Lately, I don’t know how to feel. I seem to be lost in my own thoughts. Its hard to breath when I just think of your name. Sometimes, I wish why wont someone tell me what it is that I really feel. It’s driving me crazy trying not to talk to you. It’s right or it’s wrong of what I'm feeling inside of me when I just look at you. Its like there is no way of knowing. I find that I miss you more whenever I think about you and thats stupid cause i'm hurting myself. =/
I do see that you're uneasy and it's not gonna change and no matter how far, I'll never have you. I remember when you stole my night with that smile of yours. Just as soon as I see you, i start falling and its hard for me to pick myself up. As deep as I need you I just cant have you. I've been throwing myself in front of you but that could be the last mistake that I would ever want to do. Everything's a mess and no one likes to be alone but me. I just like it some how.
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