The Red Devils

Going for Manchester United training session! :D

with Brenda, Brenda's dad and Joey!

You're In Ruins.

I'm going to do what Mabel said. But with lyrics. I just don't like using my own words.


I get carried away with every day and every fantasy. So much to say but no words to convey. The loneliness building with each passing day but I’m getting used to it, you have to get used to it. I’ll destroy this useless heart. I’ll fuck it up so it’ll never beat again not just for me but for anyone. How does the story end if I can't let go and I can't pretend. Time pass away and I just can't get you off my mind. Nobody knows cause I hide it inside but I keep on searching but i can't find. Night after night I hear myself say why can't this feeling just fade away. How will I know?

I'll be by your side wherever you fall in the dead of night. Whenever you call and please don't fight cause these hands that are holding you. I just don't want to waste another day and I'm trying to make things right but you shove it in my face and all those things you've done to me I can't erase. I can't keep this inside. I should have known to walk away and disappear without a trace. Instead I stood there waiting hoping you would come around but you always found a way to let me down.

What I ask myself the today :-

Did someone break your heart today?
What to do now?
Why Jean didnt reply?
Should I go for CF tomorrow?
Where the hell is my brother?
Any homeworks to do?
Should I study today?
What are you doing now?
Should I get Green Day Album?
Why are you with HIM!?!?! ewww!!

Alot more I ask but cant seem to remember alot. I got to go now. Byee! xoxo!

Words Meet Heartbeats.

A movie that I really want to watch is My Sister's Keeper! When I watched the Official Trailer of it, I felt so sad. Its a movie that will make you cry like Seven Pounds. I really want to watch it. Its a MUST WATCH MOVIE FOR ME!!! Yes yes, I've gone crazy.

The Official Trailer!

What Do You Do Outside The Hospital?

Do I Look Pretty?
*sad*

What Can I Do For You?

I also want to finish reading all the books I have and start with Jodi Picoult's books. I always wanted to read her books cause I had a feeling its something that I will love but I didn't get the chance of buying it. So, I have made a promise to myself that I will buy her books once I'm done with Twilight Saga and 2 other books that I have.

(:

Why are you looking for love? I'll be by your side wherever you fall. In the dead of night whenever you call and please don't fight. These hands that are holding you, my hands are holding you. When I drank the world's sin so, I could carry you in and give you life. Why are you crying? ~ Tenth Avenue North

You were everything I wanted then you left me broken hearted. Thought that everything was perfect, isn't that how its suppose to be. I'm throwing away pictures that I never should have taken in the first place. I hope this makes you happy now. As even broken hearts may have their doubts. You changed yourself and I changed me. I'm taking all your memories off the shelf and I don't need you or anybody else. You have a problem with the truth. Now, I'm thinking of the worst things that I could say to you but a promise doesn't mean a thing anymore. I'm tongue tied and terrified of what I'll say. I'm losing hope and fading dreams and every single memory along the way.

When The Wrong One Loves You Right.

You make the loneliness all just disappear. I don't wanna face this world alone without you by my side. You're the only one that makes it feel like home and I need you in my life. When you're not around I'm feeling like a piece of me is missing. When it feels like the day is closing in somehow I find the faith to make it through. When I'm with you your love keeps me bringing me closer to the truth. Please don't take my heart away. Every second every moment we've gotta make it last. How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul and I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one. I'll stand up with you forever. I'll be there for you through it all even if saving you sends me to heaven. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter. With the words so radical and not what I meant. Now I wait for a break in the silence cause it's all that you left. Didn't take long for me to lose the trust. It's difficult watching us fade knowing it's all my fault. Lately, turning all my thoughts to you. I was without hopes or dreams. You took my heart away when my whole world was gray.

Nothing's ever built to last.
:(

It's An Ordinary Feeling, An Extraordinary Reason.

10 June Two Zero Zero Nine!

During Brenda's Birthday! :D

Cake!
I still taste it on my tongue.

Brenda's sexy legs.

This is the Video of 10 June 2009!

Random Pictues!

I just like this picture and I dont know why.

My name is on it for ponteng kelas :D
btw, Pn. Chan, its Priyatharsini.

Last time was papers but now she is one level ahead.
A FILE!
A BLUE FILE! =X
*oops, i'm going to get two kicks on my ass now*

The morning.

I <3 her! :D

The evening.

:DDD!