Hey, readers. So, as I said in my previous post, get ready to get shocked. I'm so nervous whats going to happen after my friends ready this. sigh. The reason I'm posting this its because I don't really get to talk to my friends so openly. I basically hide the bad stuff I do. And my friends wont just jump in and ask what going on with your life huh? Not like your friends. They will be so curious to know about whats happening in your life. I really wish I have friends like that but, I love the ones I got. They are really awesome. They know when to speak up and they know when to just be there for you in silent, without saying anything. I really love them but sometime I get so pissed at them but, I would just lie saying, yes yes, i'm having fun la or nah, its okkay. Anyways, I'm not here to talk about my friends. Maybe I'll, at the end of the post. Lets see what I feel, later.
So, lets start. On June 5th, I found out my brother smokes. How? I was in my study room looking for a book and I was checking his study table and then into this bag, where I saw the silver mix with blue box, which was written dunhill and I got shocked at first but after a while I said to myself, well, I think I should try. But I made sure I will never get addicted to it. So, I stole two sticks. And, on 6th June, which was the next day, I went to my friend's house. I brought along cigarettes. We both wanted to give it a try. So, since his mum and dad wasn't at home, we did it at his house. We smoked. I smoked. It felt really good and I got kinda high with my friend. We just laughed and talk crapped. THE END.
After that I didn't smoke, okay. That's the truth. 6th of June was my first and last time. Maybe in the future la. I don't know. By the way, if you just got shocked for this only than, you are going to die when you read the next two.
Moving on. On December 7, I was chatting with my friend. The same friend I smoked with. He got himself a brand new car on 5th and we were chatting about it. There was this point, where I asked him how you made that much of cash within 3months and he told me he was selling drugs for his friend. For a min, I was like WHAT THE FUCK?! And we kept chatting. After awhile of chatting, he asked me if I wanted to try. And I was like, sorry dude, I tak ada cash to buy this crap and even if I ada I would buy myself a pair of converse. And he said, no no no, don't have to buy la. I give you abit and I'll take some with you. I said, hmm, I'll think about. After awhile, I said okay. And he said okay. Tomorrow I come pick you up when your dad leaves to work so I can bring you back early so you can sleep it off. On 8th Dec, around 7am he came. He drove me to his house. Reached. I sat at the living room and watched some crappy english movie, Than, he brought his red pills. Two. And glass of water. Two. I said, on THREE. We counted. 1..2.. he took it..3.. i took it. He sat across of me and I could feel I was kinda getting dizzy. Around 15 minutes later, we playedguitar hero . Like some org gila. I was shouting and he was laughing. It was fun. And around 9am I got back home. THE END.
I have nothing to fight back. I'm coming clean. And this is just a ONE TIME THING, btw. I promised Joey and I don't plan on letting her down. Speaking of which, I haven't even tell Mabel. So, didn't you jump of your seat? Anyways, I actually don't really what you if you jumped out for seat or not. I don't even care what you are thinking of me. The next one is, like a EW matter, for you people. No, its not SEX! Just keep reading. This time, get ready to freak out.
*breaths in** breaths out* Okay. I have feelings for a girl. Yes, you read it right. A GIRL. First of all, you guys are thinking if I'm les or not. The answer to that, nope, I'm not. And, what I'm feeling is something I can't really tell by words. Maybe I will post a lyrics about how I feel about and how she makes me feel. But, I know I like this girl. Alot. And, It took me long enough for me to see this. If you are wondering if I told her yet? The answer to that NO. I don't dare to tell her and I don't wanna risk my friendship. If I had to pick one, I think I would pick my friendship with her. But, I have no clue how things are going to turn out after this post.
I'm not LABELED, people.
-Goodbye-
So, lets start. On June 5th, I found out my brother smokes. How? I was in my study room looking for a book and I was checking his study table and then into this bag, where I saw the silver mix with blue box, which was written dunhill and I got shocked at first but after a while I said to myself, well, I think I should try. But I made sure I will never get addicted to it. So, I stole two sticks. And, on 6th June, which was the next day, I went to my friend's house. I brought along cigarettes. We both wanted to give it a try. So, since his mum and dad wasn't at home, we did it at his house. We smoked. I smoked. It felt really good and I got kinda high with my friend. We just laughed and talk crapped. THE END.
After that I didn't smoke, okay. That's the truth. 6th of June was my first and last time. Maybe in the future la. I don't know. By the way, if you just got shocked for this only than, you are going to die when you read the next two.
Moving on. On December 7, I was chatting with my friend. The same friend I smoked with. He got himself a brand new car on 5th and we were chatting about it. There was this point, where I asked him how you made that much of cash within 3months and he told me he was selling drugs for his friend. For a min, I was like WHAT THE FUCK?! And we kept chatting. After awhile of chatting, he asked me if I wanted to try. And I was like, sorry dude, I tak ada cash to buy this crap and even if I ada I would buy myself a pair of converse. And he said, no no no, don't have to buy la. I give you abit and I'll take some with you. I said, hmm, I'll think about. After awhile, I said okay. And he said okay. Tomorrow I come pick you up when your dad leaves to work so I can bring you back early so you can sleep it off. On 8th Dec, around 7am he came. He drove me to his house. Reached. I sat at the living room and watched some crappy english movie, Than, he brought his red pills. Two. And glass of water. Two. I said, on THREE. We counted. 1..2.. he took it..3.. i took it. He sat across of me and I could feel I was kinda getting dizzy. Around 15 minutes later, we played
I have nothing to fight back. I'm coming clean. And this is just a ONE TIME THING, btw. I promised Joey and I don't plan on letting her down. Speaking of which, I haven't even tell Mabel. So, didn't you jump of your seat? Anyways, I actually don't really what you if you jumped out for seat or not. I don't even care what you are thinking of me. The next one is, like a EW matter, for you people. No, its not SEX! Just keep reading. This time, get ready to freak out.
*breaths in** breaths out* Okay. I have feelings for a girl. Yes, you read it right. A GIRL. First of all, you guys are thinking if I'm les or not. The answer to that, nope, I'm not. And, what I'm feeling is something I can't really tell by words. Maybe I will post a lyrics about how I feel about and how she makes me feel. But, I know I like this girl. Alot. And, It took me long enough for me to see this. If you are wondering if I told her yet? The answer to that NO. I don't dare to tell her and I don't wanna risk my friendship. If I had to pick one, I think I would pick my friendship with her. But, I have no clue how things are going to turn out after this post.
This post is really scary for me to post. Just imagine if my brother reads it. Gosh, I don't want the hell is going to happen. I know all of this are risks that I'm taking. Life is worth a risk, right. So, yeahh.
I'm not LABELED, people.
-Goodbye-
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