Words, Hands, Hearts.

Push it in and twist the knife again and watch my face as I pretend to feel no pain.

God only knows how much I'd love you if you'd let me but I can't break through at all.

Good to know it's all a game.

Disappointment has a name, it's heartbreak.

Memories they're following me like a shadow now and I'm dreaming.

Because I've already suffered the fever of disbelief.

Tell me when I'll finally see your shallow heart for what it is.

Because I don't want to keep on believing in illusions.

I lay awake in the night just staring at the ceiling above.

Keep on fighting to remember that nothing is lost in the end when I burn my life down.

I was so stupid to believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me.

if you read this,
just know that,
you are the one person
who could ruin my life,
because I like you.
very much.