Cleanin' Out My Heart.

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change,
Hoping that someday things will mend and be the same,

If I fall through these days that go by without cause,
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own,
If I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on,
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on.

I'm too afraid to just look back,
The pages have left an empty space,
You were all I had,
Why does it have to be this way,
These things they'll never change,
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need.

Tell me why,
You're so hard to forget,
Don't remind me,
I'm not over it,
Tell me why,
I can't seem to face the truth,
I'm just a little too not over you.

Memories suppose to fade,
What's wrong with my heart,
Shake it off let it go,
Didn't think it would be this hard,
Should be strong, moving on,
But I see you.

Maybe I regret,
Everything I said,
No way to take it all back,
Now I'm on my own,
How I let you go,
I'll never understand.

I always needed time on my own,
I never thought I'd, need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone,
And the bed where you lied,
Is made up on your side.

When you're gone,
The pieces of my heart are missing you,
When you're gone,
The face I came to know is missing too!
When you're gone,
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day,
And make it ok,
I miss you.

I've never felt this way before,
Everything that I do,
Reminds me of you.
I love the things that you do!

I been blogging a lot and that's not good. I think I better stop blogging for now. Sorry Bloggie! =\

Do you see how much I need you right now?