Uncertainty: How Are We Going TO Deal With This?

Did you know when you're around my heart won't it can't slow down.

It beats so hard it makes it hard to catch my breath.
Every day's another first another change for me to fall in love with you and I do.
When you're with me I stop seeing any way to fail how do I explain.
I try to tell you what I'm feeling but how do I when all words fail.
You are just the addiction I've been waiting for.
You're the only thing I want cause you're everything I need.
Your whispers echo off the walls.
I'm getting into you because you got to me, in a way words can't describe.

You're essential to survive and I'm going to love you with my life.
I said, I love you and that's what I'm getting myself into.
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized.
I believe that we can make this into something that will last.
Has it ever crossed your mind, are we just friends or is there more?

by Mr.still wondering.

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping but I'm not cause you're in my head like a song on the radio. I was sitting here turning minutes into hours to find the nerve just to call you on the telephone but I never did get the never. I know we're friends but I'm secretly wishing for more but now since its written in my blog its no more secret. I guess I should say oops. (: You know, most of the time it's just my imagination to be with you cause I have no clue what you feel but if I see you stare just a little too long at me it makes me start to wonder. Yes, I know, call me crazy. I wish that you knew what you mean to me.

I know that my love for you is real. Its something really natural that I feel when you walk in the room and when you're near I can feel my heart skips a beat. Its like the whole world disappears and there's just you and me but I'm the one falling head over feet. I want to take a chance to ask you out but I'm afraid if I do I'll lose you. This is nerve-racking. The way you make me feel its like blah blah blah, no words. But I like it. Maybe hope will help. Maybe one day, we're gonna get there. I don't know if "maybe" happens or not but today, tomorrow, and as long as it takes I will stay true. Just know that I'll try never letting you down and I'll always hear you out. I know that you are someone I would love fighting for and I just want you by side.

There's gotta be a better way for me to say what's on my heart without leaving scars in you or me. I just need to find it. The perfect time. The perfect place. The perfect day. The perfect whatever is needed.