Monday, January 31, 2011

Sunway Played Too Much Jason Mraz Today.

So, I got drag into this small desperation of love and happiness. Gotta say, music from Jason Mraz keeps me healthy.

It would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face to know that I know that you know now and baby that's a case of my wishful thinking. You know nothing.

Well, all I really wanna do is love you, a kind much closer than friends use but I still can't say it after all you have been through and all I really want from you is to feel me as the feeling inside keeps building and I will find a way to you if it kills me.

How long, can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you, before I rightly explode?
This double life I lead isn't healthy for me, in fact it makes me nervous if I get caught I could be risking it all cause maybe there's a lot that I miss, in case I'm wrong.

If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand and I'd tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man but I never said a word. I guess, I'm gonna miss my chance again.

How can you sleep at a time like this unless the dreamer is the real you. Listen to your voice, the one that tells you to taste past the tip of your tongue

I don't wanna wake before the dream is over. And timing's everything and this time there's plenty. I am balancing, careful and steady and reveling in energy that everyone's emitting.

Well, I don't wanna wait no more, I wanna celebrate the whole world. I'm gonna make it mine because I'm following your joy.

You've got the best of both worlds. You're the kind of girl who can take down a man and lift him back up again. You are strong but you're needy. Humble but you're greedy and based on your body language and shoddy cursive I've been reading your style is quite selective. Though your mind is rather reckless. Well, I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is.

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write kind of turn themselves into knives and don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction but I like being submerged in your contradictions, dear.

Although you were biased I love your advice. Your comebacks ‒ they're quick. And probably have to do with your insecurities. There's no shame in being crazy but depending on how you take these words that paraphrasing this relationship we're staging.

Through timeless words and priceless pictures, we'll fly like birds not of this earth and tides ‒ they turn ‒ and hearts disfigure but that's no concern when we're wounded together and we tore our dresses and stained our shirts but it's nice today. Oh, the wait was so worth it.

I'm just a man, is that all I am. Are my manners misinterpreted words or only human?
I'm human.

Is that a twig, are you a dove of peace. A black dove undercover, with another puzzle piece. Are you a riddle to solve all along or am I over thinking thoughts of human after all.

Made of flesh, made of sand, made of you and me. The planet's talking about a revolution. The natural laws ain't got no constitution. They've got a right to live their own life but we keep paving over paradise.

Because we're only human. If it's our only excuse do you think we'll keep on being only human.

Monday, January 31st of 2011.

The Promise And The Threat.

I am the voice you'll never get
I am the one
I am the promise and the threat.

This is what I do at 4:53am.


A song i never seem to get over with.




Saturday, January 29, 2011

Samson by Regina Spektor.

You are my sweetest downfall. I loved you first.

(': After everything, they are still amazing.

One day, I will cross them off my bands-must-see-live-list.

You Always Hurt the One You Love.

You always hurt the one you love
The one you shouldn't hurt at all
You always take the sweetest rose
And crush it till the petals fall

You always brea-eak the kindest hear-eart
With a hasty word you can't recall, so
If I broke your heart la-ast night
It's because I love you most of all


Ryan Gosling is so adorable! 8D
I cant wait to watch Blue Valentine and feel so happy about it. :)

she loves me not.



Hollywood Whore!

Cocaine nose,
And trendy clothes,
Gotta send her to rehab.
She found out she's got no soul,
But it really doesn't bother her.
White trash queen,
American dream-
Oh, what a role model.
Throwing a fit,
Making a scene,
Like no tomorrow

Closing Time.

Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

Same Direction.

It seems to me that all of us have lost our patience.
Cause everyone thinks they're right, and nobody thinks that there just might
be more than one way to our final destination.

I'm tired of playing games, of looking for someone else to blame
for all the holes in answers that are clearly showing for something to fill the space.
Was all of the time I spent a waste cause so many choices point the same way I was going?

the mess I made.

Should've kissed you there
I should've held your face
I should've watched those eyes
Instead of run in place
I should've called you out
I should've said your name
I should've turned around
I should've looked again

But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
I'm staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

Should've held my ground
I could've been redeemed
For every second chance
That changed its mind on me
I should've spoken up
I should've proudly claimed
That oh my head's to blame
For all my heart's mistakes

Just For A Little.

You swear the world has got you backed into a corner
But no one holds your hand to walk into a fight.

Friday, January 28, 2011

THIS BAND, IS LOVE!

And it's not what I want to hear, what I want to see
but your skin's covered in postcards from you to me

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Your Name Means Lovable.

So many nights trying to hide it
But now I stay awake just pleading for more
To think this heart was divided
I'm losing sleep cause I can't ignore...

Feeling your touch all around
Peacefully hearing the sound
Of silence around us, so glad we found us this way

Find me, here in your arms
Now I'm wondering where you've always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you'd breathe new life from within

Can't get enough of you

I want to be where you are
In times of need I just want you to stay
I leave a note on your car
When I can't find the right words to say

Hearing your voice all around
The last place we're going is down
I'll blindly follow knowing you're leading the way

Find me, here in your arms
Now I'm wondering where you've always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you'd breathe new life from within

With you in time
There's nothing else
My life stands still
You are the will that makes me strong
Make me strong
If ever alone in this world I know I'll always...

Find me, here in your arms
Now I'm wondering where you've always been
Blindly, I came to you
Knowing you'd breathe new life from within
You sleep, here in my arms
Where the world just shuts down for awhile
Blindly, you came to me
Finding peace and belief in this smile
Find some peace and belief in this smile

Can't get enough of you

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

The Sex!

I'm so glad that Panic! At the Disco is back. :D
more sex songs.

SARA FUCKING BAREILLES!


I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THIS SONG AND I LOVE HER!
I CANT BELIEVE SHE'LL BE IN SINGAPORE IN MAY! COME TO MALAYSIA! ):

Something About This Song. HMMMM..

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

This Made Me Cry.

WHERES MY BEST FRIENDS!? I NEED THEM NOW! ):

Its There, You Just Gotta Find It.

Listening to this and hoping away like today is the day of my life.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Bicycling and Love?

Lady GaGa is amazing. I cant wait for her new album. She has inspire me in so many ways. :') I once used not to love her music.

When I heard this, I just died inside. Amazing talent.

In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different "kind"

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

Beauty In The Breakdown.


I've been hoping and praying for a single way
To show you what I'm all about
let's get a little closer now

But when this is over and done with and we walk away
There should be no doubts

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, useless states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Come on love run with me
So we can get a better feel for each other
I'll take you, back to, when you
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow

You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and Ill try
To keep you close to me

Sunday, January 23, 2011

One Night to Remember, One Day It'll All Just END!

Pray to your god, open your heart
Whatever you do, don't be afraid of the dark
Cover your eyes, the devil's inside

Skinned her alive, ripped her apart
Scattered her ashes, buried her heart
Rise up above it, high up above and see

Honest to God, I'll break your heart
Tear you to pieces and rip you apart

Take Care of Yourself. I Love You.


While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

For that Cold Long Promise to Appear.

The water there is deeper than anything you've ever seen
Jump right in and swim until you freeze

I will remember your face
'Cause I am still in love with that place
But when the stars are the only things we share
Will you be there?

He offered me the universe
But inside my heart there's a picture of a girl

Some call love a curse, some call love a thief
But she's my home
And she's as much apart for this broken heart, but see
Broken bones always seem to mend

I'll taste the devil's tears
Drink from his soul, but I'll never give up you

Well, she locks all the doors and turns, says,
"We will always be safe here in this bed
All I see scares me, and no one waits forever."

So come closer, baby
I want to see what you're made of, see what you're made of
'Cause this isn't all we could be
You're not the same, and I'm, I'm not the same and...

No one could ever wait for you
And no one, yeah, no one could ever wait for you
I'll wait for you, love

But you are the never ending sleep
That I love to treat with this medicine

Friday, January 21, 2011

A Story about Paris's Trains.


Dont you just love Tegan Rain Quin. Gosh, I wanna marry her!! ):

Listen

Thursday, January 20, 2011

Sundance Film Festival 2011.


M. Ward and Zooey Deschanel.

And you can work to save your love
You can bear it from the earth below
You can work, but you can't let go
Don't look back, all you'll ever get
Is the dust from the steps before
I don't have to see you every day,
But I just want to know you're there

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

The Sour and The Sweet!


Maybe you know this song. Maybe you dont. I dont know. But IF you check this page, please listen to this. Everytime this song plays, I think about you. Gosh, this song says half of the thing I dont dare to say to you. I love you. I really do. I dont know whats wrong with me. Im so stupid at times but I dont care. I love loving you. I just want to love you. OMG! Im crazy and right now, you wont even like me anymore. :X

Im sorry. I just miss you so much. Its been twenty five days I last seen you and a week and a day I last spoken to you. Im going crazy in my own head. Im so in love with you Yes, I've became so obsessive that I dont even know how that happen. Im sorry, I just..cant help myself. And even if I could, I wouldn't cause I LOVE YOU!

Monday, January 17, 2011

Sunday, January 16, 2011

Crave You!

<3

Heart Felt.

Im Decoyed, People. Paramore, FTW!

Paramore sings like this to Decoy but..

I sing it like this ...

Try to forget love cause love's forgotten me. It's never too late, pretty soon you won't remember a thing and you'll be distant, the stars reminiscing. My heart's been wasted on you.

Live my life inside a dream. Time is changing everything. Forgetting all the memories and you're forced into me just cause I'm into you.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

The 2011 Theme Song of My Life.


Why would I make that face?
Oh, why would I?
Why would I test my faith?
Oh, why would I?

Oh, woah, I see that rain cloud comin' right for me

Why would I say my name?
Oh, why would I?
When I'm so far away?
Oh, why would I?

Oh, woah, I guess I've always been a bit of a fighter

From now on, wear my love for you loose
From now on, I am just passing through
From now on, just my feeling is true
From now on, call me Royal Blue

Why would I stick around?
Oh, why would I?
Why would I get burned out?
Oh, why would I?

Oh, woah, for me, I'm always waiting in shadows
Oh, woah, for me, I'm always looking for a way out

From now on, with the sky as my roof
From now on, let the risk lead me, too
From now on, somewhere I never knew
From now on, call me Royal Blue

From now on, fly as high as I want
From now on, I'll show my weak spot
From now on, in all that I do
From now on, call me Royal Blue

From now on, wear my love for you loose
From now on, I am just passing through
From now on, just my feeling is true
From now on, call me Royal Blue

Grip.


fascination will fucking end. this is life, not something you dream and think it WILL come true.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

In the Valley, On The Shores.


[JW]
Im not too comfortable
Too far from the start
Well I dont find success
Interesting as art
But I'll build a home
In these broken songs
Like you said I should
Like you understood
Oh-oh oh

[TRQ]
I'm not too comfortable
Too far from the start
When it gets too intimate
Then I fall apart

And I carry on
Singing broken songs
Like you said I should
Like you understood

[JW]
Oh-oh oh

[BOTH]
But I'll build a home
In these broken songs
Like you said I should
Like you understood

[JW]
Oh-oh oh

Well Im not too comfortable
Too far from the start

Breath In and Breath Out.


this song hunts me like nobody's business.

The Devil And God Are Raging Inside Me.


dont you dare talk shit about this band.

Monday, January 10, 2011

It not a Game or Gimmick.

We smile for no reason at times.
We laugh for nothing.
Those are the moments im living for these days.

wanna make the world dance


me and my yo-yo feelings.
ish!
penat with myself lahh!

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Ku Takut Kau Hilang.

Memories they take her back,
Every moment fades to black,
Every kiss and every taste,
She wishes time would ease her pain.
Nothing left inside,
Say you love me,
And the silence will set her free.


We question what we are
This I spent the best so far
And I miss you
When we're apart
this feeling shall last
I could be a thousand years apart
And you always have my heart
It's a small world darling
And we are still young
We might be so far away
We might just meet again someday

Hasrat ku yang tersimpan
Dalam hati yang terpadam
Akan kuperjuangkan sepi ini
Terungkai sudah kurasa
apa yang telah tercipta
Akan ku hembus
Akan ku hela
Nafas Cinta
Biar mati di sini


San Francisco is Love!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

There’s this Girl..who Makes my Heart go Boom Boom Boom!

I miss my her so much! )':

He takes directions from the way the wind blows
He’s attracted by the way that she steps on
He keeps looking and she knows

Never used to get the 7.30
He’s got a job and has to be in early oh
But suddenly there’s this girl and he thinks

Hold me close
And I’ll never ever think about letting you go
Hold me close
Cause I never ever wanna be without you
Never ever wanna be without you

Makes a letter from a piece of paper
Asking whether she would meet him later on
He’d be a fool to let this go

Folds it up it goes back in his pocket
He wished he had it but he hasn’t got it no
He’ll never know if she thinks

Hold me close
And I’ll never ever think about letting you go
Hold me close
Cause I never ever wanna be without you
Never ever wanna be without you

All over the world there’s people
So close to meeting people
But don’t have the nerve to risk a no
So they sleep alone
Never ever have anyone to hold them close
They let it go
But I never ever wanna be without you
Never ever wanna be without you

Hold me close
And I’ll never ever think about letting you go
Hold me close
Cause I never ever wanna be without you
Never ever wanna be without you

I Love ART!

I Sang Along.


Friday, January 7, 2011

It’s the Idea of Starting a Puzzle with the Faith.


If you're scared, then you're probably doing something amazing. Sometimes we have to just do it scared. The great ones always do. Being scared to death, and knowing that being vulnerable is one of the most beautiful emotions you and I may feel in this lifetime.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Mind's Playlist.

This were the songs I was singing in my head in school today. (;




Amanda Seyfried's Little House Cover

...but I love this even more then the original.

Please don't make a fuss, it won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay
Stay.

Insane!


Believe that I would be the one to heal you and if you go now, out that doorway I won't say you're wrong but you know that I'll worry about you.
Fucking sial, have to go to school at 6:30am. )':

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Just Like That...


It just takes a second for my world to come crumbling down
Oh I'm sure in the distance you can hear that awful sound
How I plead for an answer
Plead for an answer from you
But if you give me and answer that just makes no sense
Then whats the use

And just like that my life is broken
I can barely breath
And now I'm open for suggestions
At the end of the day life's a lesson
Life's a lesson

So why cant he see from my point of view
And how many seconds in the hours of a day we lose
Was it me or his feelings
Me or his feelings that day
Cause I just stood there in silence
Watched while my world away

And just like that my world was broken
I can barely breath and now I'm open for suggestions
At the end of the day life's a lesson
My life's a lesson

Hollow, oh
Feel it in the air that I breath come over me
Come over me
Now I'm broken
Oh yes I'm open for suggestions
Life's a lesson
Now I'm free cause life's a lesson

Oh why can I see it from his point of view?
And how many seconds in the hours will I make him lose?
Oh he said it was him or the answer
It was him or the answer that day
Well I kept shouting out the answer so what was the use anyway?

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Heavier Things.


As much as I hate John Mayer, I can never not love his songs.
Oh well, still hate John Mayer!

This song has played over 5 times, today itself.

I'll Carry On and On and On!


I sayang this band.

Monday, January 3, 2011

Go on the Next Level, Super Mario.


After so long, she does a cover. :') Im a happy child now!

Sunday, January 2, 2011

Yes, You Do.

Stop saying you dont deserve me.

Avril Lavigne's What The Hell.


You say that I'm messing with your head
All cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrong
I just need some time to play

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa
Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head when
I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

Lalalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala

Saturday, January 1, 2011

Is Love that We're Fighting For.


please tell me you see it, please tell me you believe it.

Originally By Frou Frou

HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYONE! :)

This is not probably the best song to start 2011 with but..I loved playing this last night.

Mmmm, are you in or are you out?
Excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy,
These mishaps, you bubble wrap,
when you've no idea what you're like.

So let go, let go, jump in,
Oh well, whatcha waiting for,
It's alright,
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown.