Heavy.

I love this song for everything it is. I dont know if I've gone mad or what but I use to dislike people who does a Christmas song about a break up or sad thing because Christmas is a joyful celebration and to turn something so joyful to sad, just make me feel uncomfortable at times. But this song is what I'm loving right now. Every bit of it.

"I'm of good cheer cause I've been checking my list the gifts you're receiving from me will be one awkward silence and two hopes you cry yourself to sleep. Don't come home for Christmas you're the last thing I wanna see underneath the tree. Merry Christmas, I could care less. Happy New Years, baby. You owe me the best gift I will ever ask for, don't call me up, when the snow comes down its the only thing I want this year."

Those words you read up there is what that made me feel slight better, I would say. I know that the words up there doesn't point out what Im trying to tell in the passages below it or maybe it does. Im not so sure but I think if you get my point you might understand or maybe not. Anyways, its been one hell of a tough month I would say.