Friday, October 29, 2010

It's Like I'm Alone With Me. I Just Held It In.


Don't you let me go. I never was smart with love. I let the bad ones in and the good ones go but I'm gonna love you like I've never been hurt before. I'm gonna love you like I'm indestructible. Your love is ultimate it's taking over. This is hardcore and i'm indestructible.


You’re so afraid of taking chances. Rules and regulations, force you to play it safe. Get rid of all the hesitation it’s time for you to seize the daaay. There’s a whole world around us just waiting to be explored. I’m trying to be patient. The first step is the hardest. I know you can make it, go ahead and take it.


“our love is like the wind. i can’t see it but i can feel it”

Dance Dance Dance.


LOT THINGS TO DO BUT I KEEP THINKING OF YOU
I JUST THINK ABOUT YOU
THE ONE I WANT
THE ONE I DONT WANNA SHARE WITH ANYONE
YOU'RE THE ONE I DONT WANNA SHARE WITH ANYONE!

mabel tho, what are you doing to me?

TeeTee & SaSa.

If you take it I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours I'm up and doing circles
I collapse
I might stay out longer than I left the light on for you
Then if you show, you show
If you show, you show
When I feel like this
When I get so in
To myself
I lose track of where I'm going and lose track of how to get going again
I feel myself slowing down
Feel myself turning around
Is this taken?
When I feel like this
When I get so sick of myself
Where are you going now without me
And not knowing then, that we're slowing down
You've gotta turn that around
And tell me that I'm taken,
Tell me if I'm yours
You collapse
The pressure of this life is so
You can't be held accountable
If you go, you go
If you go, you go
When you act like this
When you get so sick, of yourself
The whole world falls away and since
I feel
Like I have only missed the feeling that I'm here again
The feeling that I'm clear again
I'm not taken
When you act like this
When you get so in
To yourself I lose sight of common goals
And letting go so I can be all alone
Feel myself, going slow
Feel myself, letting go
Not taken,
Not feeling like I'm yours
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I collapse
This life looks like a sentence, though
A constant game of falling short
If you know, you know
If you know, you know
When I feel like this
When I'm just so sick of feeling less than perfect
Is it right for me I never fight to see if coming clean
Would get to me I feel myself, holding back
I feel the pressure, it's finally back
I'm taken
When you feel like this
When you saw it call come crashing down
Subtle but not underground
I was there
I saw the signs, I saw unfair
And so I write to you
Through other means
I let myself finally feel taken
Like I was yours
If you take it I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I'm taken, I am yours
I'm up and doing circles
I collapse I collapse I collapse

Friday, October 22, 2010

I Dont Care What You Think Of Me !

Hello! Hello! Its been forever, yo! Well, its now like I have a zillion fans here or something but I miss posting up music and secrets and crapping. :)

If you're wondering where have I been all the while than the truth is, I've gotten the Tumblr virus. I used to balanced both but lately I've been sucked into that more.

Alright, turn your speakers up and listen to these sicks songs. :')


















I LOVE AMERICAN HI - FI! :DD

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Love Knows I Love You. (I really do)

-Secret 78-
You make me feel you don't believe the words I say. It doesn't mean a thing if your heart rejects the message from mine. I think its a waste of time. I look at you and know I never loved anyone more.

Baby, I'm looking for cupid. Can I tie him in a ball and chain to see if he can say to you the words that make you feel my love is real?

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

:):


Well here you come again and you’re lookin’ so fine
You don’t notice me but it’s alright
I’m just a guy who wishes that I could be your man someday
Yeah a picture paints a thousand words it’s true
But it’s still not enough for how I feel about you
I wanna put you in a melody, I gotta set you to a groove

I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I love this girl oh
If I could press play, repeat how happy I’d be
Wherever I’d go I’d have you there with me
You’d be right where you belong
I wanna put you in a song, oh oh oh
Well I’d sing about your smile and your pretty blue eyes
The way your hair shimmers in the sunlight
It’d be so easy I’d just write it from my heart
‘Cause I gotta tell the world what you mean to me
Wrap you up in a melody so you’ll be
Stuck in my head all day
‘Cause you’re already there anyway, yes you are

I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I love this girl
If I could press play, repeat how happy I’d be
Wherever I’d go I’d have you there with me
You’d be right where you belong
I wanna put you in a song
And if I get it right everybody’d be singing along yeah
And when they see you on the street they’ll say
Hey ain’t you the girl in that song

I wanna put you in my car and drive
And turn you up loud, roll down all the windows and shout it out
I’m in love with this girl
Yeah if I could press play, rewind a couple million times
Imagine for a moment that you’re all mine
Every night I’d drive you home
If I could put you in a
Let me put you in a song
Let me put you in a song
Oh a pretty little song about you baby

p/s : this song is what i feel right now and been feeling for quite some time. such a cruel amazing feeling that i hate love. yes, i lost my mind.

Friday, October 1, 2010

I Want A Guy Bestfriend

No, not just for the ‘label’ but an actual guy bestfriend. One who i can tell everything and anything to. One who is always there for me no matter what and will always stick up for me. One who i can phone with, one who i can hang out with. I see girls with a guy bestfriend and i’m dead set jealous of their relationship, they are like siblings, and i just wish i could have that. I want a bestfriend who acts like an older brother to me.

Mia just spoke what was on my mind.

Im Tall, Dark & Awesome!

In hope that romance will find me instead. When I was in this world I found myself abusive, confused, & lonely. Even more lonely than being in solitude. I wait around day dreaming that something, or someone will sweep me off my feet.



Secret #77.

I said I'd never let you go and I never did.
I said I'd never let you fall and I always meant it.
If you didn't have a chance then I never did.
You'll always find me right there again.