Degausser.

Goodbye to sleep

I think this staying up is exactly what I need

Well, take apart your mend

Take apart the counting and the flock it has bred

Goodbye to love

well, it's alright; I will push you up

Right against the wall

Take apart your head

Right against the wall

Chew it up, and swallow it

You're brought back, but you're running

I fell asleep in the alkaline

I can't shake this little feeling

I'll never get anything right

Goodbye, you liar

Well, you sipped from the cup

But you don't own up to anything

Then you think you will inspire

Well, take apart your head

And I wish I could inspire

Well, take apart the demon in the attic to the left

Goodbye, my love

You're brought back, but you're running

I'm left asleep in the alkaline

I can't shake this tiny feeling

I'll never say anything right

I'm on my own

I'll never say anything right

I'm on my own

I'll never say anything right

I'm on my own

I'll never say anything right

I'm on my own

Well, take me - take me back to your bed

I love you so much that it hurts my head

Say, "I don't mind you under my skin"

I'll let the bad parts in - the bad parts in

Well, when we were made, we were set apart

Well, life is a test, and I get bad marks

Now some saint got the job of writin' down my sins

The storm is comin' - the storm is coming in

You're brought back, but you're runnin'

I fell asleep in the alkaline

I can't shake this little feeling

I never did anything right

I'm on my own

I never did anything right

I'm on my own

Take me - take me back to your bed

I love you so much that it hurts my head

I don't mind you under my skin

I'll let the bad parts in - the bad parts in

Well, you're my favourite bird, and when you sing

I really do wish that you wear my ring

No matter what they say, I'm still the king

Now the storm is coming - the storm is coming in

But, Honestly...

Where are you off to with that head of yours?

Is there somewhere you should be?

Was it something that I said the time I held you down

and told you it's not you it's only me?

Maybe

Don't take what I don't need

(Give me back my peace of mind)

Don't say what I don't need

(Give my back my precious time)

No way you'll silence me

You'll see

What you up to now your mirror's gone?

Is there someone you should be?

Did you think I was just fooling 'round with you?

But honestly

But honestly

But honestly

Don't take what I don't need

(Give me back my peace of mind)

Don't say what I don't need

(Give me back my precious time)

No way you'll silence me

(Give me back my peace and quiet)

Nowhere to hide from me

You'll see

And tonight I thank the stars

As I count my lucky scars

For everything you've given me

And all the wants I gave to you

Something borrowed, something blue

If you want them back

I'll give it to you

Give it to you [15x]

I don't want one thing that I gave to you. [8x]

One Last Century.

Everybody wants to be on your side

Come along for the ride if you want to baby

Everybody wants to be on your mind 'cause you're one of a kind

Aren't you baby

Don't tell me like it is

Just how it could be

Like I want

Not how it would be

Don't tell me like it is

Like it is

Like it is

Like it is

December never waits for your arms to hold

All the things've grown cold in the mirror baby

So come and lead me on

I'm your face to hold or replace

I'm sold if you want me baby

Don't tell me like it is

Just how it could be

Like I want

Not how it would be

Don't tell me like it is

Like it is baby

Like it is

Like it is

Don't tell me like it is

Just how it could be

Like I want

Not how it would be

Don't tell me like it is

Like it is baby

Like it is

Like it is

I KNOW ITS HAPPENING, IM AWARE OF THAT.

For a second there i thought you disappeared

It rains a lot this time of year

And we both go together if one falls down

I talk out loud like you're still around

And i miss you (ooooh…)

I’m goin back home to the west coast

I wish you woulda put yourself in my suitcase

I love you

Standin all alone in a black coat

I miss you

I'm goin back home to the west coast

And if you shake her heart enough she will appear

Tonight i think i'll be stayin here

And you never did like this town

I talk out loud like you're still around

And i miss you (ooooh…)

I'm goin back home to the west coast

I wish you woulda put yourself in my suitcase

I love you

Standin all alone in a black coat

I miss you

I'm goin back home to the west coast

Come on everybody

So pack up the bags to beat back the clock

Do i let her sleep or should i wake her up

You said

We both go together if one falls down

Yeah right, heh

I talk out loud like you’re still around

And i miss you (ooooh…)

I m goin back home to the west coast

I wish you woulda put yourself in my suitcase

I love you

Standin all alone in a black coat

I miss you

I'm goin back home to the west coast

Hey

Don’t talk to me that way

Don’t talk to me that way

I don’t ever want to hear you say

Anything

Cause you’ve been nighttiming baby

It’s starting to show

Cause you’ve been nighttiming baby

It’s out of control

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

And you ought to get home

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Uh huh

Hey

You look different how do I explain

This whole evening just felt so strange

I guess I guess things have changed

Alright

Cause you’ve been nighttiming brother

It’s starting to show

You’ve got your pleasures all around you

They’re all in a row

You’ve been nighttiming brother

Yeah you know how it goes

You’ve been nighttiming brother

Uh huh

(huh uh uh uh

Huh uh uh uh)

I

Call you up

Every night

Telephone

Wow

You’re singing there

Every night

With the microphone

My

Favorite place

Fall asleep

Next to you

So

I wait at home

Patiently

Don’t be late

Alright

Hey

Don’t look at me that way

Like I’m the one who’s not the same

Am I completely cracking up again

Alright

I hear you’re nighttiming baby

Yeah just let it go

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Uh huh out on the floor

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Everyone knows

They say you’re nighttiming baby

Uh huh

I hear you’re nighttiming baby

Yeah just let it go

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Uh huh out on the floor

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Everyone knows

They say you’re nighttiming baby

Uh huh

I hear you’re nighttiming baby

Yeah just let it go

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Uh huh out on the floor

Yeah you’ve been nighttiming baby

Everyone knows

They say you’re nighttiming baby

Uh huh

Creep Cover.

When you were here before

Couldn’t look you in the eye

You’re just like an angel,

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

You think you're so special

I wish that I was special

But I’m not a creep

No I’m not a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

No, I don’t belong here

And I don’t care if it hurts

'Cos I wanna have control

Oh, I want a perfect body

And I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice

When I’m not around, not, not around

You think you're so special

I wish that I was special

But I’m not a creep

No, I’m not a weirdo

Oh, what the hell am I doing here?

No, no I don’t belong here

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You think you’re so special

Well, I wish that I was special

'Cos I’m not a creep

And I’m not a weirdo

Tell me, what the hell am I doing here?

No, no, I don’t belong here

I don’t belong here

-

And I'm waiting for the day

I know you've got your part

And I'm waiting for the day

I know you'll have the heart

And I'm hoping that you'll say

That you loved me all this time

But it turns out just the same

And you break apart the things I had

Hold on, what did you say that for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?

Hold on, what do you take me for?

Hold on, what do you take me for?

And I'm waiting for the day

Inside my mother's clothing store

And I'm waiting for the day

What am I waiting for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?

Hold on, what do you take me for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?

-

A coma might feel better than this,

attempting to discover where to begin.

You're weighed down, you're full of something.

Of sickness, and desertion.

You're weighed down, you're full of something,

you're underneath it all.

So say goodbye to love,

and hold your head up high.

There's no need to rush

we're all just waiting, waiting to die.

Hoping a better place is all I need,

with moments of innocence and mystery.

Oh, it's the little things you miss.

Like waking up all alone.

Oh, it's the little things you miss,

when you're underneath it all.

All your friends seem like enemies

when you're broken down and empty.

All your friends seem like enemies

when you're broken down and empty.

So say goodbye to love,

and hold your head up high.

There's no need to rush

we're all just waiting, waiting to die.

A Dream That Never Started.

I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk but you are and always will be my one and only exception. I love you, even if you dont. I think I will be able to live with that. :)

a kid with a head full of doubt.

There’s a darkness upon me that’s flooded in light

In the fine print they tell me what’s wrong and what’s right

And it comes in black and it comes in white

And I’m frightened by those that don’t see it

When nothing is owed or deserved or expected

And your life doesn’t change by the man that’s elected

If you’re loved by someone, you’re never rejected

Decide what to be and go be it

There was a dream and one day I could see it

Like a bird in a cage I broke in and demanded that somebody free it

And there was a kid with a head full of doubt

So I’ll scream til I die and the last of those bad thoughts are finally out

There was a dream and one day I could see it

Like a bird in a cage I broke in and demanded that somebody free it

And there was a kid with a head full of doubt

So I’ll scream til I die and the last of those bad thoughts are finally out

Back to Earth.

AND

Hi-Def.

Joshua Radin, if I had you everyday next to me, my life would be a bit more happier. :)

Straight Up!

Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me,

Callin me, all the time like blondie

Check out my chrissy behind

It's fine all of the time

Like sex on the beaches,

What else is in the teaches of peaches? huh? what?

Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me,

Callin me, all the time like blondie

Check out my chrissy behind

It's fine all of the time

What else is in the teaches of peaches?

Like sex on the beaches. huh? what?

huh? right. what? uhh.

huh? what? right. uhh.

huh? what? right. uhh.

huh? what? right. uhh.

SIS IUD, stay in school coz it's the best.

IUD SIS, stay in school coz it's the best.

IUD SIS, stay in school coz it's the best.

IUD SIS, stay in school coz it's the best.

Suckin' on my titties like you wanted me,

Callin me, all the time like blondie

Check out my chrissy behind

It's fine all of the time.

What else is in the teaches of peaches?

Like sex on the beaches. huh? what?

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

huh? what? right. uhh. huh? what? right. uhh.

What else in the teaches of peaches, like sex on the beaches.

huh? what? right. uhh.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

Fuck the pain away. Fuck the pain away.

I know that I'm tempting fate.

So it goes without saying that I'm hooked on you

And by now I'm out of my mind with this self-abuse

I guess should have looked out for myself

I guess that I could of found someone else

But I never met anyone who's loving made me so damn crazy

Every little thing that you do

Every single word you say

Every time you looking away

You got me begging for more of you, more of you

Every time I'm ready to go

Every time I think I'm back in control

Something gets a hold of my soul

And I be begging for more of you, more of you

You're a door I can't close when I'm running late

When I see you I know that I'm tempting fate

I guess that I should move on with my life

Cause the state that I'm in is just not right

But I never met anyone who's loving made me so damn crazy

Now I don't know where to go

Should I put an end to this show

But it's out of my hand (out of my hand)

Cause I'm at your command (at your command)

So what else can I do but get some more of you

Tryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy...Oh, Look How Bright You Shine, My Love!

Solve me and all my problems.

You call me. Late nights in Harlem

The street speaks like it's a starlit ghost.

And always you're throwing glances my way.

You look at me like you could save me.

You could, you know.

Oh, look how you shine.

And I know I could love you if we tried.

I've been saving up for this moment.

I spent too long in my own head,

And now I'm breaking through.

Always, I find I'm ending up sideways.

It's two steps forward and one away

To get to you.

We left the dust to settle

Anywhere it wants to fall

Making patterns on the window

Leaving Marks upon the wall.

We spent our time in silence,

But there's something you should know

That I would hold you like the wind,

And I would catch you like the snow.

It's Just My Patience That Keeps Me Alive

Devil Stick? Say Whaaat? :O

This is a perfect night to me

Just you & I snugglin' in front of the TV

Just hanging out with our PJs on

Watching "Law & Order: SVU" all night long

Do you feel it beating?

Do you hear what it's saying to you?

'Cause mine is fleeting

and I think I'm falling

Oh Oh Oh

This could be L-O-V-E

Oh Oh Oh

This is what I dreamed it would be

You got my heart on a leash

and I just cannot speak

I won't go anywhere

just handle with care

My heart

Please don't break it

No, please don't break it

There's no place I'd rather be

than to be with you underneath these sheets

Oh, to feel like this

No it can't be wrong

No it can't be wrong

There's no place I'd rather be

than to be with you right in front of me

With our lips locked

Our eyes closed shut

and no one else but us

Every Song I Sing, I Sing For YOU!

All my bags are packed

I'm ready to go

I'm standing here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin'

This early mornin'

The taxi's waitin'

He's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

I...

There's so many times I've let you down

So many times I've played around

I tell you now

They don't mean a thing

Every place I go, I think of you

Every song I sing, I sing for you

When I come back

I'll wear your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time

Let me kiss you

Close your eyes

I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come

When I won't have to leave alone

About the time when I don't have to say...

Oh, kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh babe I hate to go

I'm leaving on a jet plane

leaving on a jet plane

leaving on a jet plane

leaving on a jet plane

I... leaving on a jet plane

I... leaving on a jet plane

I... leaving on a jet plane

I... leaving on a jet plane

Sigh. Yawn. I'm Just...

Where do I begin?

Should I tell you

How bad I need you now

You're underneath my skin

But I'm confused

My head is spinning all around

I waited so long

I need to know, darling

What is on your mind

Normally I try to run

And I might even want to hide

Cause I never knew what I wanted

Til I looked into your eyes

So am I in this alone?

What I'm looking for is a sign

That you feel how I feel for you

Baby please don't let me go

Baby please don't let me go

Baby please don't let me go

No, please don't let me go

Baby no, no, no, no

Badabadeebaba

What else can I say? (Can I say)

My heart is beating double time, yeah

And do you feel the same? (Do you feel the same)

Don't leave me in the dark, no

But baby don't put out this spark, no

I waited so long

I need to know, darling

What is on your mind

Normally I try to run

And I might even want to hide

Cause I never knew what I wanted

Til I looked into your eyes

So am I in this alone?

What I'm looking for is a sign

That you feel how I feel for you

Baby please don't let me go

Baby please don't let me go

Baby please don't let me go

No, please don't let me go

Baby no, no, no, no

Caught in the inquisition

Under these conditions

I need a definition

Is it love that we're sharing

Show me that you're caring

You see my fascination

Tell me I'm not mistaken

Give me the information I need

1, 2, 3

Normally I try to run

And I might even want to hide

Cause I never knew what I wanted

Til I looked into your eyes

So am I in this alone?

What I'm looking for is a sign

That you feel how I feel for you

Baby please don't let me go (Don't let me go)

Baby please don't let me go (Please don't let me go)

Baby please don't let me go (Don't let me go)

No, please don't let me go

Baby no, no, no, no

The Trumpet!

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore and

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me

O is for the only one I see

V is very, very extraordinary

E is even more than anyone that you adore

Love is all that I can give to you

Love is more than just a game for two

Two in love can make it

Take my heart and please don't break it

Love was made for me and you

Love was made for me and you

Love was made for me and you

For You.

Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma & Pa

Not the way that I do love you

Holy roly, me, oh my, you’re the apple of my eye

Girl, I’ve never loved one like you

Man, oh man, you’re my best friend, I scream it to the nothingness

There ain’t nothin’ that I need

Well, hot & heavy, pumpkin pie, chocolate candy, Jesus Christ

There ain’t nothin’ please me more than you

Chorus:

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

(2x)

La la la la, take me Home

Baby, I’m coming Home

I’ll follow you into the park, through the jungle, through the dark

Girl, I’ve never loved one like you

Moats & boats & waterfalls, alley ways & pay phone calls

I’ve been everywhere with you

That’s true

We laugh until we think we’ll die, barefoot on a summer night

Nothin’ new is sweeter than with you

And in the sticks we’re running free like it’s only you and me

Geez, you’re something to see.

“Jade?”

“Alexander?”

“Do you remember that day you fell out of my window?”

“I sure do, you came jumping out after me.”

“Well, you fell on the concrete and nearly broke your ass and you were bleeding all over the place and I rushed you off to the hospital. Do you remember that?”

“Yes, I do.”

“Well, there’s something I never told you about that night.”

“What didn’t you tell me?”

“While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was going to be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you and I never told you ‘til just now.”

“Now I know.”

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is whenever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is when I’m alone with you

Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

Yes, I am Home

Home is when I’m alone with you.

Alabama, Arkansas, I do love my Ma & Pa

Moats & boats & waterfalls & pay phone calls

Ahh, Home

Let me come Home

Home is wherever I’m with you

Ahh, Home

LET ME COME HOME!

Home is when I’m alone with you

We Could..

i'll hold the door

please come in and just sit here for a while

this is my way of telling you i need you in my life

it's so cold without your touch

i've been dreaming way too much

can we just turn this into reality

cuz ive been thinking bout you lately

maybe you can save me

from this crazy world we live in

i know we could happen cuz you know

that ive been feeling you

storms they will come but i know

that the sun will shine again

he's my friend and he says that we belong together

i'll sing a song to break the ice

just a smile from you would suffice

its not me being nice girl this is real tonight

Syrup & Honey for Pancakes?

Don't you be waisting all your money on syrup and honey

Because i'm sweet enough

Don't you be using every minute on making a living

Because we've got our love

Listen to me 1,2,3

Baby, Baby, Baby

Spend your time on me

Don't you be out all night long

Leaving me all alone

Because I need your love

Don't you be spendin every day working away

Because i'm waiting for you

Listen to me 1,2,3

Baby, Baby, Baby

Spend your time on me

Spend, spend, spend your time on me

Please baby

Mmmmmmmm

Please baby

I miss listening to this kinda music.

Pull up to the front, you see the club glow

You see a man at the door then you say hello

And the beating in my heart, music starts to grow

It's time to step up now

Even though I think I'm scared to dance

Gotta get a drink and pour it down

Try to move around now to the sound

It's time to stand up, stand up, stand up, stand up

Oooh, why do you always keep me waiting?

And now I'm falling for you

Ooh, out on the floor we keep on moving

I can't let you out of my sight

Got this picture in my mind now that you're my friend

Brush against your hair, it smells like peppermint

Can you read those messages that I sent?

It's time to step up now

Do you wanna get close?

Do you wanna be mine?

Now you're standing here by my side

Do you wanna get close?

Do you wanna be mine?

Now you're standing here right by my side

Na, na, na, na, na, na, oh, oh, oh

Na, na, na, na, na, na, oh, oh, oh

Na, na, na, na, na, na, oh, oh, oh

Na, na, na, na, na, na, oh, oh

An Horse -hearts-

Why An Horse: "The name came from an argument that I had with my sister," says singer-guitarst Kate Cooper. "She was living next door to me in the same apartment block in Brisbane. She's a book editor and gets to work on incredible ones like Nick Cave's and Leonard Cohen's. We were chatting. Grammar came up, as it often does with us, and she said that you say 'An' before 'H', rather than 'A.' I was like, 'That's bullshit.' She said, 'No, that's true!' and it became a running argument between us. We'd go out and she'd just say out of nowhere, 'You know it's An Horse not A Horse' -- stuff like that. Then one day she gave me a sweater that had the words 'An Horse' printed on it. People would come up to me and ask if An Horse was a band. So when [drummer] Damon [Cox] and I got a gig I thought I'd use An Horse as a joke for my sister. Thankfully, Damon liked the name, too. The grammatical argument over the name still rages today. Some people come up to me and point out that our name is incorrect grammar. Other people come up to me and say it is correct. But my favorite thing was when one of the Wiggles came up to me after a show and thanked me for using the correct grammar. That was the best, because my three-year-old niece now thinks I'm the coolest because Murray from the Wiggles talked to me."

Previously Rejected Names: "I honestly don't think we had any. We weren't going to use anything boring like Kate and Damon. Maybe we should've thought about it some more."

Best Band Names Ever: "My friend's band's name is No Anchor. I love that. Arcade Fire's band name is genius -- like everything they do."

Worst Band Names Ever: "Anything with the word funk isn't good. Funkadelic or funky should be illegal. There should be rules, and they should be adhered to. Funkabilly. Funkadelic. No thanks."

By David Marchese.

Spin.com

An Anthem of Unrequited Love.

I was the next to wait in line

to be your surrogate valentine

I took a number and it started with 9

and ended in letters I couldn’t define

I’m going away so you can be

and you can think about it

going away so you can breathe

and it brings me to my knees

and I will run away reluctantly

so think about it

I hope you’ll feel the same

I wish that I could change my face

tailor it more to your tastes

I wish that I could face this change

and I know you got alot on your proverbial plate

my lovely mona lisa is there room in your frame?

Like a newspaper boat I’ll be floating in place

to the sea

I’m running in place and you can see

there’s nothing you can do about it

Run out of breath and lose the beat

it brings me to my knees

and I will float away reluctantly

so think about it

hope you feel the same

You can be the magnet

and I’ll be the iron

you’re drawing me closer

like a sailor to the sirens

and I don’t ever want to knock you

off your course

unless I’m knocking you over

to me of course

cuz I was the next to wait in line

to be your surrogate valentine…

My Love Song.

this song through out tomorrow.

I adore Adam Young!

There I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity

Shifting eyes and vacancy vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"

Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me

The playful conversation starts

Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you too

The lingering question kept me up

2AM, who do you love?

I wondered till I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say,

Hey it was enchanting to meet you

Oh Taylor I was so enchanted to meet you too

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you too

This is me praying that this was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you too

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

Taylor I'll spend my whole life wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you too

I was never in love with someone else

I never had somebody waiting on me

'Cause you were all of my dreams come true

And I just wish you knew

Taylor I was so in love with you.

Never Did and Always Meant It.

Have faith in me
Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe
So cling to what you know and never let go
You should know things aren't always what they seem

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I'm going crazy
Cause there are things in the streets I don't believe
So we'll pretend it's alright (pretend it's alright)
and stay in for the night
Oh what a world
I'll keep you safe here with me (with me)

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

They've got me on the outside, looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall

They've got me on the outside, looking in
But I can't see at all
With the weight of the world on my shoulders,
They just wanna see me fall

Have faith in me

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did (Go, Did)
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it (Fall, Meant It)
If you didn't have this chance then I never did
You'll always find me right there, again

I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did
I said I'd never let you go, when I never did

Beyond Happy, They Are Back!

Gives Me the Chills.

It's not a silly little moment,

It's not the storm before the calm.

This is the deep and dying breath of

This love that we've been working on.

Can't seem to hold you like I want to

So I can feel you in my arms.

Nobody's gonna come and save you,

We pulled too many false alarms.

We're going down,

And you can see it too.

We're going down,

And you know that we're doomed.

My dear,

We're slow dancing in a burning room.

I was the one you always dreamed of,

You were the one I tried to draw.

How dare you say it's nothing to me?

Baby, you're the only light I ever saw.

I'll make the most of all the sadness,

You'll be a bitch because you can.

You try to hit me just to hurt me

So you leave me feeling dirty

Because you can't understand.

We're going down,

And you can see it too.

We're going down,

And you know that we're doomed.

My dear,

We're slow dancing in a burning room.

Go cry about it - why don't you?

Go cry about it - why don't you?

Go cry about it - why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room,

Burning room,

Burning room,

Burning room,

Burning room.

Don't you think we oughta know by now?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Don't you think we oughta know by now?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Don't you think we oughta know by now?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?

I love my playlist!

Today's song. This song was there for me when I thought no ever was. Its amazing how old songs like this just catches you at the right time in life. Im thankful for music everyday. The only thing that I believe can save lives.

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You've got your life and I got mine but you're all I cared about.

Yesterday we were laughing.

Today I'm left here asking where has all the time gone now?

I'm left alone somehow

Growing up and getting older

I don't want to believe it's over

Valdosta.

Be my pancakes?

Dance with me darling, the night is falling

You never answer although all my life I'm calling

Be my honeypie, never say goodbye

If you don't love me I will die

You turn me on, keep me up 'til dawn

Come and get me, baby

because soon I will be gone

What good are the stars above

if you're not in love?

Let me make it right, stay with me tonight

You ought to let somebody hold you tight

We are the ever-living ghost of what once was.

Cee-lo "No one's gonna love you" from Starr Whitesides on Vimeo.

But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do. They really should have warned you when things start splitting at the seams and now. The whole thing's tumbling down hard.

:')

The Person Behind The Camera.

For some reasons, I'm totally in love with this video.

The forecast, A car crash.

It's looking like another breakdown, rebound. This could be my last goodbye. You crossed your heart, I hope to die and I can't deny your eyes. You know I tried to read between the lines. All the nights I waited by the phone when you were going in alone.

talking is for functioning people.

There's no sense in me staying, then why does it matter? It doesn't matter, it never matters. I hope someday soon, maybe, we'll finish this chapter. I can't ever finish this chapter. And now at this moment, I don't know what else to think. I guess I still miss you. Just because you move your lips, doesn't mean that you exist. Can we just take a fucking break cause I feel like I've got nothing left.

Slip me an antidote.

dance the night away

Jessie J and B.O.B :D

Oh sweet Lord, you know I deserve this.

From the high paying job and the love of his life

He rode a roller coaster ride of lust on their wedding night

They made a baby in unmentionable ways

He was ungrateful as a man could be on that blessed day

And underneath he thought this is all a phase

Just a blip in the existence of a structure vast and great

Pray each night to his cross of a charm

For the one thing he couldn't afford just to buy the farm

I'll never lose another friend again or watch them start a war that's fought for ideals that are dead. I'll never have an argument again because my dust will be your salt. My blood will hydrate you off. My heart will be your meal and I won't ride the cycle of the way it kills to think and feel no more.

I want death for my birthday I want death in the worst way. Don't get me wrong cause I love life but life has a boyfriend. Bless my soul, I'm out to destroy them. I want death for my birthday.