This holidays really sucked. Problems after problems. I cant seem to take it anymore. As people always say problem is life so, i'm getting along what is coming. But, one of the problem has been hurting me very badly since Friday and it still hurts til now. Its like a knife has stab right through my heart. That really made me go crazy. I'm so lost.
my life is getting updated at twitter and facebook. if you even care to check it out.
Yesterday's match was really awesome. Both teams played very well. But we all know who's the winner. ManU baby! :D HeeHee. Thanks to Michael Owen. The guy who brings miracle:D
1st goal by Rooney! :D
the 4th and the last miracle goal by Michael Owen!
Today i watched Loving Annabella.
Yes. Its a gay movie. Say what you want I dont care.
Annabelle is the wise-beyond-her-years newcomer to an exclusive Catholic girls school. Having been expelled from her first two schools she's bound to stir some trouble. Sparks fly though when sexual chemistry appears between her and the Head of her dorm and English teacher, Simone Bradley. Annabelle pursues her relentlessly and until the end the older woman manages to avoid the law.
Erin Kelly who plays Annabelle is freaking HOT!
I just don't want to miss you tonight you bleed just to know your alive when everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am
So many people gonna say that they want you to try to get you thinking they really care but there's nothing like the warmth of the one who has put in the time and you know she's gonna be there.
I'm in love with a girl who knows me better took my sweet time when i was bitter gives me that feeling every night, wants to make love when i wanna fight
cause the heart can't erase once it finds a place to be warm and welcome to be held in shelter tell me what I'm feeling isn't some mistake cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can
Baby, when you look at me tell me what do you see? are these the eyes of someone you could love?
Baby, you're the one that I've been dreaming of only you can take me sailing in your deepest eyes bring me to my knees and make me cry I can't fool myself.
In an ordinary fairy tale land
there's a promise of a perfect happy end and I imagine having just short of that is better than nothing
So you'll be mine forever and almost always and I'll be fine just love me when you can
And I'll wait patiently i'll wake up everyday just hoping that you still care
Just like I knew you would when I run out of second chances you give me that look and you're off the hook
I don't know how much I can keep cause the more you learn the more we share we were worlds apart and you see it was so much easier to be
I know what we can't have and it's so unfair most of those pretty words I said telling you all this makes no difference it's useless
Can't you see it's destroying me? i can't stand the closeness but don't you dare go avoiding me it kills me and yet it keeps me going
" my heart has been captured by your funny little smile. "
There's only hate.There's only tears. There's only pain. There's only lies. There's only fears. There's only pain. There is no love here. You learned the hard way to shut your mouth and smile and if these walls could talk they would have so much to say cause everytime you fight the scars are gonna heal but there never gonna go away. I'm stuck in the same old nightmare. One minute you are not in my head and the next minute you are. I feel so fucked up sometimes because of you. I get it you love her and i get it you want to wait for and i fuckin' understand that but why are you messing me up.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
In a world so big, it's not easy to choose which path to take.
do you have a sister or a brother who sleeps until in the evening and when she/he wakes up goes out and doesn't come back until you fall asleep and this happens everyday.
you don't get a chance speak to her/him more then 30minutes. you always see her/him sleeping only. you hardly hang out with her/him.
there is more. i can go all night long.
do YOU go through this everyday? do YOU envy other siblings who are so close like best friends?
well, it happens to me.
siblings usually grow up together and spend a good deal of their childhood with each other. marked by the development of strong emotional associations such as love or enmity.
there's no other love like the love from a brother. i wish i could tell this things. sometimes being a brother is even better than being a superhero.
why are you always not at home? why are you so fucked up?
i'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed they say it's my fault but I want her so much
i'mwearingmyheartonmysleeve.i'mtrustingyou,willyoujustholdmetightandneverletmego. tellmewhatyouthinkaboutme.yourthoughtsaregonnapickmeup. yougotmyheadintheclouds. whenyoushowmewhatitmeansforyoutobemine.everytimeyoulookatmeit's like the best thing. wearebestfriendsandi'mfallingforyou.ican'tgetyououtofmyhead. iwillgiveyoueverything,everypartofme.heartslowsdownandicanhardlytellyoui'mokay. atleasttilllastweekyouknowyoucaughtmeoffmyhighestguard.igotlostinyoureyesnow.iwon'tregret. your heart's like an engineandidiewitheverybeat.yourheartyoursoulremote-controlled.
two'oclockandiwishthatiwassleepingyou'reinmyheadlikeasongontheradio. sittinghereturningminutesintohours.tofindthenervejusttocallyouonthetelephone. maybe we're friends.maybe we're more.maybe it's just my imagination. itmakesmestarttowonder.fiveinthemorningandIcan'tgotosleep. iwishthatyouknewwhatyoumeantome.sobabycallmecrazycauseijustwantbewithyou. whenyouputyourarmsaroundme,youletmeknowthere'snothinginthisworldican'tdo.i'mlovingyou. idon'twanttotakethislifeforgrantedlikeiusedtodo. iwannabetheonethatyouruntowhenevericallonyou
She’s a miscast in the hit teen flick series, where she looks like she would fall dead anytime, practically vampiric with boredom. In Adventureland she plays the part, showing that assailability required of the role. I just get so amazed the way she talks and acts. Dont ask me why cause I got no reason for that. I just do.
9/10
I wanna try cookies thats has drugs in it. It will make you go so highh!
I was so high I did not recognize the chaos that controlled my mind. She never to return again but always in my heart. This love has taken its toll on me. Kept playing love like it was just a game pretending to feel the same then turn around and leave again. Into every inch of you cause I know that's what you want me to do. I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore...
I should have stolen every moment. I guess i'll never understand it why do we take it all for granted. Love who you love with all that you have and don't waste the time that flies so fast. Give all you've got like it's your last day your heart and soul before it's too late and pull them in so close. Enough that they can feel it with every single breath that you're breathing,breathe it in again and again. Say that you do and hold on as tight as they'll let you.
You need a friend I'll be around. Don't let this end before I see you again. What can I say to convince you to change your mind of me? I'm going to love you more than anyone and I'm going to hold you closer than before. Tell me all you need and I will try. I'll be free for you anytime.
