Love Sex Magic.

You can't control me, everything's falling apart and now I can't see you doesn't matter what I do.

I don't believe you fucking cried for me cause I know you wont. Its bullshit and I'm not falling for that and I'm really sorry I hurt you but what you did to me is more painful. So, don't try to tell me that I was wrong cause I think I'm not. If I really did hurt you so badly I'm sooo sorry cause I didn't mean to hurt you cause that wasn't my aim. I'm 100% sure you didn't cried for me, even if you did I would ask you why cause I know I'm not important for you cause you have him. You always needed him more and you needed me. So why cry for me ? I don't see the point. Just hold for another 3 to 5 years than I will be gone you don't have to worry about me or cry for me. I don't really fit in your world so yeah its really over and don't want to start over again cause its going to be painful for me.

You asked me weather friends or family comes first and I answered friends. Well that's not the truth cause none of that comes first for me anymore. I feel like I don't really believe in anyone anymore cause some over I've learnt that everyone are really mean now days. I think the person who come first to me is ME. I'm really trying to stay away from people who really knows me very well and I'm trying all my best to pay more attention in class and tuition. Basically I don't have to depend on anyone now days. Everything changes.

thats just who I am.

Sexy Back.