My Thoughts Have Taken Their Toll.

I'm hurting and regretting and I'm just lost.

I dont know what to think.

I want to fall away, slip out of sight. I'm was thinking of what could be if I rewrite the role I played in my life before all this shit happen. Would I still have my grandpa with me? I miss you, miss you so bad. The day you slipped away was the day I found it won't be the same. I wish that I could see you again I know that I can't.

I had my wake up but won't you wake up? I keep asking why and I can't take it. It wasn't fake. It happened, you passed by. Now you are gone to somewhere I can't bring you back. To somewhere your not coming back. I lost all sense of control. My faith walks on broken glass nothing's ever built to last.