I'm so fucking pissed. Fuck you people who are dating!
well, not all. SOME PEOPLE!

Assholes!

It's Our Last Final Goodbye.

I love Matt Clayton's work. Its so amazing.

So, We The Kings new album is out and I cant wait to get in Malaysia. I love the name of their album. Its SMILE KID! Its really makes me smile when I listen to their new songs.


You're wasted. Nothing ever really makes sense but if you keep searching you'll find it cause its hidden inside you. You can lie awake in bed or come and sleep with me instead. If you give me one chance to take your hand I'll fill the empty pages as you write. You're shaken and you're not sure of the ending but let me be the beginning. Take a chance and call me crazy cause there's only one way out.

We both know you're everything I need and now I know what she does to me. She takes me high. Last nights dream, I held your hand and asked if you would be forever mine, together you and me. I'll keep sleeping but if I don't stop dreaming I would stop my breathing for you. Im not leaving this life I'm dreaming cause I can't stop living with you. I want to be the picture on your wall. I want to chase you around until we fall. I want to be the one you write about. I want to be the one who never lets you down.

My head is spinning cause of you. You've no clue what you do to me. Your the storm, and the rain and you've got eyes like a hurricane. I can make you laugh until you cry. I can tell your mood just by your eyes. I can sleep with your head on my cheek and I could be the one you never want to leave. We'll both fall and we'll lose it all. We'll have each other and we won't make the same mistake cause we have had it together. And we're both smarter than before and we have been through the world and we know that there is more when you find the one that you're looking for.

the KINGS!

Make sure to get their album or at least download their songs and listen.

So, I'm going to go out to get myself to do something for a very first time and I hope not do die. After that, I'm heading to curve for Whitney's b'day dinner and maybe for a movie. Lets just see how things work out. I cant wait see her. Its been months I last saw her. She adi seventeen which means next year shes gone and I'm so dead. sigh. People Always Leave.

6 more days. Just, come back to me, alright?
I don't know how to say this right and the words got me choking.

Let's Take A Chance, Together.

Yup, I did the countdown. Is it nice? Ah, yea, I redid my blog too. I was inspired by Joey Yep's blog. I just felt like changing my blog's look. Comment it and tell me what you think. I dont have a chatter box, just so you know. I hope you find a way to tell me what you think of my blog's new looks. :D I'll be waiting.

So, right now, I'm checking out Selena Gomez album, Kiss and Tell. I know it came out a long time ago but all that while I thought there was just one nice song in it which was Falling Down. Now, I'm so bored so, I end up checking her songs out. I like some songs only not all but I still think that she should act, not coming into the music thing. It her choice anyways. I got no rights to say anything. Thats just my opinion.

she is so sweet.

i love this picture because of her wonderful eyes.

I'm feeling so tired since yesterday. I might be heading bed after I blog. I'm very sleepy. Sleep-ness. I also have a couple of picture to post from Matt Calyton's blog. I wanted to post it before I went to bed but now, I think I'm doing that later in the afternoon. And before I go, I would love to wish my best friend, Whitney Ng,
Happy B'day! I'll write more about her 2moro. (:
Goodnight and Sweet Dreams.
I'm going to have a great day with Hayley Williams, in my DREAMS!

My Mouth Is Dry With Words I Cannot Verbalize.

I just watched Assassination of a High School President. Its a good movie I will say. The O.C. star, Mischa Barton was in it. (: She is so prettyyy! And Reece Thompson who plays as Bobby Funkec, the main hero, is very SEXY! God, I love his name in the movie. So fun to tell it out loud. Bobby Funkec! :D I love the quotes in this movie. Makes so much sense about high school.

the Funk!

she banyak sexy! (:

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Sheryll Siew is such a sweetheart.

Its so funny to have a dream life. Just think everyday when you go to sleep, you go to a different place, a different world and you have another life there. I find it amazing. As I was chatting with Jane, I told I would marry Hayley Williams in my dream and she will marry Jay Sean in her dreams. I was so crazy.

Anyways, my tattoo plan has to wait for another 3 freaking more years. I getting in on 26 March 2012. Thats so long. I'm going to make a countdown on my blogspot later. (: Cant wait for the years to pass than I can get INKED!

they make me want MORE!

I will blog later. Blasting off with Paramore! <3>

Nate: Don't go with Tripp.
Serena: Nate ...

Nate: Look, I know what I did was wrong. But I did it because ... ever since last week, ever since three years ago when you left ... please don't go. Please stay here with me. Please give me a chance.

): Serena should have gave him a chance. Shes a heartbreaker!

Your Hand's Upon My Knee.

Thanks to myself I fucked up my night.

I'm not the sort of person who falls in and quickly out of love but to you, I gave my affection, right from the start. Make someone else some kind of an unknowing fool? You make me stay when I should not. Are you so strong or is all the weakness in me? Why do you come here, and pretend to be just passing by? I need to see you - I need to hold you - tighhhht-lyyy.

I would dial the numbers just to listen to your breath. I would stand inside my hell and hold the hand of death. You don't know how far I'd go to ease this precious ache. You don't know how much I'd give or how much I can take just to reach you. Nothing fills the blackness that has seeped into my chest. I need you in my blood. I don't care what they think and I don't care what they say. What do they know about this love anyway.

Give you everything you need to live inside a twisted cage. Sleep beside in empty rage and I had a dream I was your hero. That was so stupid. Damn I wish I was your lover, I'd rock you till the daylight comes. Make sure you are smiling and warm. I'll do such things to ease your pain and free your mind, you won't feel ashamed. This monkey (me) can't stand to see you black and blue. If I do, I will give you something sweet each time you. Come inside my jungle book cause it's just too good. Don't say you'll stay cause then you go away. You need to know, for me there is no other because you're the only shoe that fits and I can't imagine I'll grow out of it.

Every conversation between Jacob and Bella is very painful and sad.

Bella Swan: You're sort of beautiful.
Jacob Black: How hard did you hit your head?

Bella Swan: The absence of him is everywhere I look. It is like a big hole has been punched through my chest.

Jacob Black: I know what he did to you but Bella, I want you to know I will never hurt you.

Bella Swan: Dear Alice, I wish I had your real address. I wish I could tell you about Jake. He makes me feel better. I mean, he makes me feel alive. The hole in my chest... well, when I'm with Jake it's like it's almost healed for a while. But even Jake can't keep the dreams away.

Charlie Swan: Can I ask you something? Hanging out with Jake seems to take your mind off things for a bit, doesn't it? You know sometimes, you gotta learn to love what's good for you, you know what I mean? Of course, what do I know? I'm just a terminal bachelor... Famous ladies man.

Jacob Black: Do not get me upset. Things are gonna get very ugly!

Jacob Black: Please stay here. For Charlie. For me.
Bella Swan: I have to go.
Jacob Black: I'm begging you. Please.
Bella Swan: Goodbye, Jacob.

Bella Swan: [to Jacob] Please don't make me choose. Because it will be him, everytime. It's always been him. *it nearly made me cry*

Bella Swan: It must be nice, never getting cold.
Jacob Black: [shrugs] It's a wolf thing.
Bella Swan: It's not. It's a Jacob thing. You're just warm. You're like your own sun.

Edward Cullen: You can't trust vampires. Trust me.

Edward Cullen: It's my job to protect you. From everyone, except my sister.

Edward Cullen: Bella you give me everything just by breathing.

Edward Cullen:You just don't belong in my world Bella.
Bella Swan: I belong with you.

Edward Cullen: I love you. You're my only reason to stay alive... if that's what I am.

Team Jacob <3

Would You Give Me One More Minute.

Today was a great day but still in my heart I feel empty. As much as I laugh I cant seem to get over the pain that you are no more here in this world. People who didn't know you that well said it time for you to go somewhere peaceful. Even I said that to your daughter but when it comes to me I don't accept it. No matter what you have done to anyone, to me, you were awesome, grandpa.

I just want you back. I want you to scold me for bathing late. I want you to tell me to and eat with you. I want to take that busy ride with you. I want you to buy me cadbury chocolate whenever you come here to visit. I want you to call and ask apa you buat. I want to hear that laugh. I want you say my name. I want you to carry til I fall asleep. I want to mess up your pure white soft hair. I want you to cook for me.

You were suppose to see my PMR result. You were suppose to wait. Why did you go. When I was 10, I cearly remember you said you will be alive til I get my degree. I havent even finish my SPM! I feel a big HOLE in my heart. I'm hurting and I'm being strong for your dauther. WHAT THE FUCK LA. I want let go everything to someone. I want to cry all day and night. I'm too young to lose you. I sat throught all night talking to you, asking you do wake up on 23rd but you didnt. You just slept throught that night and the next morning sucked so badly when they took you away from me. Putting you in the coffin just tear me up inside. I held everything inside and I was so called being strong for your daugther. Please come to me back. I really miss you.

Remember all the things I wanted? Now, all my memories they're haunted. I could feel the poison set in. I don't forget you, oh it's so sad. I hope you can hear me. I remember it clearly, the day you slipped away was the day I found it won't be the same. I didn't get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand. I wish that I could see you again, I know that I can't. I had my wake up, won't you wake up and I keep asking why. I can't take it and it wasn't fake. It happened, you passed by. Now you are gone, somewhere I can't bring you back. Somewhere your not coming back.

I wanna believe you when you tell me that it'll be ok. I try to believe you, but I don't. When you say that it's gonna be, it always turns out to be a different way. I don't know how I'll feel tomorrow. I don't know what to say tomorrow because is a different day.