I never get into a so called fight with her. I try my best to avoid it as much as I can cause its just stupid to fight with someone instead of being understanding and giving space and than talking it out. I lost my cool with her last night and im not proud of it right now. sigh, I sound so messed up now.
I can't help myself to just fill my mind. I forget our love was so hopeful. I promise I won't linger long. I promise I won't push my face up against your clothes or the stupid sheets. It's the heart attack that you feel. -Sheets, Tegan and Sara.
Rushes in, you are here to stay. What rushes into my heart and my skull I can't control, think about it, feel it in my bones. Tell me that I have one track because my mind just runs an endless lap. Tell me bones, will break and bend and thoughts of you are bound to end. Take a breath with me blow by blow. I take a break, tell me you are here to stay. I take my heart out of my chest because I just don't need it anymore. Take my head out of the game because I just don't need it anymore. Feel It In My Bones (acoustic), Tegan and Sara.
I knew it was my fault. Everytime something like that happened, I felt like I was playing russian roulette with my heart. I hope you know that I love you and never ever want you to be gone. I will say I never meant it but whats the use when it might already hurt you. Im really playing the role of a jerk now. I knew every single part of what was happening yesterday was wrong, but it was much too late to do a damn thing about it. Yes, i regret those words I said to you.
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