, and actually say what we mean. you won’t read this, and i probably won’t either, but here goes nothing. i am in love with you, and i have been for a long time. but i am afraid to wait for you this long. we both know that we can do it, you just have to trust me. you say you do, but it’s time to grab my hand and jump.