Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Matthew Murphy Is Love.


I'm back in Liverpool,
And everything seems the same,
But I worked something out last night,
That changed this little boys brain,
A small piece of advice,
That took twenty-two years in the make,
And I will break it for you now,
Please learn from my mistakes,
Please learn from my mistakes.

Let's dance to joy division,
And celebrate the irony,
Everything is going wrong,
But we're so happy,
Let's dance to joy division,
And raise our glass to the ceiling,
'Cos this could all go so wrong,
But we're just so happy,
Yeah we're so happy.

So if your ever feeling down,
Grab your purse and take a taxi,
To the darker side of town,
That's where we'll be,
And we will wait for you and lead you through the dancefloor,
Up to the D.J booth,
You know what to ask for,
You know what to ask for.

Go ask for Joy Division,
And celebrate the irony,
Everything is going wrong,
But we're so happy,
Let's dance to joy division,
And raise our glass to the ceiling,
'Cos this could all go so wrong,
But we're just so happy,
So happy.

So let the love tear us apart,
I've found the cure for a broken heart,
Let it tear us apart,
let the love tear us apart,
I've found the cure for a broken heart,
Let it tear us apart,
(Let it tear us apart)
So let the love tear us apart,
I've found the cure for a broken heart,
Let it tear us apart,
(Let it tear us apart)
So let the love tear us apart,
I've found the cure for a broken heart,
Let it tear us apart,
Let it tear us apart,
Let it tear us apart.

Let's dance to joy division,
And celebrate the irony,
Everything is going wrong,
But were so happy,
Let's dance to joy division,
And raise our glass to the ceiling,
'Cos this could all go so wrong,
But we're just so happy,
Yeah we're so happy,
So happy,
Yeah we're so happy,
So happy,
Yeah we're so happy.

Ron Pope, FTW!


A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

I don't wanna waste the weekend
If you don't love me pretend
A few more hours then it's time to go

As my train rolls down the east coast I wonder how you keep warm
It's too late to cry
Too broken to move on

And still I can't let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me

It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
Its like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven

Misplaced trust and old friends
Never counting regrets
By the grace of God I do not rest at all

New England as the leaves change
The last excuse that I'll claim
I was a boy who loved a women like a little girl

And still I cant let you be
Most nights I hardly sleep
Don't take what you don't need from me

It's just a drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore
No No
Heaven doesn't seem far away

Heaven doesn't seem far away anymore
No No
Heaven doesn't seem far away
Oh Oh

A drop in the ocean
A change in the weather
I was praying that you and me might end up together
It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert
But I'm holding you closer than most 'cause you are my heaven
You are my heaven

Personal Hell, I Know Right? Damnn!


Please believe in what I say
'Cause i'm running out of ways to convey
This lack of faith in myself
That's becoming my own personal hell

Vicious coldness settles in
And my bones feel like they're breaking through my skin
Well god damn you, you're feeding on my loneliness
What an awful way to live What a way to live

Get me out of this place
'Cause I'm stuck in a rut and I can't stomach the taste
My lungs are filling up with dust
I feel bruised and broken with no one left to trust

Vicious coldness settles in
And my bones feel like they're breaking through my skin
God damn you, you're feeding on my loneliness
But i will not let you
I won't let you in

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Parawhore, Thats Me!


Things are looking up, oh finally
I thought I'd never see the day when you smile at me
We always pull through oh when we try
I'm always wrong but you're never
Oh, you're never right

Honestly, can you believe
We crossed the world while it's asleep
I'd never trade it in
'Cause I've always wanted this
And it's not a dream anymore, no
It's not a dream anymore
It's worth fighting for

Could given up so easily
I was a few cheap shots from the end of me
Taken for granted most everything
That I would have died for just yesterday
Just yesterday

Honestly, can you believe
We crossed the world while it's asleep
I'd never trade it in
'Cause I've always wanted this
And it's not a dream anymore, no
It's not a dream anymore
It's worth fighting for

God knows the the world doesn't need another band
Whoa-oh-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh
But what a waste it would have been
Whoa-oh-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh
I can't believe we almost hung it up

Whoa-oh-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh
We're just getting started
Whoa-oh-oh-oh, whoa-oh-oh-oh

Honestly, can you believe
We crossed the world while it's asleep
I'd never trade it in
'Cause I've always wanted this
And it's not a dream anymore, no
It's not a dream anymore, no
It's not a dream anymore
It's worth fighting for

I can't believe we almost hung it up!
We're just getting started!
I can't believe we almost hung it up!
We're just getting started!
We're just getting started

Open Wide, Boy.


I'm sitting in a room
Made up of only big white walls
And in the halls
There are people looking through
The win.. the window
Though they know exactly what we're here for
Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be

You're always on display
For everyone to watch and learn from
Don't you know by now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have

It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
Cause this is your night so smile
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style

If you let me I could I'd show you how to build your fences
Set restrictions
Separate from the world
The constant battle that you hate to fight
Just blame the limelight

Don't look up just let them think
There's no place else you'd rather be in now
You can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have

It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
This is your night so smile

Yeah yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in
Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in

Yeah yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talking
So now let's see you walk in
I said let's see you walk in

It's obvious that you're dying, dying
Just living proof that the camera's lying
And oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
You're oh oh open wide
Cause you'll go out in style
You'll go out in style

You Me At Nowhere.


Too much, too much is never enough
I had you and I gave you up.
No idea where my mind was for months
I woke up, I cashed in on all of my luck,
walked hand and hand with your trust.
And everybody was kissing on fire,
and we all got burnt.

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.

Caught you having a laugh,
did you catch me have the last?
I've been smiling like this for days,
just to make up for my mistakes.
In the dark, I watch everyone disappear,
and I am beginning to let myself down.
I am pushing everyone that was in, out.

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.

And nobody knows what it's like
to live and die on the inside.
Nobody knows what it's like
to be one of a kind.

When we die, do we feel alive? (x2)

It'd be safer, to hate her,
than to love her and to lose her.
It'd be safer to hate her all around.
And nobody knows what it's like
to live and die on the inside.
Nobody knows

You Changed.


You've got a lot to say for the one that walked away
I give, you take
It's the way it's always been
Oh, how do I know if I should stay or just go?
The bottom line is this way that I'll never know

Stay with me (stay with me, stay with me)
Stay with me, oh (a-woah, a-woah, a-woah...)

You've got a lot to say for the one that pushed me away
I give, you take
Somethings, they never change
Just change

Stay with me (stay with me, stay with me)
Stay with me

I never knew that I could be this way
I never knew that I could walk away

These things take time to grow
It's been said that time heals woes
But no, I won't be controlled
And so the story goes

Stay with me (stay with me, stay with me)
Stay with me

And now I know that I can be this way
And now I know that I can walk away

I'm Superhuman with a Dreaming Mind.

You were extremely busy and I thought you were ignoring me not knowing your situation. I just missed you. Now that life is slowly getting back to normal, I wanna say I'm sorry. I just love you. You're my bestfriend. I missed your scent. And it doesn't matter if I like you anymore.


This video is my inspiration in everything I do in life.

I don't remember a moment I tried to forget
I lost myself, is it better not said
Now I'm closer to the edge

It was a thousand to one and a million to two
Time to go down in flames and I'm taking you
Closer to the edge

No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll make it
No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
No no no no

Can you imagine a time when the truth ran free
The birth of a sun, the death of a dream
Closer to the edge

This never ending story paid for with pride and fate
We all fall short of glory
Lost in our fate

No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
No no no no

No no no no
I will never forget
No no
I will never regret
No no
I will live my life

No no no no
I will never forget
No no
I will never regret
No no
I will live my life

No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
No I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
No no no no

Closer to the edge
Closer to the edge
No no no no
Closer to the edge
Closer to the edge
No no no no
Closer to the edge

Priceless Videos.





i always get a good laugh with them.

Tegan Rain Quin and Sara Kiersten Quin.


If I don't recover
Sell this house and find
Something lost outside your window
Not forever
But on the night I die
I swear
I'll sleep outside your window
I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now and I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass
Emy should I stop?
Do you think I'll make
It to the morning if it's written
Stitch it up
The kind of song I know causes mother, sister, lover worry
I feel the knife going in
I'm feeling anxious
Not enough to kill me I thought it'd happen fast
But I'm feeling it now
And I feel anxious
Sleeping inches from me
I let it pass

Over and Over and Over Again.


Oh and I'm feeling
Directionless yes
But that's to be expected
And I know that best
And in creeps the morning
And another day's lost
You've just written wondering
And I reply fast
All you need to save me
All you need to save me
Call (call)
And I'll be curled on the floor
Hiding out from it all (all)
And I won't take any other call
I feel like a fool
So I'm going to stop troubling you
Buried in my yard
A letter to send to you
And if I forget
Or god forbid die too soon
Hope that you'll hear me
Know that I wrote to you
All you need to say to me
All you need to say to me
Is call (call)
And I'll be curled on the floor
Hiding out from it all
And I won't take any other call

Saturday, August 28, 2010

You Write Such Pretty Words, But Life’s No Story Book.

I wish my thoughts wouldn’t always eat me alive. They seem to be more powerful than even I am aware of. I always seem to catch myself thinking about one thing in particular, a human. Just one human, one person. I can’t figure out. I seem to be drawn to this human but I’m not sure what it means. Is it good? Is it normal? Is it safe… I’ve always thought that falling for someone could never be a safe thing. Trusting someone can’t be safe… can it? It all seems to over whelming. To rediculous to even consider.

And yet I continue to wonder to myself, what if things were different? What if this person had never been in my life in the first place? Would i be okay with that? I’ve decided that most things happen for a reason and most people come into your life to introduce you to new things. To help you be more like you. But who’s to tell if this person was meant to come into my life and then leave again. Her leaving would traumatize me. It would leave me on the floor. So it brings me back to the same question… is caring about someone this much, safe? So as of right now I sit staring at a blank wall. Just sitting and staring with nothing but to much to think about.



I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you
I said I liked your shoes
You said, "Thanks, can I follow you?"
So it's up the stairs and out of view
No prying eyes I poured some wine
I asked your name, you asked the time

Now it's two o'clock
The club is closed
We're up the block
Your hands on me; Pressing hard against your jeans
Your tongue in my mouth, trying to keep the words from coming out
You didn't care to know who else may have been you before

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here but I'm not sure
I've got the money if you've got the time
You said it feels good
I said, "I'll give it a try."

Then my mind went dark
We both forgot where your car was parked
Let's just take the train
I'll meet up with the band in the morning

Bad actors with bad habits
Some sad singers they just play tragic
And the phone's ringing and the van's leaving
Let's just keep touching; let's just keep... keep singing...

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I've got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind

But you, but you...

You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook
Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt.
Do you like to hurt?
I do, I do

Then hurt me... [x10]

Secret #70.

I’m too clingy. I can’t go a matter of unspoken hours without saying something to you.
But I don’t want to come off as clingy.

Never date me.

Friday, August 27, 2010

You're My Favorite Human! :D


Words don't come easy without a melody
I'm always thinking
In terms of do-re-me
I should be hiking, swimming, laughing with you
Instead I'm all out of tune

But you don't know
You lift me off the ground
You're inspiration,
You helped me find myself
Just like a baseline, a half-time you hold down the groove
That's why I'm counting on you

And if I heard you on the radio
I'd never wanna change a single note
It's what I'm trying to say all along
You're my favorite song

I'm in a session writing tracks
You've got another class to teach and then my rehearsal with the band
You're always wants one step out the reach
I'm looking for some harmony
With you it comes so naturally
You helped me find the right key

And when I hear you on the radio
I'd never wanna change a single note
It's what I tried to say all along
You're my favorite song, my favorite song

And when I hear you on the radio
I'd never wanna change a single note
It's what I tried to say all along
You're my favorite song, you're my favorite song

Wouldn't Change a Thing.


It's like he doesn't hear a word I say
His mind is somewhere far away
And I don't know how to get there
It's like
(She's way too serious)
All he wants is to chill out
(She's always in a rush)
He makes me wanna pull all my hair out
(And interrupting)
Like he doesn't even care
(Like she doesn't even care)

You, me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

She's always trying to save the day
Just wanna let my music play
She's all or nothing
But my feelings never change
(Why, do you try to read my mind?)
I try to read her mind
(It's not good to psychoanalyze)
She tries to pick a fight
To get attention
That's what all of my friends say
(That's what all of my friends say)

You, Me
We're face to face
But we don't see eye to eye
Like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

When I'm yes, she's no
When I hold on, he just lets go

We're perfectly imperfect
But I wouldn't change a thing, no
We're like fire and rain
(Like fire and rain)
You can drive me insane
(You can drive me insane)

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a thing

But I can't stay mad at you for anything
We're Venus and Mars
(We're Venus and Mars)
We're like different stars
(Like different stars)
But you're the harmony to every song I sing
And I wouldn't change a
Wouldn't change a thing

Introducing Me.


I'm good at wasting time
I think lyrics need to rhyme
And you're not asking
But I'm trying to grow a moustache

I eat cheese, but only on pizza, please
And sometimes on a homemade quesadilla
Otherwise it smells like feet to me
And I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail
And I love you when you say my name

If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, slightly amusing
Introducing me

Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
La la la la La la la la la la la la, da

I never trust a dog to watch my food
And I like to use to the word "dude"
As a noun, or an adverb, or an adjective
And I've never really been into cars
I like really cool guitars and superheroes
And checks with lots of zeros on 'em
I love the sound of violins
And making someone smile

If you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, possibly amusing
Introducing me

Well, you probably know more than you ever wanted to
So be careful when you ask next time

So if you wanna know
Here it goes
Gonna tell you this
The part of me that'll show if you're close
Gonna let you see everything
But remember that you asked for it
I'll try to do my best to impress
But it's easier to let you take a guess at the rest
But you wanna hear what lives in my brain
My heart, will you ask for it, for your perusing?
At times confusing, hopefully amusing
Introducing me

Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo, doo doo doo doo to
Doo doo doo doo

Introducing me

Charles Bukowski.

After a while you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. You learn that kisses don’t always mean something.

The Secret Life of an American Teenager.

Maybe it’s time for both of you admit that you love each other, and you cheat on each other because you’re afraid to be loved, because you’re afraid to be hurt.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Dr. Cooper Freedman.

"You did the one thing you could to push me away, to make me make the choice.

Well guess what Charlotte, that's not gonna work. You wanna sleep with some guy to hurt me, to make me back off, too bad, I'm here.

I'm storming the freakin castle for you, and you so underestimated me.

What, you thought I was so weak that I would walk away, because my pride got wounded?

You're mine, and I'm not walking away cause you're scared."

Damn, I Knew This Would Happen.


I'm gonna go on living like I never met you and it'll feel wrong at first but I think I can forget you. Ignore the fact that we sleep no more than three feet apart. I feel you now, you're all around me, underneath me. You're all around me, underneath me.

Well how was I to know that what we carved in stone would be so temporary. Well how was I to know that my first crack at love would not be the last, won't be the last.

It's in the air now, bitter tears and broken hearts. We're teenagers, we count the years, we think we're smart but we're not, we don't know anything.

So don't ask me where I'll go cause frankly I don't know and I don't give a shit. Why must we all make sense? And I just won't make sense. For once I'm just gonna live, I'm just gonna live. Teenagers, we don't know anything. Teenagers, we don't know anything.

Well how was I to know that what we carved in stone would be so temporary. Why must we all make sense, oh I just won't make sense. For once I'm just gonna live. I'm just gonna live.

Secret #69.

You’re not your job. You’re not how much money you have in the bank. You’re not the car you drive. You’re not the contents of your wallet. You’re not your fucking khakis. You’re the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Secret #68.

Note: If you happen to be with me during the first part of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, for your safety, do not come near me. I will be crying. I will be screaming. I will be throwing my arms in every which way and you will be hurt. You have been warned.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Dear Mom,

The reason I’m choosing to write this to you is for two reasons:

  1. I remember that you’ve always complimented how I have conveyed meaning in my writing. I can remember that ever since that paper in fifth grade, you’ve thought my writing was something spectacular.
  2. Even after rehearsing everything in my head after Lady Gaga, I couldn’t bear to tell you this in person. I wasn’t nervous, surprisingly, but something in my body, my mind, my soul wouldn’t call out to you.

There was a time we were walking through Von Maur, and however the conversation went, the only thing I remembering being said was, “… and I will love you no matter what.”

There is a certain authenticity when hand writing messages. Each stroke can be seen in a different manner, every curve and dotted “I” is written with emotion. I’m writing this in hopes you won’t take it as an insult. Please understand that I love you.

Reminisce (Part One)

Please understand I’m only writing this to you for the purpose of informing and to lead up to my ending of this letter.

I love you. I truly love you.

  • In second grade, I was made fun of on a weekly if not daily basis. Of course then, words weren’t terribly harsh, but they were enough to make me cry when I got home. I never wanted to show weakness, so I mastered the art of hiding it.
  • In middle school, I was insulted through various words: faggot, homo, fag, even gay was absorbed as an insult by me.
  • Middle school was nearly impossible to tolerate, but I did. High school, everything died down and I rarely dealt with any form of taunting. People questioned my sexuality, and it was embarrassing, but tolerable.

I sorted through every option, every method was double, triple-checked as finely as possible, and I’ve yet to come up with a suitable idea. I hope this will do. I still love you dearly.

Liberation (Part Two)

I used to wish on every infamous 11:11, on every birthdya candle, on every star and on every good moment for one thing, and that was normalcy.

I never got that wish fulfilled, but over time I was given the ability to reason and open my mind, which was far better than whatever I may have considered normal.

I imagined writing this more eloquently, so I hope my 3:46 AM writing doesn’t throw you off.

On the way up to Lady Gaga, a song, Glitter in the Air, came on and you said you liked it, so I listened in. There’s a line that goes,

“Have you ever looked fear in the face and said, ‘I just don’t care’?”

I haven’t.

Not once have I felt the need to, or the want to do such a thing. Avoiding dear is much easier than facing it.

When Lady Gaga first came on, she unleashed her presence; it was a blend of acceptance, hatred, memory and love.

Lady Gaga is an advocate for homosexuality. When people were bashing her for supporting it in such high regards, she kept on, promoting free love. It was hypocrisy at its finest, because the people attacking her were in themselves being hateful. They wouldn’t bother accepting when they had the ability to block it out and continue hating.

Lady Gaga promotes God’s word (though this is probably blasphemous) in the most genuine form: she said we shouldn’t be afraid if we aren’t smart enough, or skinny enough, or pretty enough. She said we shouldn’t worry what our ethnicity was, what our sexuality was or what our background is because we were made this way. She said that when we left the Monster Ball, she wanted us to love ourselves more than her.

And tonight, I do, and this is why this section is titled Liberation.

When Lady Gaga spoke of gay rights, of support of the LGBT community, you cheered. You screamed. You waved your hands. This was all I needed, those few seconds, to know that .. you’ll love me.

Dear Mom,

To reiterate and recap,

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

Dear Mom,
For lack of wording, I’m gay.

Dear Mom,

If this has managed to make you cry, I hope that they’re tears of happiness and not disappointment.

Dear Mom,

I’m looking fear in the face and not caring.

Please talk to me soon.

With love,

Your son.

Monday, August 23, 2010

Screw Me! (Y)

Not going to post lyrics but just music video.
These songs means something to me at some point of my life.







We Have All The Time In The World.


Sitting here, on this lonely dock
Watch the rain play on the ocean top
All the things I feel I need to say
I can't explain in any other way

I need to be bold
Need to jump in the cold water
Need to grow older with a girl like you
Finally see you were naturally
The one to make it so easy when you showed me the truth
Yeah, yeah I’d rather be with you
Say you want the same thing too

Now here’s the sun come to dry the rain
Warm my shoulders and relieve my pain
You’re the one thing that I’m missing here
With you beside me I no longer fear

I need to be bold
Need to jump in the cold water
Need to grow older with a girl like you
Finally see you were naturally
The one to make it so easy when you showed me the truth
Yeah, yeah I’d rather be with you
Say you want the same thing too

I could have saved so much time for us
Had I seen the way to get to where I am today
You waited on me for so long
So now listen to me say

I need to be bold
Need to jump in the cold water
Need to grow older with a girl like you
Finally see you were naturally
The one to make it so easy when you showed me the truth
Yeah, yeah I’d rather be with you
Say you want the same thing too

Say you feel the way I do

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Secret #67.

No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

Tumblr is my 2nd school. :O

Saturday, August 21, 2010

You Even Set My World Into Motion.


Katy Perry covers MGMT's Electric Feel.
:DD

Alex Gaskarth & Juliet Sims !


I feel so unsure
As I take your hand and lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies, something in your eyes
Calls to mind the silver screen
And all its sad good-byes

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
(You know I ain't a fool girl)
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll feel

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend I know you're not a fool
(You know I ain't a fool girl)
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you

Slow down
You know you're moving too fast
You know that I don't dance
But you insist you take my hand
And to the beat that move our feet
And everyone is watching me
And I don't dance no more.
And now I'm leaving my apartment
Til' its after evening
Bars are closing down
And every model in the pool halls drinking
I turn the juke box on to play my favorite song
Where we sing along
I don't dance no more

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me?
Please stay.

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
(You know I ain't a fool girl)
Should've known better than to cheat a friend
And waste the chance that I've been given
So I'm never gonna dance again
The way I danced with you
Now that you're gone
(To Pretend)
(You know I ain't a fool girl)
Now that you're gone
Now that you're gone
(To Pretend)
(You know I ain't a fool girl)
Now that you're gone

I Fell In Love With A Careless Man's Careful Daughter.


Oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh

You were in college, workin' part time, waitin' tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk, with a fear of fallin'
Wonderin' why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

You remember, we were sittin' there, by the water
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about

You remember, we were sittin' there, by the water
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh-oh-oh

And I remember that fight, 2:30 a.m.
You said 'everything was slippin' right out of our hands
I ran out cryin', and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye
'Cause that's all I've ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone"

You said, "I remember how we felt sittin' by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine"

(Hold on, we'll make it last)
(Hold on, never turn back)
Hold on)
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
(Hold on)
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
(Hold on)

Do you believe it?
(Hold on)
We're gonna make it now
(Hold on)
And I can see it
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(I can see it now)

I Dance To This When Nobody Is Looking.


find your own lyrics. im lazy. (:

I love this music video. So adorable. (Y)
Jennifer Nettles is super duper cutee!

Secret #67.

I think sooner or later I'll have to come to terms with the fact that..
I will never marry Tegan Rain Quin.

)':

Friday, August 20, 2010

Secret #66.

i'm really hoping you miss me too.

but than again why do I even bother to miss you

when you obviously dont.

Say Anything.


And if I could swim, I'd swim out to you in the ocean,
Swim out to where you were floating in the dark.
And if I was blessed, I'd walk on the water you're breathing,
To lend you some air for that heaving, sunken chest.

'Cause they chose you as the model for their empty little dreams,
With your new head and your legs spread like a filthy magazine.
And they hunt you, and they gut you, and you give in.

And if I was brave, I'd climb up to you on the mountain,
They led you to drink from their fountain spouting lies.
And I'd slay the horrible beast they commissioned
To steer me away from my mission to your eyes.
And I'd stand there, like a soldier, with my foot upon his chest,
With my grin spread, and my arms out, in my bloodstained Sunday's best,
And you'd hold me; I'd remind you who you are under their shell.

I'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes
These soles are useless without you
Through hell for you, let the torturing ensue;
My soul is useless without you...

And if they send a whirlwind, I'd hug it like a harmless little tree.
Or an earthquake, I'd calm it, and I'd bring you back to me.
And I'd hold you in my weak arms like a first born.

I'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes,
These soles are useless without you
Through hell for you, let the torturing ensue;
My soul is useless without you...

Through hell for you
Through hell for you
Without you, without you...

Now I've walked through hell for you.
What's an adventurer to do,
But rest these feet at home with you?

All I Care Is That You'll Reach For Me.


I wanna give up again my love and live like a runaway.
Making bands in an alley way, so I can dream of a better day.
Is there anyone left who will understand i am made of flesh and bone.
I tried to tell you on the telephone, all I needed was a stepping stone.

This is the last time I'm gonna let you down.
It's finally over.
It's finally over.

Every time I try to go to sleep you flood my memory.
Though I live like an absentee, all I care is that you'll reach for me.
I'm gonna burn that bridge and build a home with waters weaving underground (let you go).
Livin' high and searching for the sound, a silent wall and we tore it down.

This is the last time I'm gonna turn around.
It's finally over.
It's finally over.
This is the last time I'm gonna let you down.
It's finally over.
It's finally over.

Let me hold your hand my dear at least until the smoke has cleared.
Our love has turned towards your eye I don't know why I go in circles.
...for to fame Yea I could find recovery.
In every single lonely ride I don't know why I go in circles

The National.


Sit down dear we gotta talk
You're acting like a kid
We don't wanna hear about
The things you never did

You coulda been a legend
But you became a father
That's what you are today
That's what you are today

Spending all your time
Somewhere inside your head
Haunted by the important
Life you coulda lead

But your kisses aren't enough
To keep your kids in line
So you better straighten out yourself
And give your baby time
Cause if you don't give her what she needs
She'll get it where she can
She's lonely man

Don't leave yourself alone for too many days
Sooner than you know your gonna start slipping

You'll end up talking to the ghost
Of your wife as if you knew her
Your eyes will put her everywhere

And spending all your time
Somewhere inside your head
Haunted by the important
Life you coulda lead

You'll fuck yourself to clear your head
You'll close your door and go to bed
You'll try to sleep without a dream
That's where she finds you
That's where she finds you

Don't leave yourself alone for too many days
Sooner than you know your gonna start slipping

Dear we better get a drink in you
Before you start to bore us
Dear we better get a drink in you
Before you start to bore us
Dear we better get a drink in you
Before you start to bore us

"Don't forget the alcohol oooh baby oooh baby ..."

Thursday, August 19, 2010

What Are You? )':


Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind but then I knew it,
My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.(2x)

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.(2x)

Just Dreaming.


She thinks I'm crazy.
Judging by the faces that she's making.
And I think she's pretty.
But pretty's just part of the things she does that amaze me.
And she calls me sweetheart.
I love it when she wakes me when it's still dark.
And she watches the sun.
But she's the only one I have my eyes on.

Tell me that you love me.
And it'll be alright.
Are you thinking of me?
Just come with me tonight.
You know I need you.
Just like you need me.
Can't stop, Won't stop.
I must be dreaming.
Can't stop, Won't stop.
I must be dreaming.

She moves in closer.
Whispering to me "I thought I told ya"
And oh she's playing games now.
And I figured it out now that we're
Now that we're closer.
Two kids, one love.
Who cares if we make it up.
Her voice is sweet sound.
Our clothes lay on the ground.
She moves in closer.
Whispers "I though I told ya"

Tell me that you love me.
And it'll be alright.
Are you thinking of me?
Just come with me tonight.
You know I need you.
Just like you need me.
Can't stop, Won't stop.
I must be dreaming.
Can't stop, Won't stop.
I must be dreaming.

Remember the day when we started this.
And she made the shape of my heart with her hands.
We try to make some sense of it.
But she called me on the phone and said..

Tell me that you love me.
And it'll be alright.
Are you thinking of me?
Just come with me tonight.
You know I need you.
Just like you need me.
Can't stop, Won't stop.
I must be dreaming.
Go one and tell em that you love me
And it'll be alright.
(I must be dreaming)
Are you thinking of me.
Just come with me tonight.
(I must be dreaming)
She moves in closer.
Can't stop, Won't stop.
I must be dreaming.

Most Amazing... Smile! :D


There was a new girl in town
She had it all figured out
(had it all figured out)
Well I'll state something rash
She had the most amazing... smile.

I bet you didn't expect that
She made me change my ways
(she made me change my ways)
With eyes like a sunset, baby
And legs that went on for days.

I'm falling in love
But it's falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

She made her way to the bar I tried to talk to her
But she seemed so far
(she seemed so far)
Out of my league
I had to find a way to get her next to me

I'm falling in love
But it's falling apart
I need to find my way back to the start
When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms.
Into your arms.

Oh she's slipping away
I always reach when I'm thinking of words to say
Oh the things she does
Make it seem like love
If its just a game
(just a game)
And I like the way we play

I'm falling in love
But it's falling apart.
I need to find my way back to the start (x2)

When we were in love
Things were better than they are
Let me back into...
Into your arms
Into your arms.

Into your arms.
Into your arms.

I Need A Plan To Keep You Here. O:


It was midnight
Your hand was in mine
All eyes were on our table
It was after noon before you were out of bed and I was able to concentrate
To figure out a plan to keep you here,
To evaluate..
To make a list, a list to convince you

Don't run away;
It only fuels the flames..
Don't pull away;
It only makes me wanna stay..

It was monday
You were packing on my floor
My eyes were charting every move you made
It was early evening before you were home and I was sure you were safe
I can't concentrate
I try so hard to plan to keep you here
I can't evaluate
I threw away the list to convince you

Don't run away;
It only fuels the flames..
Don't pull away;
It only makes me wanna stay..
Don't run away;
It only fuels the flames..
Don't pull away;
It only makes me wanna stay..
Gone..gone..gone..gone...

Don't run away;
It only fuels the flames..
Don't pull away;
It only makes me want to stay..
(it was midnight)
Don't run away;
It only fuels the flames..
(it was midnight)
Don't pull away;
It only makes me want to stay