No One Will Surrender Tonight.

There's some things we don't talk about. Rather do without and just hold the smile. Falling in and out of love. Ashamed and proud of together all the while.Picture you're the queen of everything as far as the eye can see. Under your command I will be your guardian. When all is crumbling steady your hand. We're pulling apart and coming together again and again. We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again.

If I don't say this now I will surely break as I'm leaving the one I want to take. Forgive the urgency but and hurry up and wait, my heart has started to separate.There now, steady love so few come and don't go. Will you want to be the one I always know when I'm losing my control, the city spins around. You're the only one who knows, you slow it down. It's always have and never hold. You've begun to feel like home. What's mine is yours to leave or take.What's mine is yours to make your own. Be my baby, I'll look after you.

Happiness damn near destroys you. Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor so, you tell yourself, that’s probably enough for now. Happiness has a violent roar. Happiness is like the old man told me, look for it, but you’ll never find it all but, let it go, live your life and leave it.Then one day, wake up and she’ll be home. Chance taker, heartbreaker, got me wrapped around your finger. Holding back everyday the same. Don't wanna be a loner, listen to me, I never say anything at all
but with nothing to consider they forget my name.

Haha, nothing better for me to do I guess. I cant talk about today yet cause it's not over. The only thing I can say is I had alot of fun in school *look what I just said for the very 1st time.* then with my family. Want to know why ? Well, the thing that broke me down is that my whole family forgot my b'day. I just cant believe that. Keep on reading okay.

At 6.15am I woke up. Waiting for mum to wish me. *waiting..waiting* I told myself "maybe she waiting to tell me later" 6.45am ready to leave to school still no one wish me yet. I told myself again "maybe they are planning something for me and now they are acting like they dont know"

About to leave to school.
*my mum shouts*

Mum : Priyaaa wait!

Me : Yes?

Mum : OOOMMGG! I forgot today is your b'day. Happy B'day.

Me : Ohhh.. thanks.

Told myself "wtf?!?! My mum forgot my b'day? OMG! I cant believe this."

*mum tells my dad.*

Mum : ehh, Priya's b'day.

Dad : ohhh.. yes arr ?

*comes to me*

Dad : Priya, happy b'day.

Me : Thanks.

Told myself "Great! Even my Dad forgot my b'day. How awesome can this day be"

*mum wakes my bro*

Mum : Suren! Your sister's b'day la. Wish her.

Suren : Happy B .. good night.

Told myself "What an AWESOME family"

How will you feel if you whole family forgot your b'day? \= I need to confess something that I been afraid to admit all these years. I'm a Tomboy *random gila* The tv show called The L Word and some tomboys' blog made me realize that I don't need to be afraid to be who I am. I'm not living my life for other, I'm living my life for myself. So why lie to yourself ? Well, I just admit it. Go ahead and think about me begin wired cause I don't fucking care what the fuck you think. I have planned so many things for my future and right now that's all I want to do.

Cant wait to listen her new song called It's Alright It's Okay which is coming out soon.


Not a big FAN of him but his EYES is amazing. I want to watch 17 Again.

I am restless, and I keep trembling. Everyone watch me as I descend into a feeling that's overwhelming me and I finally stopped, stopped making sense. I can't stop talking to myself. I'm a desperate cry for help. Your mouth keeps moving but I've lost focus now. Clock keeps ticking, times running out. For the record when I'm with you, things are looking better. For once everything is brighter than the darkness before you.

Addicated!
This Love by The Veronicas.

I trusted you to hold my heart
Now fate is pulling me away, from you