Saturday, December 12, 2009

I Wanna Fall Asleep With You.

That was the day that I promised I'd never sing o f love if it does not exist but, darling you are the only exception. I've got to find other ways to make it alone but keep a straight face and I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness cause none of it was worth the risk. I've got a tight grip on reality, but I can't let go of whats in front of me here.

You're all I wanted and so much more. I promise you I that won't do wrong. You're more than beautiful and time is on your side. Days pass by and I wonder why you're not by my side. Sleepless nights, I try and try to figure out why I'm here without you. My heart is beating fast but my hands are moving slow. You be the lock, I'll be the key.

Once again i'm falling to my knees and now this feeling is spreading like a disease. Another day is going by and I'm thinking about you all the time. But you're out there and I'm here waiting. I wrote this letter in my head cause so many things were left unsaid. This could be the one last chance to make you understand. I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms and try to make you laugh because somehow I can't put you in the past. I close my eyes and all I see is you. I try to sleep but I can't forget you.

You appeared right in front of me. Mondays I sleep away. Tuesdays I lay awake. Wednesday are the worst. Thursdays I reminisce. Friday, I see your face and I can't breathe. I just want to see you when you're all alone. I just want to catch you if I can. I can't escape. I just want to tell you nothing you don't want to hear. All I want is for you to say why don't you just take me where I've never been before. I just want to be there when we're caught in the rain. I just want to see you laugh not cry. I just want to feel you when the night puts on its cloak. I'm lost for words dont tell me cause all I can say I love you till the end.


2moredays.48hoursorless.itskillingme.

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