My Head vs My Heart.

I've been staring at this page for the last 30min.

Thinking whats wrong with me.

Am I going to screw up my relationship with anyone.

Have I been treating you bad.

Gosh, so many things. In my head. I cant read it carefully.

Cant seem to understand myself lately.

Conclusion, I'm crushing pretty badly.

Too bad I fell for it and I walked along. Waiting for you to come along and please take my tortured heart by the hand and write me off. Do you know that when you go, I fall apart. Before I could ever let you go, gonna beg until I drive you mad and say something you could understand. I don't know if you feel the same but you gotta let me know cause I'm dying inside you know. I thought I knew it all but all I do is think about the next time I see you. This is something new and I wasn't prepared for it. Sometimes, I wonder where you are when you’re not with me. This feels so crazy. It’s a strange feeling to care about someone. I think I talk too much about you thats the definition of being out of control and I don’t wanna feel this anymore. I get this feeling inside my heart when you come around and when we’re apart then I feel so torn up inside, I guess I’ve gotta get control of my life.