On Fifth Avenue.

LALALALALA ~

It's been a long time that I have wrote a long post, so, I will try doing one today.You know when you rarely spend two or three years in one place, it forces you to get to the heart of things. That’s why one of these people, who we’ve come to care about, like they’re our own family, slips away, leaves us forever, the loss is almost unbearable. The mind plays tricks on us in times like this, it has to, we need it to. Its how we’re able to power on and do what needs to be done. Even something as mundane as doing the dishes that are piling up in the sink or going out and getting up and doing what needs to be done for your loved ones. The future doesn’t stop.

No matter what happens that makes us question the world we live in, life goes on as clique as that sounds. One generation passes the baton to the next generation and the cycle of life continues. Sometimes I wonder what is it about the human touch, holding a loved one close, and feeling their warmth, their heart beat? Its because at times it feels totally random, this roll of the dice on who lives and who dies. At some point words fail us and we’re left with silence, silence and time. I read something once: to live in hearts you leave behind is not to die. I don’t know what each of you is going to do today. But now is the time to tell those you love that you love them.

So, when you feel like talking crap to someone who is ready to hear it, just vomit everything out cause the more people talk about it the more we can heal. So, look, we live while we can, laugh while we can, love while we can.

Lets get into reality now. Alot of my school-mates have started to write their own twiLight story. Right now, I know about 7 people who is writing story base of vampires falling in love with humans. I guess twiLight has made a BIG impression for teenagers. Anyway, my brother is currently looking for a kondo to rent. He is going to finish his diploma in couple more months, than he is planning to work. He needs money to get a car. So, yesterday SPM result came out and it was the 1st year of my school getting SPM result and it awful. All the top student of last year from five got terrible result. Most of their result was shocking to the teacher, parents, and also for themselves. But still, Gratz for those who did very well. (: I just finish watching the "How do you sleep by Jesse McCartney" official video and now I'm in love with that mustang he was driving in the video. That car is sooo damn niceee and I'm also kinda addicted to that song but the car is niceeeeee. Speaking of car, I heard this from Bernice today that the government is trying change the age of getting license. Now is 17 so they want to change it to 21. And mostly all around the world teenagers are getting their license at the age of 16 but we MALAYSIAN are getting it when we are 17 and sooner is going to be 21. What The FUCK la.

The Mustang.
Sweet !!

I been thinking of something just now. And I want to let it out here with lyrics.
When we first met I never felt something so strong. You're the reason why I'm thinking I don't wanna smoke on these cigarettes no more. It's like I checked into rehab and you're my disease. Ain't it crazy when you're love swept? You'll do anything for the one you love cause anytime that you needed me I'd be there, it's like you were my favorite drug.It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back and you're the one to blame. I guess I need my life to change. I stare up at the stars and I wonder just where you are cause I feel like you are a million miles away. Was it something I said? Or something I never did? Or was I always in the way? Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

She says LEKO
I say MY-LO