Love is just heartbreaking. I just read my friend's blog and its so sad when the person she dated meant so much to her but now there only memory left. Love can be so amazing when you start dating. First kiss. Holding hands. Being there for each other. Phone calls at midnight. Texting always. Getting worried for each other. Play songs over the phone. Singing along. What happens when its all over. They just look back at the good memory they had together.This hurts. Hurts badly. It really can tear them down.
Knowing this, that's why i'm afraid to tell you that I like you. I'm afraid to tell you I wanna be with you. Something I just wish I could just let it out but at the same time it makes me worried. I don't want you not talking to me anymore. I don't want you not replying my msg. I don't want you not wanting me there when you need me. I just don't want but at the same time I want to be with you. Its all my fault now. Its like a tradegy I fear. Right now, when the most I could do was to just blame myself.
Knowing this, that's why i'm afraid to tell you that I like you. I'm afraid to tell you I wanna be with you. Something I just wish I could just let it out but at the same time it makes me worried. I don't want you not talking to me anymore. I don't want you not replying my msg. I don't want you not wanting me there when you need me. I just don't want but at the same time I want to be with you. Its all my fault now. Its like a tradegy I fear. Right now, when the most I could do was to just blame myself.
I don't know ANYTHING ABOUT LOVE!
Today is my first Christmas Party at GTSD with Joey.
Hopefully, I will have fun.
Hopefully, I will have fun.
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