red one is mine!

I <3 Power Rangers!

Life is A Patchwork of Friends.

When you think alot you get more insecure.

Everything will last forever when you want it too.
My friendship is STRONG and nothing or noone can break it.

I told this to myself when I woke up at 5.48am today. I don't want to be insecure and I want it to last forever and ever and ever. I had a great day. Today and Yesterday. Good laugh. Good movie. Good day. Good food. Best friends. What can ruin that. WOOHOO! I feel so good.

Movies I watched during the holidays.

I'm lazy to talk about it.
So, i'm going to rate it.
7 out of 10.

9 out of 10.
Its really a good laugh.

I watched this again.
With my kawan baiks,
Joey and Brenda!
I can keep watching this over again.
Sexy Channing Tatum.
11 out of 10.

Malaysia Version of Martin Johnson.

I like this.

we had nothing batter to do in Bata.

My head is saying "no" but my heart keeps giving in. So, hard to let it go. Thought that I'd go for a ride before this crash I'm dying in. Well if I'm judged on the life I've been living. Now I wont ever get the time of day. I ain't gonna take this as defeat cause I'm gonna shout this out to every one I meet. I'm sitting here in disbelief at how it truly broke my heart to have to watch her leave.

Your first scars wont ever fade away. Try to break my heart well its broke. Try to hang me high well I'm choked. Wanted rain on me well I'm soaked. Sometimes we don't learn from are mistakes and sometimes we've no choice but to walk away. The cure for a heart is to move along. What don't kill a heart only makes it strong.

We laugh so hard we cry.
We reminisce about past days.
The memories we've shared since we were in Year Five.

No one could ever know me the way you do.
They would never understand the things you knew.

We've acted so crazy.
Life's gone by so fast.
What's happened in these last six years?
I'm scared of the future; I'm scared of losing the past.

Life will go on and we'll both find our way,
But I will never let you face the unknown.
No matter where we end up.
Even thousands of miles from home.
I want you to know,
You'll never have to be alone.

Everyone I love is GONE!

Why weren't we able to see the signs that we missed.
Lately there's been too much of this but don't think it's too late.

Someday, somehow
Gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when

We could end up saying things we've always needed to say.
You're the only one who knows that.

Feeling the moment the slip away.
Losing direction you're losing faith.

How do you feel when rain drops come pouring down again,
How do you feel when there's no one,
Am I just like you.

Turning to face what you've become,
Bury the ashes of someone,
Broken by the strain,
Trying to fill that space inside.

Accept The Pain.

I just wanna sit and stare at you. I don't wanna talk about it and I don't want a conversation. I just wanna cry in front of you. You're the only one I'd be with till the end. I need to know where to start. I need to know what this means. The drugs began to peak and a smile of joy arrives in me. You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate. The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth. All hope I had becomes surreal. Blue skies turning gray like my love. You say, you care for me but hide it well.

Who is gonna save you when I'm gone? I been asking this to myself . I couldn't fall asleep last night. Thinking of everything. The past, the present and the worse, the future. Its really scary when every seems getting to close to you. I just wish time would slow down. Growing up too fast is not fun. I don't want to be apart from my best friends. I'm not going to like next year. Everything seems to be fading away very fast.

Once again i'm falling to my knees. There's nothing left. Here we are pretending we're ok. You have been good to me. You've kept your word and got me through these years. You'll be there for me but will I be there for you?

I Dont Care Anymore.

distance is hard and makes it uneasy
you say I'm an enemy
want you to know it hurts
you hold a special place in my heart
I've gotten tired of asking you please to stay

"My words fly up, my thoughts remain below: Words without thoughts never to heaven go."
- Shakespeare

Goodbye!
wasting time on you.

Something is not right with me. I feel like with every worthless word we get more far away and the distance between us makes it so hard to stay. I know nothing lasts forever. But there is distance between us that kills me. We used to be so close but now we hardly talk. I dont know why but this kind of things always happen to me and I really dislike it. It really kills me that I wasn't able to be there for you.

I just found out something about myself.

I cant keep what I promise. I cant keep my words.

Peyton: No. Hey, I never want you to think that you can't come to me, for anything. I'm here for you forever.
Brooke: (whisper) Promise?
(Peyton moves to hold Brooke in her arms.)
Peyton: Yeah. Of course I promise. You're stuck with me.
Brooke: (crying) I'm really sorry that I've been distant. I'm trying to get back, it's just gonna take a while.
Peyton: I'm not going anywhere. Ever.

I Just Wanna See You Smile Again.

bonjour!

Today, I got addicted to Plain White T's cause of GREEK! Their lyrics are so meaningful and the music is awesome. Tom Higgenson is not hot and all but his voice is amazing. I cant really get over his voice and when he sings with his acoustic guitar he sounds so sweet. Like Boyfriend singing and playing acoustic guitar to Girlfriend over the phone. He is very sweet. And than there is Tim Lopez the HOT one. Tim Lopez plays the guitar and also does backing vocals. His marriage life was ending and he wrote around 10 songs and picked out one called the Sunlight. Out of that 10 songs only this song had HOPE in it.

Tim Lopez.

This is what he said during the making of Sunlight video. "For me, it was a desperate song," Lopez says, describing a struggling long-term relationship. "I actually have, I don't know, ten songs about that topic. That one was the only one that ended up being positive." “Last year should have been the best year of my life,” says Tim. “The band was exploding. It seemed we couldn’t do anything wrong. But my marriage was ending right in the middle of the success. I wrote this song to my wife. For me, it was written as a message of hope that we could work it out, that we could save what we had. We don’t usually do dark songs, but the song had enough hope for Tom to latch onto.”

Thats really heartbreaking. I felt like crying when he was talking about the song. Here is the video.

When the storm won't end
On your raging sea
When you've all but given up
Float back to me
When the waves come down
And your arms get weak
When you're tired of bailing out
Float back to me
'cause I can see sunlight
Through my window
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home
Sunlight
Through my window
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home
When you're all alone
Stuck in the dark
When you've lost your way in life
I won't be far
When the seasons change
And you fall apart
When the winter chill is near
I won't be far
'cause I can see sunlight
Through my window
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home
Sunlight
Through my window
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home
Baby
Can you hear me?
Come home
Baby
I need you near me
Come home
Ooooooh
Ooooooh
'cause I can see sunlight
Through my window
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home
Sunlight
Through my window
If you open your eyes you'll
Find your way back home
Well it's lonely now
In this hotel room
And these sheets are empty, love
Waiting for you

Its a really sad song.

Plain White T's!


Tom!

We Are Who We Are.

my blogging mood is HERE!

Plans during holiday :-
1. Desa Park City with Sueanne.
2. OU with Jazz and Sam. (maybe)
3. Having a LONG chat with my sweetheart Mabel. ( if she comes online)
4. Studying.
5. Trying to finish up Greek.
6. MTV World Stage at Joey's. (maybe)

Thats all I guess. Not much can be done with one week holidays,

I still got my high-ness with me and it FEELS so good to have it!
WOOOHOOO!

I dont know why but Got Me Going Crazy by Jonas Brothers is awesome. I'm really into that song lately and I cant stop saying "Girl, you got me going crazy. Knock me off my feet" and also "I'm so in love with you"Its so nice when they sing it. Really got me addicated.

Well, goodnight. Sleepy. *yawn* Take care! <3


Jacob Zachar.
He is sooo cute!


Scott Michael Foster.
His blue eyes pulls me!

Goodnight!

I've Waited LONG Enough!

I used to be love drunk for 4 years but now I’m hungover.
I used to say that I'll love you forever but forever is over.

I felt that this was the best song to describe what i'm feeling now.

I got BIG SMILE on my FACE!

:D

There’s More To Life When We Listen To Our Hearts.

there are no holes in his shoes but a big hole in his world.

I'm really in the mood. Something is really wrong with me. Yesterday in tuition I was really HIGH and today in school I was all over the place. I got HIGH..SUPER HIGH till I wanted to jump off the building. hahaha. Recess was worst I was stealing food from the canteen people. I go there take what I and walk out that's all. Noone caught me. I did that like 3 times today. FREEE FOOOD! I yelled at Whitney and she got scared. A teacher scolded me for not entering the class in time and I laughed at her and she asked me to get out and I was still laughing hard and my class went PRIYA GILAA ADI!! Today is my random day and I just LOVE IT. Life is starting to make sense to me and I'm just in love with mine! I will rate my day 9.5 over 10! 0.5 is gone because I did my KH and I shoot most of the question and Pn.Judy is going to KILL ME! AHHHHH! There is this question where she taught us like a MILLIONS TIMES and she warned us just that next time you get wrong I'm so screwing you all and I got WRONG that question! I wonder was going to happen to me.

Forget about school now.

~na na na na na na~ *starts singing you are the music in me*

Hmm, you're pulling me.
As I am you understand and that's more than I've ever known.

Thinking how you left me for dead.
Cause you're always on my mind and I'm running out of time.
You mean everything to me and how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be.
You're burnin' bridges baby, making wishes.

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker.
Mr.Martin Johnson!

She's in Ohio and I'm on Tobacco.

kill me with your kisses.

This is so not my week. Exams are just fine,just for my maths and science but I don't really care. I just want to pass it that's all. Its been weeks I was down and emo-ing but I guess I'm back there again which I don't want cause LIFE IS SHORT! Alot of problems in school and home. Cant take it in and don't want to let it out. I think I will just give some time and see what happens than.

MTV World Stage was last Saturday but I wont be blogging about it yet. Kinda lazy to upload the pictures. I will blog about it during the weekend. Moving on, today after my English paper 1, I was thinking what to do once PMR is over. I made a few plan like working out and playing basket ball. Need to lose weight. Getting fatter day by day. I was planning to save up to RM500 or ask my dad to get a guitar and start learning during the holidays. By than New Moon will be out and I want to watch it on the first day itself cause of Taylor Lautner's sexy body. That's all for now. I will updated if I come up with something. Cant wait for PMR to be over. I want to makan at Chili's Grill & Bar. =X

For the girl with a smile.
That could take your breathe away.
Maybe I thought I could sweep it.
And sweep her off her feet.

having blg fever.