Dreaming Out Loud.

All I wanted to say. All I wanted to do is fall apart now. All I wanted to feel. I wanted to love its all my fault now. A tragedy I fear. Fly me to nowhere it's better than somewhere. That's where I've been and nothing's changed. I'm so lost in you. A tragedy seemed to be over now.

I've got my heart set on anywhere but here. You'd give anything to get what's fair but fair ain't what you really need.

You tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down. I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat but it's nothing new. I loved you with a fire red now it's turning blue.

I can't sleep now not like I used to. I'll be what you need. I kill myself to make everything perfect for you.

If ever your world starts crashing down that's where you'll find me. We just can't get it right but we're on the road.

Secret #61.

The Spill Canvas and Mayday Parade are putting me in pain. These two bands are abusing me with their lyrics and the beautiful music.

my numb-ness has been good.

done with trying to win humans over. its your turn to win me over.

Their Name Screams Sexyness!

I'm in the mood to blog.

A bass player, or bassist is a musician who plays a bass instrument such as a double bass, bass guitar, keyboard bass or a low brass instrument such as a tuba or sousaphone.

Jeremy Davis from Paramore.

Charlotte Cooper from The Subways.

)': shes married.

Bryan Donahue from Boys Like Girls.

theres more but this is my top 3.

Scissors Paper Rock.

I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell can't paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why: because paper can't beat anybody; a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to beat me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, "Oh shit, I'm sorry. I thought paper would protect you, you asshole!"

Still A High School Musical Person.

Can I Have this Dance?

Secret #60.

When your love lets you go you only want love more even when love wasn't what you were looking for.

get this is through your thick skull, you humans!

Sunday Night Music.

Just A Girl by No Doubt.

Looking Up by Paramore.

Underclass Hero by Sum 41.

Best Of You by Stereophonics.

(originally by Foo Fighters)

We Cry by The Script.

Uprising by Nikki & Rich.

(originally by Muse)

Secret #59.

To be brave is to love someone unconditionally,

without expecting anything in return.

To just give. That takes courage;

because we don’t want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.

i learned it! :)

Every Problem Has A Solution.

This is my blog, right? So fuck it. Here goes nothing.

Math proves things in order to further understanding of concepts. Thus far, it has done so for me without fail. So I present a logical approach to letting go using logic; specifically, mathematics.

[If you prefer to continue thinking I’m the “cute” instead of the “unbelievably nerdy and possibly crazy” girl, ignore the link and continue reading…or stop reading this post altogether] :)

Proof : me without you is sanity.

Alright, so there’s the proof, now where’s the understanding?

A Proposition to the heart from the mind:

Heart, let me take the lead this time.

Follow that which offers you means to an end of this constant struggle; a solution. and take the path which diverges from the current road to insanity.

Does it lead to happiness? Sanity even?

Maybe. Maybe not. Though the answer is uncertain, it is irrelevant nonetheless.

The possibility is what matters.

The road which offers the possibility of something better in future must always be taken over one which may not have always been painful in the past, but has been trending toward such for some time.

If you won’t listen to me, at least listen to a mind with some credibility: Einstein.

“The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.”

So move on. Diverge.

Let go.

by, Mel.

thumbs up for this! (Y)

This Empty Space That You Create Does Nothing For My Flawless Sense Of Style.

my situation. this song fits perfectly.

so here's a present to let you know I still exist. no need to say more.

Secret #58.

There are some things you should know.

I’m a child at heart. I love staying in and watching a movie. I like holding hands and I’ll probably want to hold yours all the time. I like cuddling at night before going to bed. I’ll probably serenade you with mushy love songs, even though I can’t sing or play the guitar like 100%. I’ll kiss you goodnight. I’ll dedicate songs for you and probably make you a mix cd. I have an odd obsession with cheesy pick up lines, and being silly.

PS. I promise to make you constantly smile and laugh. (:

Make Every Second Last

I was protecting you, and when it comes down to having the choice of being right or protecting you, I'll be wrong every single time, because it's just who I am.

-Ashley Davies to Spencer Carlin.

I know I'm not the one you want her to be with, but I'm the one she chose.

-Ashley Davies to Paula.

I couldn't handle another night without talking to you.

-Spencer Carlin to Ashley Davies.

I can take care of myself. With some left over to take care of you.

-Spencer Carlin to Ashley Davies.

Ashley Davies: Spencer Carlin, you're gay?

Spencer Carlin: Only with you.

Spencer Carlin: She's not gonna like it, but she's just gonna have to accept it.

Ashley Davies: What?

Spencer Carlin: That I love you.

Ashley Davies: [whispering] I love you!

Spencer Carlin: Wow! It just got really hot in here!

Ashley Davies: Oooh? Little girl next door that was all sweet and innocent! Hein?What's up?!

Spencer Carlin: You've corrupted me!

Ashley Davies: You look great, Spencer. I like you wearing my clothes. Maybe you'll think about me all day.

Spencer Carlin: I already think about you all day. I tanked my history final the other day because you're all I ever think about.

i miss south of nowhere.

Airtight Before We Break.

The XX are a three-piece band from London, England, formed in 2005 but originally it was a four-piece band, but keyboardist Baria Qureshi left the group in late 2009. Dream pop and indie pop is The XX genres. Band members are Romy Madley Croft, Oliver Sim and Jamie Smith. I'm not sure who plays what instrument.

The XX - Crystalised

acoustics version.

Crystalised by The XX.

Music Video.

The XX by Basic Space.

Music Video.

VCR by The XX.

Music Video.

Islands by The XX.

Music Video.

I love watching the music videos over and over again. Freaking creative. Especially, Basic Space. :D

love love loveee. :D

Written by Sara Kiersten Quin.

Tegan and Sara.

I think as women who are dating women - not that I’ve only experienced that with women, I think that when I was dating men I felt the same way - it’s difficult. You get to a point where you are feeling very comfortable and familiar with your situation and your partner and the day comes when you meet someone who knocks you off your feet. You don’t necessarily want to leave your comfortable, amazing life that you’ve set up. I know in terms of Sara’s situation, I don’t think she was saying, “I want to leave this person that I’ve been with for four years who is everything I’ve ever wanted.” From the very beginning, and this is something that Sara talks about, she admitted to her partner that she is going to, at some point, emotionally connect to someone, and it’s almost going to be a necessity. She’s going to have to get emotionally addicted and obsessive about somebody. But (paraphrasing) “I’m not going to leave you and I’m not going to cheat. But that is the way I am. And there will come a point where our relationship will become a distant thing, but I will come back. - Tegan Rain Quin on Back In Your Head.

one of the many reasons why I love Tegan. :)

by Tegan Rain Quin.

I was trying to date this girl who wasn’t available. We were talking hours and hours a day and sending hundreds and hundreds of texts and e-mails, and spending all this money on trips, and there would be times where I would pull away and just ask her, ‘Why? Why are you still calling me? Why is this still continuing?’ I felt like I was conning her. There was some magic in me that was making this person question everything and continue this dance with me. During this whole ordeal I was very confident and outgoing, but in my alone time I was crying on the floor every day—and I enjoyed it, I enjoyed every second of my misery. The deeper and the darker it went, the more pleasant it felt.

No Need To Come To Me When I Can Make It All The Way To You.

Sorry for no music update lately. Its just that, I haven't been feeling so good enough to talk about music. You can see it from my previous posts. Anyways, upcoming post will be about The XX. Stay tune and sorry for those rubbish spam on my blog. Will you still be my reader? :)

I've done everything I possibly can to try and make you love me, but nothing seems to work. So then I tried to move on, but I kept comparing everyone to you and none of them were like you. You are the only one for me and I just wish you saw it too.

I'm still waiting for my Heroes Complete Season 4 to finish downloading. I need Claire Bennet, Sylar and Samuel Sullivan. They so sexy til I forgot that I'm living in a real world. How I just wish I could be like them. Be the freak. I wanna slice people's head and eat their brains. I want to be able to turn the world. I want to have a circus family. Fun, baby, fun!

by Death Cab for Cutie.

How I wish you could seethe potential of you and me.

It's like a book elegantly bound but in a language that you can't read.

Laugh #2

Written by Tegan Rain Quin.

Tegan and Sara.

When I wrote this song I felt pretty unoriginal because everybody writes love songs and everybody feels like their love’s the most important and when their love ends and they get their heart broken, that nobody understands. And that’s ridiculous. But so am I. - Tegan Rain Quin on Call It Off.

by Augusten Burroughs.

I used to feel so alone in the city. All those gazillions of people and then me, on the outside. Because how do you meet a new person? I was very stumped by this for many years. And then I realized you just say, “Hi.” They may ignore you. Or you may marry them. And that possibility is worth that one word.

Laugh #1

Humans with creative brains made my day.

Secret #57.

I woke up to this lines in my head.

She makes me feel like shit but I can't get over it because she's everything I ask for.

what a fucked up way to wake up when you are feeling sick. sigh.

fuck you tuesday.

by Jim Morrison.

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

by Friedrich Nietzsche.

What if a demon were to creep after you one night, in your loneliest loneliness, and say, ‘This life which you live must be lived by you once again and innumerable times more; and every pain and joy and thought and sigh must come again to you, all in the same sequence. The eternal hourglass will again and again be turned and you with it, dust of the dust!’ Would you throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse that demon? Or would you answer, ‘Never have I heard anything more divine’?

Secret #56.

It’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen; but it’s even harder to give up when you know it’s everything you want.

Secret #55.

Your name is enough to make me want to rip my heart out.

Kurt Cobain.

A suicide note was found, addressed to Cobain's childhood imaginary friend "Boddah".

To Boddah,

Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty easy to understand.

All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven’t felt the excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guity beyond words about these things.

For example when we’re back stage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowds begins., it doesn’t affect me the way in which it did for Freddie Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the the love and adoration from the crowd which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can’t fool you, any one of you. It simply isn’t fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I’m having 100% fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out on stage. I’ve tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,God, believe me I do, but it’s not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. It must be one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they’re gone. I’m too sensitive. I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasms I once had as a child.

On our last 3 tours, I’ve had a much better appreciation for all the people I’ve known personally, and as fans of our music, but I still can’t get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There’s good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man. Why don’t you just enjoy it? I don’t know!

I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can’t stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker that I’ve become.

I have it good, very good, and I’m grateful, but since the age of seven, I’ve become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along that have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry for people too much I guess.

Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I’m too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don’t have the passion anymore, and so remember, it’s better to burn out than to fade away.

Peace, love, empathy.

Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney, I’ll be at your alter.

Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.

For her life, which will be so much happier without me.

I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU!

Kurt Cobain and Courtney Love.

They were married on Waikiki Beach in Hawaii.

Love wore a satin and lace dress once owned by the actress Frances Farmer, and Cobain wore green pajamas, because he’d been "too lazy to put on a tux".

Cobain noted, I was determined to be a bachelor for a few months. But I knew that I liked Courtney so much right away that it was a really hard struggle to stay away from her for so many months.

Kurt Cobain and Courtney Love with their daughter, Frances Bean Cobain.

The two were often together and bonded through drug use.

):

Secret #54.

I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes. It’s the body’s way of saying ‘I trust you to be by my side at my most vulnerable time.’ You have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies.

Secret #53.

And if I've learnt one thing in my life, it's that the people who can't love you for who you are, don't deserve to ever be with you at all.

Secret #52.

If she’s worth it, you won’t give up. If you give up, you’re not worth it.

You Got To Me.

You spin around like a broken record

It plays your name everytime the needle skips

It's been that way since the last December

I can't live like this anymore

You're stuck inside every conversation

Yes I know that you're really good and gone

But I'm a slave to this obsession

How can I move on

You're in my thoughts, in my head, in my heart, in my dreams

And I wish you would stop haunting me

Get out get out

I can't take it no more

Breathe in breathe out

Cause I die a little every time I think about you

Get out get out

Cause I'm going crazy

I scream and shout

I try everything but you're still here and I can't stop missing you

Ooh yeah

The way I feel everytime you're with me

How you say it all without a word

I keep hearing time heals everything so tell me why does it still hurt

Like you only just told me goodbye and I can't get you out of my mind

Get out get out

I can't take it no more

Breathe in breathe out

Cause I die a little every time I think about you

Get out get out

Cause I'm going crazy

I scream and shout

I try everything but you're still here and I can't stop missing you

I hate to love you

I hate to let you go

You're good at leaving

But I'm no good alone

Get out get out

I can't take it no more

Breathe in breathe out

Cause I die a little every time I think about you

Get out get out

Cause I'm going crazy

I scream and shout

I try everything but you're still here and I can't stop missing you

Get out get out

Breathe in breathe out

You spin around like a broken record

It plays your name everytime the needle skips skips skips skips skips skips skips skips skips

p/s : now and than, this is the way i feel.

A Beautiful Song To Be Sung!

I'll sing this over and over again.

Mary Rose.

She writes songs in her sleep and also plays acoustic covers of rap. I have been following her on Twitter and Tumblr for sometimes and I also have subscribed her on Youtube. She pretty amazing, I would say. I like the way she plays the guitar. It makes me wanna pick up my guitar and play (which is basically sleeping in my room).

Here are some of her music and covers that I love.

Crayon Tracks.

Thoughts scattered like your clothes across my sheets,

I'm slipping out in the dark, to find what I need.

The lights are blurred and this whole town is asleep, I'm running out of air,

This was a lot easier when I thought it was a dream.

Remaining calm lost its appeal, I'm freaking out, this can't be real.

This could be the start of something amazing, could be the catalyst for me.

But I've never felt so damn conflicted, and I can't take apart the facts.

It wasn't supposed to be like this, I'm standing dead in my tracks.

Your dreams are always so much better, when you draw them out with crayons,

Into a coloring book that is never going to change.

We've turned the page, we're getting older, no action comes without a price.

So tell me, if this is a dream, then what is the compromise?

I've lived more in three months than in 19 years combined.

Every color was more vivid the rest, I had to close my eyes.

I used to imagine growing up. I used to imagine painted skies.

But I don't want to feel any older anymore, I've wasted enough time.

Almost twenty years of learning, and my body is growing weak.

My mind can't face all of this knowledge and I'm searching for sleep.

I'll take you back to how it was, I'll show you when everything was clear.

But you'll still try to search for answers and learn to hate and fear.

Broken.

Passing through or passing by, just like the words smeared across the signs.

Too blurred to read, but full of feeling, none the less.

We're all just trying to make our mark,

but the ink's ran dry; we're running on spare parts,

thoughts, words, an...d empty wishes.

This isn't the way we were meant to be living.

We're beautiful, we're broken, and we're growing old.

The lines are thin, and the notes, they won't hold.

I'm writing down these words to remind myself,

to live for something more than someone else.

I'm tearing at my skin and I'm running on smoke,

from a night spent wasted on words I choked.

I don't trust myself to tell you anything,

but I could show you everything.

Blue knuckles, I think I've lost my grip.

I'm tired of saying I don't give a shit.

I'd give you my lungs if I thought you'd breathe,

but they're filled with ash, and nothing you need.

We're beautiful, we're broken, and we're growing old.

The lines are thin, and the notes, they won't hold.

I'm writing down these words to remind myself,

to live for something more than someone else.

I'm A Freak.

(acoustic cover)

Originally by Young Cash.

I love the way she sings towards that webcam or camera. She looks so fucking hot the way she sings it. And her expression blows me awayyy. I have been hearing to this video over a week non-stop. Addictive mann.

Lolipop.

(acoustic cover)

Originally by Lil Wayne.

Let It Bleed.

(acoustic cover)

Originally by The Used.

Continual Undermining Negates Titles.

Condescension

This is your intervention

There is nothing more

There is nothing more to you

Intermission

This is your recognition

I will not be a part of your grand dismissal

Take apart and

Realize what you've marked

These sins have all been paid

Youve judged more than you've saved

And you're scars won't listen

Theyve all bled dry for this tryst

Starved, blind, you've missed it all

Step off your bridges, you'll like the fall

The fall, the fall, it's all about the fall

Codependence

Force-fed, breeds independence

Weve witnessed all the crimes

We push and blur the lines

Choose to hate this,

Criticize, obliterate it

But in the end Im right

And you'll be alone tonight.

Conversation

Retrace, re-illustrate it

Shadows rebuild and form

No shelter from the storm

Standard copy

Re-issued, white and black

Heavens made their call,

But hell, I bet youll like the fall.

The fall, the fall, its all about the fall

Infrastructure

Collapse, lost in the rubble

These ghosts, they roam the streets

Writing songs in their sleep with flatlined pulse

No life within your bones

My demons sleep no more,

Step off your bridges, you'll like the fall

Overall, if she had an album, I would buy it. Shes so cool. ;)

Follow her on twitter here, http://twitter.com/degausserFL

Check out her new song called No Sleep which i'm currently in love with at here, http://www.purevolume.com/degausserFL

I'll Be A DeeJay Some Day.

I want more albums. I'm desperate for more albums. I'll kill a human for more albums.

We The Kings. Smile Kid. Deluxe Edition.

We Are The In Crowd. Guaranteed To Disagree.

Ok Go. Of The Blue Colour Of The Sky.

La Roux.

All Time Low. So Wrong, It's Right.

All Time Low. Nothing Personal.

Panic! at the Disco. A Fever You Can't Sweat Out.

Panic! at the Disco. Pretty. Odd.

Muse. The Resistance.

Weezer. Raditude.

Band Of Skulls. Baby Darling Doll Face Honey.

MGMT. Oracular Spectacular.

Yeah Yeah Yeahs. It's Blitz!

These are the albums I MUST HAVE!

Secret #51.

I was constructed for you, and you were molded for me.

Now I feel your name, coursing through my veins.

The Hallway.

The Hallway from The Hallway on Vimeo.

this is pure genius.

Take Seven Seconds Out of Your Day and Check Out This Band.

You'll still be listening to it seven years from now.

The new Faber Drive.

The old Faber Drive.

Because of Lynette Natasha, I found my love for this band all over again. I was crazy about this band when I first heard Sleepless Night. Oh wait, I forgot to mention the name of the band. They are called Faber Drive. They are a four-piece, Juno award nominated Canadian pop punk band from Mission, British Columbia. They were discovered by Chad Kroeger of Nickelback.

The band members are (now) ; Dave Faber - lead vocals and rhythm guitarist. Jeremy Liddle - backing vocals and bassist. Jordan Pritchett - backing vocals and lead guitarist. Andrew Stricko -backing vocals and drummer.

Former members are ; Ray Bull - backing vocals and drummer. David Hinsley - backing vocals and lead guitarist. Calvin Lechner - backing vocals and drummer.

24 Story Love Affair.

Your way out of my league. Trying to climb the ladder but I'm handcuffed to the bottom. Need to use the keys but you're the only one who's got 'em. I know it's all but over I wish that last kiss would've lasted longer.

Tongue Tied.*

You were here just yesterday. I stare up at the stars and I wonder just where you are. You feel a million miles away. Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay? I need a little more help than a little bit like the perfect one word no one's heard yet. I know it feels like the end but i don't want to be here again and we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again. What it takes I don't care but we're gonna make it I swear.

Second Chance.*

Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again. I don’t know why I ever waited to say cause I’m just dying just to see you again. Instead of holding you, I was holding out. I should’ve let you in but I let you down. I tried to laugh it off but I made things worse.

Sex And Love.

Blow after blow and I'm startin to see why. Better alone than be bruised by your dark side. Down to the bone you're the knife that'll cut right though.

Sleepless Nights.*

If I had my way I'd corner him and say, put yourself in her position cause all she needs is recognition. Love's not enough when you say it. Don't you know you've gotta mean it. Screwing up the best thing ever is something you'll regret forever. I can hear her crying, thinking she's the one to blame.

Killin' Me.*

She takes me to the edge and this waiting so frustrating. She puts me to the test to break me. I can't say no and I can't believe she's killing me and teasing me again. Why does she play with me? Her kisses just like wine, intoxicating. Just maybe she'll give me more this time cause I'm craving what she's saving.

When I'm With You.*

Saw you walk into the room thought I'd try to talk to you but babe, am I ever glad you wanted me to. I know I'm not there enough but that's gonna change cause I'm coming back to show you that I'm keeping the promise I made. When I'm with you, I'll make every second count cause I miss you whenever you're not around. When I kiss you, I'll still get butterflies years from now and I'll make every second count when I'm with you. We've had our ups and down but we've always worked them out. Babe, am I ever glad we've got this far now but still I'm lying here tonight, wishing I was by your side cause when I'm not there enough, nothing feels right. So, I'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life.

Summer Fades To Fall.*

I count down the days until we say goodbye. I wish there was a way that I could just stop time forever. It's always hard to let the feelings go. Holding hands, making plans and just wishing I could stay with you. Every time I think of you I don't wanna face the truth. Why wait forever knowing we may never follow through? Guess I should get over you but I can't let go so soon.

Time Bomb.

She's gonna flick the switch if it stays crazy. Their microscope looks way to close for imperfections but under the gun she's had enough. She can't impress them.

Obvious.*

They're scared of his make-up tattoos and piercings. They say that it's too bad and he won't amount to anything. They judge by the way he looks. The cover's not quite like the book. He's just so misunderstood. There's nothing wrong with us at all and It's our life. No, we're not about to go and make the same mistakes you might have made so, just stop blaming us because it's not wrong to be young.

You'll Make It.*

There's parents praying to feed their families today while men with money still think it's funny to spend their change on every pointless thing. We gotta stand up put our hands up and fight just like an army we'll keep on marching for what is right. We're bring hope to life and all you gotta do is say what you wanna say and be what you wanna be. Don't let yourself get all confused cause all gotta be is you to make it. You know what you need to know, to go where you wanna go cause no one can tell you what to do because it's your life. The world is tired of all the little lies they preach. The politicians who blur our vision so, we believe in someone else speech. Everyone's got a choice to make and the world won't change until we finally find a way.

(I Just) Died In Your Arms Tonight.*

It must've been something you said. I keep looking for something I can't get. Broken hearts lie all around me and I don't see an easy way to get out of this. It must've been some kind of kiss that I should've walked away from. Is there any just cause for feeling like this on the surface. I try to be discreet but then I screwed up again. I've lost and found and it's my final mistake. She's loving by proxy, no give and all take cause I've been thrilled to fantasy one too many times. She made it easy, she made it feel right but now it's over, the moment is gone. I followed my hands, not my head and I knew I was wrong.

Faber Drive's second album "Can't Keep a Secret", has move towards a punk rock popsynth sound.

The Payoff.*

The crowd was screaming encore. All the girls were screaming just to, touch us. They all wanted to take us home. Now, everywhere we look, we see our faces but we know that well never let that change us til Oprah lets us play on her show. We will, rock you! We're gonna scream it out with the crowd tonight. Everybody singing every word from every line. This is everything we've ever dreamed of. Remembering getting drunk around the campfire? Writing stupid songs about becoming rockstars. We never ever thought it would go this far.

G-Get Up And Dance!*

Its going down tonight. The ladies looking right. Dressed up with fancy shoes. Tight jeans and sweet perfume. We're here to make a scene cause were livin the dream. Caught in the moment and you cant control it.

You And I Tonight.*

Tonight it's only me and you. Your skin like gravity is pulling every part of me. I fall, you and I collide. If you tell me the sky is falling or say that the stars collide and the only thing that matters in my life, is you and I tonight. This love is all we need. We fit together perfectly and I'm gonna give it all to you.

I'll Be There.*

If your lost and you need to find some escape or some peace of mind, call my name. If your dreams are drenched in sweat and you can't sleep cause there's too much in your head, Call my name. Any type of day and I'll be there. When you can't carry on and when the road's way too long just know that your not alone cause I can carry you home. If you give till you've got nothing left. Wanted more but you end up with less. All your friends have turned away. The weight of the world is too much to take and its pulling you down like a tidal wave. I can hold you, I will hold you. When the world seems wrong and when you've come undone No, you're not alone cause I'll be there.

Give Him Up.*

She's crying on the phone. Everyday, it's the same but she'll never know. He's lying, he's not alone at the bar, grinding hard, with another ho. So wasted, he stumbles in. Throws the keys on the couch acting innocent. She won't ask where he's been. Just wants a kiss from his lips cause she misses him. All this time, it kills me. This is the game he plays, always gonna cheat. Night after night, another girl and another drink. She doesn't see that she should be with me. He's practised and well rehearsed every line by design in the mirror first. She's dressed up it's Friday night. Sitting home all alone hoping he's alright. He calls her says he's working late. She's never thought that he's got another dirty date. I can't seem to get you off my mind. I can't let you fall for every line. I can't watch while you forgive him, everytime.

Our Last Goodbye.*

No, it's not alright to pretend there's nothing wrong. It's the same old fight but it's gone on way too long. I'm ignored and it got me thinking what's the use? It's true. It's too late for me and you. Tried to make it work but we just made it worse. We took it way too fast we couldn't make it last. Now we'll both end up bruised and broken hearted. Tried to take it slow but we just lost control now we gotta face the facts. She said that love's the answer but it's never free. I said this love's a cancer cause I know it's killing me.

Lucky Ones.*

I feel so sick inside. It's hard enough to leave. We've had our ups and downs but we always work it out. There's always room to breathe but it gets harder every time I go but it feels so good when I come home. Going strong and it's getting better. You're still the one I'm dreaming of. Every night, when we sleep together I always know when I come home we'll make up for the nights alone. They say that absence makes a heart grow fonder and I know it's always worth the wait but it's lonely on the road.

Forever.*

Whispering and watching falling stars from my beat up car. In the parking lot, almost 10 o'clock, we went for one last walk. I couldn't stop but thinking if I should try a kiss goodbye. Can't forget her like a movie in my mind keeps playing over and over. Wanna hold her again. Time goes by but still I find can't keep you off my mind. A broken piece of me I left behind when you were mine. Your lips said words that I just can't erase. I kept her letter in my wallet and her picture in my phone. She had our favourite song set as her ringtone and we had everything we wanted 'till we let it slip away but we both know some things will never change.

Never Coming Down.

Can't seem to get enough cause we're lost inside the sound. Moments, turn into memories. Reflected in your eyes and I feel fine. We'll always remember these times. It's you and I and when the morning birds are in the night. I know that you know what it feels like.

Just What I Needed.*

I don't mind you coming here wasting all my time cause when you're standing, oh, so near I kinda lose my mind. I don't mind you hanging out and talking in your sleep. You always knew to wear it well and you look so fancy, I can tell.

By Your Side.

I'll turn off the lights and let you sleep. Just close your eyes relax and breathe in slowly. No, don't feel lonely cause I'll be right here by your side. If you should awake into the night just keep dreaming cause I'll be keeping your heart in mine. Laying flat on our backs. We stared up at the sky and we were laughing so hard. We had tears in our eyes and our future's before us. Our worries behind. It was just you and I.

Overall, both albums are loved!