Stupid Love Letter.

I was born to tell you I love you but now I am torn apart to what you have said. I want to make you mine, but its hard to understand you.

Turn around and fix your eye in my direction cause there is a connection between you and I. I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention. All these thoughts are leaving me tonight. I'm broken, abandoned, you are an angel making all my dreams come true.

I saw my life flash right before my very eyes and I knew just what we'd turn into. I was hoping that you could see but you didnt.

I know that I can't make you stay but I would give my final breath to make you understand how much you mean to me. Your beauty seems so far away I'd have to write a thousand songs to make you comprehend how beautiful you are.

It seems all of these words I said couldn't be further from the truth. Your eyes, telling me lies and I can face the truth, you know. It's hard to be all alone and I never got through your disguise. This is becoming a problem, I'm hurting, it's unfair but somehow your words, the way that I heard are haunting me.

I don't think that I have the strength to let you go. Couldn't you believe that everything I said and did wasn't just deceiving. I'm here to say about the things that kept you on my side when I was wrong.

But, I end up crying alone tonight and I was wasting all of my life just thinking of you. My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame it's you. There is no sense in playing games, when you done all you can do. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights with you and now I lose my sense of wrong and right. I'm shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my bed and throw away the life that I led but I won't let it die cause you were it in.

I'm falling apart and you're breaking my heart. Don't say this would not have last forever and don't tell me that we could never be together. Because you didnt gimme a chance. I know I'm not the best for you but if I watch you go you'll see me wasting away.

Last night, your words felt like a knife. I heard goodbyes are meant for lonely people standing in the rain and no matter where I go it's always pouring all the same. These streets are filled with memories, both perfect and in pain and all I wanted to do is love you but I'm the only one to blame.

All you did was stop my bleeding but these scars that you left will stay forever. All these words you say have no meaning. If you cannot find the feeling that we held on to together than try your hardest to remember.