I've Been Playing Too Much Guitar.

So I cover 10 sub-topics of commerce today. Only the meaning that is. Did maths like what, 20 question and only got 5 rights. Yup, that's me being super smart in maths. I'm ready to screw my exams once again. (Y)

Anyways, my mind is being actually pretty good to me this year. I mean, I'm able to control it. Like I can focus on my studies and put other problems aside. But last year, I wasnt able to do that. Im proud of that. :')

It's scary how huge a part of my life you are. It's scary how much space you take up in my heart. It's scary how frangible my heart is when it comes to you. It's scary how often you are in my mind. It's scary how much I want to see you happy. It's scary how I'd do anything to see you happy. It's scary how I always put your feelings before mine. It's scary how honest I am when I am with you. It's scary how much I care about you. It's scary how easily jealous I get when it comes to you, when usually I'm unperturbed. It's scary how your smile never fails to make me smile. It's scary how I can never stay angry with you. It’s scary how much faith and hope I have in you. It's scary how holding your hands still sends warmth through my veins. It's scary how much I want to live with you, when I’ve always wanted to live alone. It’s scary how everything you say or do affects me somehow. And most of all, it's absofuckinglutely terrifying how much I am in love with you.