Dark Paradise

Your soul is haunting me and telling me that everything is fine but I wish I was dead. Every time I close my eyes it's like a dark paradise. No one compares to you. I'm scared that you won't be waiting on the other side.

Set Fire To The Rain

But there's a side to you, that I never knew, never knew. All the things you'd say, they were never true, never true. And the games you play, you would always win, always win.

Like Crazy

I don't feel like I'm part of your life. I feel like I'm on vacation. -Jacob (Anton Yelchin)

I just can't say how much I love this film 'cause I love it so darn much! So well done from the directing to the acting to everything, to the whole crew who made this film happen so beautifully and so real. I felt every ounce of emotion throughout this film. I'm so glad it turn out really good.

Why Bother

And there's a price to pay for doing what I do, but I can't stop. I open up my heart like it's my job. I tell myself it's over, but it's not. I've got a running list of all the times I tried to break my fall. And all the times I wished that you would call. And all the times I wished for you at all.

One Foot

I'll put one foot in front of the other one. I don't need a new love, or a new life. Just a better place to die.

So Contagious

Could this be out of line? To say you're the only one breaking me down like this. You're the only one I would take a shot on.

Somebody That I Used to Know

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness. But you didn't have to cut me off, make out like it never happened and that we were nothing. And I don't even need your love but you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough.

Fireworks

I don't know who I am when you're running circles in my head. I don't know just who you are when you're sleeping in someone else's bed.

Apologize

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat, but it's nothin' new. I loved you with a fire red, now it's turnin' blue. And you say sorry, like an angel.

Frozen Feet.

I wanted to remind her that I love her cause I have a feeling that she has forgotten about me and how much I love her. I thought about it before I made the call. But at the end of the day, I didn't make the call cause I got scared of finding out that what if she has forgotten about me. I knew I couldn't deal with that, so, I continued listening to Paolo Nutini.

Innocence

And forget happiness, I'm fine
I'll forget everything in time
I swear I didn't know,
You know me, how I can't let go
And we're not gods, we're just hacks
All that life amongst the cracks
The scars, the siege that breaks
The ugliest scene, the worst mistakes
And everywhere I see her face
Such a beautiful child, such an awful waste
And there's no innocence like hers
Just emptiness and nerves

And I tear, I tear, so hard
And I beg and scream, "I was wrong"
It's over, she's gone.

Henry The Fictional Character

I cried like a baby when Henry the fictional character died on Grey’s and I don’t do that at all while watching any TV show, not even One Tree Hill because I know everything I was seeing was fiction, it was never real and never will be real but in this episode I broke down and I cried to my mother who thought I was being absurd. I couldn’t believe what was I was doing because when the moment I know he was going to died I felt so broken. I felt they killed something fictionally beautiful, something I was falling in love with that wasn’t real but I was loving every bit of it. Henry’s character may be just an ordirany character for many but to me, I felt, he was the different, he maybe just a jumble of words put in together for few episode to make a story for a short while but it was the best part for me. I cant say why I was obsessed over him, maybe its just something about the kindness, maybe the smile, maybe the way Henry is the kinda person who can handle the pain on his own but couldn’t bring himself to hurt a single soul. Everything about Henry, I loved. Then again, its all fiction nothing but the fiction.But Henry the character thought me this through out all the episode he has been in, I have to be patience no matter what. Bad things happens all the time but you don’t let them get you down. I have to fight for some things when I know I should. I have to believe in myself first in order to believe in things I want to become in the future. Be kind to others. Smile. Make jokes,even if you’re having a bad day. Make people laugh. Have hope, all the time. Don’t give up on dreams. Learn to let go. Learn to fall in love. My all time fav, be simple.

AND HE WAS ONLY A FICTION!