Grandpa, Happy B'day ! iLy (:

Dear :
Grandpa.

Happy 74th B'day Grandpa :)
*i know you wish for grandma to be there*
I know you miss her and I miss her too.
I would do anything to have her back in your life and in my life.
You're a great MAN grandpa.
It's hurts me to hear you cry over the phone.
I would do anything to stop the pain you are going through and make you SMILE.
But, I cant cause I'm just a granddaughter who is no-good-for-anything.

I LOVE YOU GRANDPA !
and
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in anyway.

by :

.Priya

Big Bang <33

B to the I to the G Bang Bang!
This band is awesome.
They music are amazing.


BIG Bang.

Big Bang's Videos with English Subtitled.


Lies.


Haru Haru.
de BEST.


Last Farewell.
love the music.

Once upon a time, I dreamed we'd be together in love forever. Once upon a night, I was wishing for a never ending. I danced with you once upon a night, there we were, wishing this dance will last forever all time. I hope it's true. This vision is more than what it seems. There's a moment in time and it's stuck in my mind. Way back, when we were just kids. The scenes of our crimes but, for you this never ends. Can you stay strong? Can you go on? A rose that won't bloom. Don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away. I knew that something was wrong and I should have spoke out and I'm so sorry now. I didn't know cause we were so young. Clouds of time, seem to rain on. Innocence left behind and it never goes away.

Twenty-Nine Of March Nineteen Ninety Four.

Happy Brithday To YOU !

Happy Brithday To YOU !
Happy Brithday To Joeyyy !
Happy Brithday To YOU !
She is officially Satu Lima adi.

This is Joey Yep Tee Nee.

She is fun to hang out with.

Trying to be David Beckham. (:

This picture she look so HOT!
wait till you meet her in real life she will blow you of the feet.
=X

Joey, you are finally fifteen years old adi. I hope you have a wonderful birthday. I'm very very very very sorry if I have hurt you or did anything to make you feel bad recently. I didn't mean to do that. I'm really really sorry. I'm also very thankful I have you as friend. I can really talk to you about my problems to you and you really give good advices. You were the want that made me smile when things weren't great. And I also need you to know now no matter what you are going through I want to be there for you also. I need you to know that I care about you. You might think that I'm just saying that because everyone says that to a friend but I'm not just saying that cause you are my friend but I'm saying that cause I really really so mean it. I cant type down what I'm feeling inside cause I cant find the prefect words to describe it. So far that's all.

Btw, your present will be delay cause I didn't got out to get it for you ]':

Sorry!

soo, cute.

JUMP! JUMP!
forget your problems.

Twenty-Nine !
BAM!
<33333333333333333

This world will never be what I expected and if I don't belong who would've guessed it. I will not leave alone everything that I own to make you feel like it's not too late it's never too late.Even if I say "it'll be alright". Still I hear you say you want to end your life. Now and again we try to
just stay alive and maybe we'll turn it all around. The world we knew won't come back. The time we've lost can't get back. The life we had won't be ours again. You're sick of feeling numb. You're not the only one. I'll take you by the hand and I'll show you a world that you can understand.
This life is filled with hurt when happiness doesn't work, trust me and take my hand when the lights go out you will understand. Pain, without love I can't get enough. I like it rough cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. I know that you're wounded. You know that I'm here to save you. I'm always here for you.

It's a new day, but it all feels old.
It's a good life, that's what I'm told.
But everything, it all just feels the same.

Go Crazy With Eminem

I was you tubing and I found my all time fav song Cleaning Out My Closet and Just Lose It by Eminem. I use to go crazy about Eminem. I think its because he raps better than others. Plus, most of his songs are very meaningful. If I'm not mistaken Cleaning Out My Closet was meant for his mum. I think not sooo SURE yet. (:

Cleaning Out My Closet by Eminem.


Just Lose It by Eminem.


Eminen (:

I said I'm sorry mama.

Support Earth Hour !

Earth Hour from 8.30pm - 9.30pm. Don't forget to turn your lights. If you think you can turn it off than just do one thing, get out of you house from 8.30pm till 9.30pm. Just ask your mum or dad or if you can drive just take the car and drive around. Don't stay at home for that one hour. If you cant do that also then I don't know what else you can do. Support the earth for just ONE HOUR. (:

Earth Hour.
So, turn off your lights just for ONE hour.
8.30pm - 9.30pm

=]

Off to bed. Very sleepy.

I Can't See It, But I Can Feel It.

To be loved what more could you ask for? Everyone wants to be loved. One song about a girl. Can't breathe when I'm around her. I'm not in love and this is not my heart. I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl.We learned to live and then, our freedom came to an end. We have to break down this wall to young to live a lie. Ready, set, go it's time to run. The sky is changing we are warned. Together we can make it while the world is crashing down. We are looking back again our loneliness and pain never been so wide awake. Breathe slowly in and out, somewhere behind the clouds I can see the morning break. I promise you right know I never let you down. I say your name in silence. You don't wanna hear it right now. The eyes of the city are counting the tears falling down. Each one a promise of everything you never found. I scream into the night for you.Don't make it true. Don't let memories go of me and you. You just can't feel it no more. Somewhere out there you lost yourself in your pain. You dream of the end to start all over again. Without you I can't sleep. I'm not gonna ever let you leave. You're all I've got, you're all I want cause without you I don't know what I'd do. I can never, ever live a day without you cause you're all I need.


Super Junior (:


Sorry Sorry by Super Junior.
English Subtitle.

I'm really addicted to the song. The dance is awesome and then music is great. It's so nice to hear it over and over again. (:

No One Will Surrender Tonight.

There's some things we don't talk about. Rather do without and just hold the smile. Falling in and out of love. Ashamed and proud of together all the while.Picture you're the queen of everything as far as the eye can see. Under your command I will be your guardian. When all is crumbling steady your hand. We're pulling apart and coming together again and again. We're growing apart but we pull it together, pull it together, together again.

If I don't say this now I will surely break as I'm leaving the one I want to take. Forgive the urgency but and hurry up and wait, my heart has started to separate.There now, steady love so few come and don't go. Will you want to be the one I always know when I'm losing my control, the city spins around. You're the only one who knows, you slow it down. It's always have and never hold. You've begun to feel like home. What's mine is yours to leave or take.What's mine is yours to make your own. Be my baby, I'll look after you.

Happiness damn near destroys you. Breaks your faith to pieces on the floor so, you tell yourself, that’s probably enough for now. Happiness has a violent roar. Happiness is like the old man told me, look for it, but you’ll never find it all but, let it go, live your life and leave it.Then one day, wake up and she’ll be home. Chance taker, heartbreaker, got me wrapped around your finger. Holding back everyday the same. Don't wanna be a loner, listen to me, I never say anything at all
but with nothing to consider they forget my name.

Haha, nothing better for me to do I guess. I cant talk about today yet cause it's not over. The only thing I can say is I had alot of fun in school *look what I just said for the very 1st time.* then with my family. Want to know why ? Well, the thing that broke me down is that my whole family forgot my b'day. I just cant believe that. Keep on reading okay.

At 6.15am I woke up. Waiting for mum to wish me. *waiting..waiting* I told myself "maybe she waiting to tell me later" 6.45am ready to leave to school still no one wish me yet. I told myself again "maybe they are planning something for me and now they are acting like they dont know"

About to leave to school.
*my mum shouts*

Mum : Priyaaa wait!

Me : Yes?

Mum : OOOMMGG! I forgot today is your b'day. Happy B'day.

Me : Ohhh.. thanks.

Told myself "wtf?!?! My mum forgot my b'day? OMG! I cant believe this."

*mum tells my dad.*

Mum : ehh, Priya's b'day.

Dad : ohhh.. yes arr ?

*comes to me*

Dad : Priya, happy b'day.

Me : Thanks.

Told myself "Great! Even my Dad forgot my b'day. How awesome can this day be"

*mum wakes my bro*

Mum : Suren! Your sister's b'day la. Wish her.

Suren : Happy B .. good night.

Told myself "What an AWESOME family"

How will you feel if you whole family forgot your b'day? \= I need to confess something that I been afraid to admit all these years. I'm a Tomboy *random gila* The tv show called The L Word and some tomboys' blog made me realize that I don't need to be afraid to be who I am. I'm not living my life for other, I'm living my life for myself. So why lie to yourself ? Well, I just admit it. Go ahead and think about me begin wired cause I don't fucking care what the fuck you think. I have planned so many things for my future and right now that's all I want to do.

Cant wait to listen her new song called It's Alright It's Okay which is coming out soon.


Not a big FAN of him but his EYES is amazing. I want to watch 17 Again.

I am restless, and I keep trembling. Everyone watch me as I descend into a feeling that's overwhelming me and I finally stopped, stopped making sense. I can't stop talking to myself. I'm a desperate cry for help. Your mouth keeps moving but I've lost focus now. Clock keeps ticking, times running out. For the record when I'm with you, things are looking better. For once everything is brighter than the darkness before you.

Addicated!
This Love by The Veronicas.

I trusted you to hold my heart
Now fate is pulling me away, from you

Fifteen Babe.

12:05am
and
I'm One Five adi.

weeeee !

Brenda was first.
Second was Chen Shen.
Whitney was third.
Thank You! (:

p/s : I wish to go for David Archuleta show in April and I wish it will be an awesome day today.

3more years.

Steal A Kiss In The Moment.

Hello People Out There !

From 3.30pm until now I been listening to music in youtube and all the songs I been listening too is about love, breakup and more love. I cant find any other song to make me feel so happy but at the same time the love songs are so nice and it's even sweet when your love one sings it to you. I feel so alive around music sometimes or maybe all the time.

I guess we never really moved on. It's really good to hear your voice saying my name. It sounds so sweet. Coming from the lips of an angel hearing those words it makes me weak. I never wanna say goodbye but girl you make it hard to be faithful. I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end. When I watched you walk away, well I never thought I'd say I'm fine without you.

- Hinder

I've got your picture in my wallet and your phone number to call it and I miss you more whenever I think about you. In a few more days we'll both hook up, forever and ever. I've brought you to the place where I've poured my heart out a million times for a million reasons to offer it to you. It used to feel like dreamin' except we always woke up. Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much. I've fallen and I can't get up. I need your loving hands to come and pick me up and every night I miss you I can just look up and know the stars are holdin' you tonight.

- Fm Static

I'm sick and tired of your attitude. I'm feeling like I don't know you. I'm sick and tired of your reasons. I got no one to believe in. You tell me that you love me and then cut me down and I need you like a heartbeat.You tell me that you want me then push me around. I think of you late at night I don't know why. I want to be somewhere where you are. My heart has never felt this way before. Hold me tight cause I want to be everything you need.

- Taylor Swift

Everything you say, every time we kiss, I can't think straight
but I'm okay and I can't think of anybody else who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you. Unconditional, unoriginal always by my side. Meant to be together,meant for no one but each other. You love me, I love you harder. So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal the heart as fast as you stole mine.Close your eyes. Play it back and rewind. As the story unfolds on the screen stop stalling the credits are rolling hold me now before we run out of time.

- Hey Monday

How can you sleep at a time like this
Unless the dreamer is the real you

Sweet Sensations And Anticipations.

I want to get David Archuleta tickets so badly. They said that the tickets are not for sale, you have to win it. That's the only way and now I have no hopes to get the tickets): I want to goooooooooo! ='[ I want the tickets. Someone who have the pair of tickets please sell it to me. I'm willing to but. Sell it to me please. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE ! I don't want to miss the chance to see DAVID ARCHULETA! PLEASE SELL ME THE TICKETS! =\

By the way,
Happy B'day Sue Ee !
You are officially Satu Lima now :]
Hope you have a great day.
*sorry, no picture of Sue Ee*

Confess all the faith that I had in you. Another dream wasted on you and inside I hope you know I'm dying, with my heart beside me in shattered pieces that may never be replaced. You'd help me out of the dark and I give my heart as an offering. I would stumble across your key or break down the door to your heart. How does she feel? How does she kiss?
How does she taste while she's on your lips? I can't forget you. Did you forget that I was even alive? Did you regret ever standing by my side? Our love is like a song and you won't sing along. All the pictures have been burned and all the past is just a lesson that we've learned. Here we are, now you're here and It's our last final goodnight, just because it feels so good there is no use pretending we're alright. I know I'm gonna keep wishing that was with you. Drive fast until we crash this dead end life. Sweet dreams that won't come true. I'd leave it all for you. Brick walls are closing in and I'm gonna hold you through forever, I won't let you go cause with you I'm back again. Just take me by the hand we're close to the edge. Never looking back at what we've done.
We'll say it was love.

There's only one thing two do three words four you I Love You.
I want the tickets! ):

I'm Just Girl, Trying To Find A Place In This World.

I'm done watching The OC Season 3. The ending is heart breaking. I feel like crying. I cant believe no more Mischa Barton. She is hot plus I love her acting but sometime she is a bitch but I still love her. And now she is gone. I don't get it why must they kill her character in the end of season 3. It's sad. No more Mischa Barton. sob sob. Plus in season 3 there were few new hot people in it. I will picture them in awhile.

I'm done with this.


She is gone ]:
nooooooo..

Willa Holland.
She acts in Gossip Girl too.


Cam Gigandet.
He has good abs but I hate him.
He acted in Twilight as James.


Jeff Hephner
Good looking nothing more.


Ryan Donowho.
Hot right ?


Johnny Lewis.
He is kinda cute in the OC.

Nikki Reed.
She acted in Twilight too.


Jackson Rathbone.
I love his eyes. Superb GREEN.
Yes yes, he is from Twilight too.


Samaire Armstrong.
I love her smile.

Marissa: So, I'll make you a deal. Whatever song comes on the radio next will be our song.
Ryan: Okay.
[Marissa turns on the radio, a loud rap song comes on]
Ryan: [sarcastically] Oh, yeah. That's definitely us.

Summer: I can't believe that for a minute I was actually interested in Atwood. [laughs] Okay, no offense.
Ryan: None taken, beeyotch.
Marissa: It was only until you found out he was from Chino.
Summer: Exactly.
Ryan: You actually invited me to Holly's beach house.
Summer: Oh my god!
Seth: You said she invited me. I'm not faring well, this trip down memory lane

Summer: You guys ever wonder what life would be like if Atwood never came here?
Marissa: I definitely never would have talked to Seth.
Summer: Oh hell no. Me either.
Seth: Hahahah!
Ryan: See, you owe me one, buddy.
Seth: Me? She'd still be dating the dude who shaves his chest.

Ryan: You know, this is gonna sound weird, but can I drive you to the airport? You were the first person I met here, I'd kinda like to be the last person to say goodbye.
Marissa: You know, it's funny. I was gonna ask you the same thing.

Summer: I love you.
Seth: I love you too. We can kiss later.
Summer: [throws up again] Alright.
Seth: Want me to hold your crown?
Summer: [throws up again] Hey! Rigatoni. Nice.

(:

Take A Picture.

This is what I was up to lately :D

Photography.

*loveit*

edited.