Big Fake Smiles And Stupid Lies.

I don't care cause I don't know who's there for me nowadays.

I'm the one that's slipping out and dying in.
( do you even understand what I meant? )
I'm judged on the life I've been living and I'm judged for who I am.
All I ask is there anybody there to hear me out once in awhile?

I have been feeling like breaking down.
I'm out of place. No one seem to understand.
I just wanna scream my lungs out.
Nothing feels alright. Not even one thing.
I'm hurt and lost but still finding my way around.


I've been pushed around by people who called my family and friends.
I cant fit in. I cant be myself around people I love.
I'm not well taken care of.
Everyone wants me to be somebody else.
I think I'm inside a world I dislike.

a post on what i've been feeling on a friday.
posted on a saturday morning.