Random, I Would Say.

I was thinking and I came to this, I never really knew why I couldn't be with you until this very moment. I don't really know you that well but I'm willing to. I just don't get it why must it be you that I'm waiting for. Why cant I just move on and get over you. Why must I always seek for your name or picture when I read your school magazine. Sometimes, it is a story that has history and chapters yet to be written.

I'm just crapping I guess.

They say we leave this world just the way we came into it naked and alone. So, if we do leave with nothing, What then, is a measure of a life? Is it defined by the people we choose to love? Or is life simply measured by our accomplishments? And what if we fail ? or are never truly loved ? What then? Can we ever measure up? Or will the quiet desperation of a life gone wanting, Drive us mad?

The question is, Why are you so insistent on going through life alone ?

Sometimes when you're young, you think nothing can hurt you. It's like being invincible. Your whole life is ahead of you, and you have big plans. Big plans. To find your perfect match. The one that completes you. But as you get older, you realize it's not always that easy. It's not until the end of your life that you realize how the plans you made were simply plans. At the end, when you're looking back instead of forward, you want to believe that you made the most of what life gave you. You want to believe that you're leaving something good behind. You want it all to have mattered.

I want you to know you don't need somebody to write about you in order for your life to mean something.

You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices or you can fight back. Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world. That's just the way it is. But for the most part, you get what you give. Rest of your life is being shaped right now. With the dreams you chase, the choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time. And the rest of your life starts right now.

Have you ever wondered what marks our timing?

Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend. Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways. But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did but, for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say that could've save someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way.