Every Breath It's Harder To Believe,

Hello!

Well, cant talk too long cause I'm working now. So, its a short post but I will edit this later when I get back home. This place, where I'm working today is AWESOME! I love it. Its in Bukit Jelutong. Okay, my dad/boss is calling me now. So, I got to go now. I will edit once I get home. Ciao. (:

xoxo

Edited!!

So, here are some pictures and videos (most of it are videos) that I took when I was working at Bukit Jelutong.

30th May 2009

31st May 2009



Dilly and JD from Red.fm

Overall, I really enjoy working cause I get to meet new people, make friends, learn new things, go to place, learn the value of money and also enjoy myself. There is alot more. Plus, I'm working with my dad. Who knew working with my dad was fun. haha. Hmm, this time I worked with my dad and his friend named Siow and his girlfriend named Carol. Both of them were very friendly and I got along with them very well and it was fun. I enjoyed working with them.

Maybe some of you are wondering why I'm working. The answer to that its because I need to get myself some Topman T-shirt and a new pair shoes. If I want all that I need money which I'm pretty sure my mum will kill me if I getting boys t-shirt and my dad will say "hmm, end of the month la" Sure I planned on working during Sat and Sun with my dad when he is doing all this promotions stuff. Plus, my mum don't like me spending money on things that she dislike. Means, what I love or like is what she hates and what she loves and likes is what I hate. And my dad is a lazy person to take me out for shopping because he not the shopping kind of person. Thats pretty much it :D

Now, some of you are wondering why the hell do I want to get Topman T-shirt. Because the design are awesome. I know its for boys but I don't really care cause I like wearing what I like. So what if it is a boys T-shirt I don't fucking care. I will show you some pictures of T-shirt I like from Topman. And I don't like girls T-shirt sleeve. Topman's long sleeve T-shirt are really awesome. And fellow readers, I have also planned of taking photography class after PMR. What do you think about it? Leave you comments on the comment box not chatter box please.

Topman T-shirt

There is more. Check it out here *click*

That's all for now. If i have missed any info I will edit and put it in. For now, that's all. Bye. :D *hearts* ciao.

I want converse.

rightnow!

):

Teacher's Day Celebration Rocked!

Videos will be posted once I get it from Jazz.


These LINES are stuck in my head.

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start.

Guided By A Twist Of Fate.

I watched 10,000BC the second time !
I'm happy I watched it again cause iloveit.




Memorable Quotes.

D'Leh: [in the pit, after deciding to not kill the Saber-tooth] Do not eat me when I save your life!

D'Leh: [speaking to the spear-tooth] You must remember me. I gave you life.

Tic'Tic: A good man draws a circle around himself and cares for those within. His woman, his children.
Tic'Tic: Other men draw a larger circle and bring within their brothers and sisters.
Tic'Tic: But some men have a great destiny. They must draw around themselves a circle that includes many, many more.
Tic'Tic: Your father was one of those men. You must decide for yourself whether you are, as well.

D'Leh [as a boy]: Do you see that light? [points to light in the sky] That one. It does not move across the sky like all the others do. That light is like you in my heart, it will never go away.
Evolet [as a girl]: It will never go away?
D'Leh [as a boy]: No. Never.

Friendship.

Love.

I like the background.
It so niceeeee. =P
*that's D'Leh and Evolet.*

The hero who plays as D'Leh is Steven Strait.
And he is very very hot. He has good abs.
*bigSMILE*


D'Leh.


Steven Strait.
hot right?

The heroin who plays as Evolet is Camilla Belle.
I loved her in the movie called When a Stranger Calls.
and I love her more after 10,000BC.


Evolet.


Camilla Belle.
dang, she is hawt!

Speaking of Camilla Belle, she is dating the a-hole Joe Jonas.Yes, the guy who dumped Taylor Swift over the phone. And to those girls who are crazy of him and calls him gentleman, I would like to ask you, Are you BLIND!?!?

Yes, I know this is a old news. Dont have to tell plus, this are for people who needs updates =X

RANDOM.

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
When all you know seems so far away
And everything is temporary, rest your head
I'm permanent
~by David Cook.

The Air Has Turned Electric.

Just got back from McD after eating with Sheryll and we took a cab back to school which cost about RM2.30. If you are wondering why the hell we took cab from McD to Smk Bsd 1 that's because Sheryll was late for cheer practice. yes,AGAIN. Speaking of cheer, I got my cheer supporter's t-shirt today and it looks AWESOME! I will take picture of it later cause I'm kinda lazy to do that now.

I really bored now...

Music is speaking to me and I'm talking to myself and it feels so good. doyougetit?

Thought I could keep myself from feeling this way. I guess that was my first mistake. Wanting you is driving' me insane. If I lose myself with you tonight by falling apart or holding on tight I won't be afraid cause ever if my heart should break you'd be the best mistake I ever made. So, I will lose myself and bare my soul take this chance cause heaven knows I'm so far gone, my choice is made.

When my world goes crazy
You won't let go
When the ground gets shaky
You give me hope
When I try to push you away
You never move
~by Hayden Panettiere

Adam-ness.

I'm currently addicted to Mad World by Adam Lambert. I got said that Adam's voice is stronger than Kris Allen but sadly he doesn't sing my type of songs. Adam is more to Rock-ish and Metal-ish and I'm not really into metal but I do listen to metal songs but not often. Moving on. Everyone in this world knows that Adam is gay because of the pictures in the Internet and all but I don't think that matters. So, what if he is gay. Why the hell should that bother you when he has a great talent with his voice. GROW UP people. sigh. Adam was born to be WILD! yes. Its the song called Born To Be Wild by Adam Lambert. His voice is growing on me.

Adam Lambert.


Adam Lambert
with different hair style.


Adam Lambert
after singing Mad Wrold.


Adam Lambert
with different hair style.AGAIN.


Adam Lambert
emo hair style.

I was cryin' when I met you
Now I'm tryin' to forget you
Love is sweet misery
I was cryin' just to get you

The Heart Can't Erase Once It Finds A Place.

I would really appreciated if everyone who views my blog see this three videos. It will only take 10 to 11 minutes of your life. Its just something that I would want everyone to understand about gay people. Don't just hate them. They humans like us and they have feelings too.

GAY = HELL ( Sorry )?


GAY = HELL ( Sorry )? Part Two!


RE:Gay=Hell (Reply to a video i watched)

Thanks for watching the videos if you did and please leave your comments about it. Leave your comments that the comment box below this post not at the chatter box. Thank You Once Again.

Quotes Section.

People sometimes think I'm gay because I once played a gay in a movie. It's funny. Audiences don't think you're a murderer if you play a murderer, but they do think you're gay if you play a gay. ~Perry King

This sweet little blond girl [from The Sonny & Cher Show] turned out to be a big dyke. There's something wonderful about that, because that's life." ~Chastity Bono

“From a religious point of view, if God had thought homosexuality is a sin, he would not have created gay people.” ~ Howard Dean

“The most successful marriages, gay or straight, even if they begin in romantic love, often become friendships. It's the ones that become the friendships that last.” ~Andrew Sullivan

Paranoid by Jonas Brothers.

Lyrics of Paranoid
by Jonas Brothers.

I make the most of all the stress
I try to live without regrets
But I'm about to break a sweat
I'm freakin out

It's like a poison in my brain
It's like a fall it blurs the sane
It's like a vine you can't untangle
I'm freakin out

Everytime I turn around
Something don't feel right

Just might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise
I don't know what it is, but I just don't fit
I'm paranoid

Yeah

I take the necessary steps
to get some air into my chest
Can't hear the thoughts inside my head
I'm still freakin out

That's why my ex is still my ex
I never trust a word she says
I'm running all the background checks
and she's freakin out

Everytime I turn around
Something's just not right

Just might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise
I don't know what it is, but I just don't fit

Consider me destroyed
I don't know how to act
cause I lost my head
I must be paranoid
And I never thought it would come to this
I'm paranoid

Stuck in a room with staring faces
Yeah
Caught in a nightmare, can't wake up
If you hear my cry, running through the street
Come and rescue me

Just might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lines cause they just might split
Can someone stop the noise
I don't know what it is, but I just don't fit

Consider me destroyed
I don't know how to act cause I lost my head

I must be paranoid
I never thought it would come to this
I'm paranoid

Well, just because I post about Jonas Brothers that doesn't make me a crazy fan of them and I still hate Joe Jonas but still loving Nick Jonas's voice not him. Moving on about this song. I like the way Nick sings the " i'm freaking out " part. It sound so sexy. Well, Nicks voice is always sexy. Joe Jonas sucked as always for me and Kevin looked good in the clones part. His face looked so blur. haha Just check this song out and tell me what you think about it. Thanks.

I like the way the photographer took this picture.
Its AWESOME!

This Heart Of Stone Will Sing Till It Dies.

Nickelback ROCKS!
*iheartchadkroegervoice*

Savin' Me

Prison gates won't open up for me
On these hands and knees I'm crawlin'
Oh, I reach for you
Well I'm terrified of these four walls
These iron bars can't hold my soul in
All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus:]
Show me what it's like
To be the last one standing
And teach me wrong from right
And I'll show you what I can be
Say it for me
Say it to me
And I'll leave this life behind me
Say it if it's worth saving me

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'

All I need is you
Come please I'm callin'
And oh, I scream for you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

[Chorus]

Hurry I'm fallin'



Far Away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go



Hero

I am so high. I can hear heaven
I am so high. I can hear heaven.
No heaven, no heaven dont hear me.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as they all fly away.

Someone told me love will all save us.
But how can that be, look what love gave us.
A world full of killing, and blood-spilling
That world never came.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as they all fly away.

Now that the world isnt ending, its love that Im sending to you.
It isnt the love of a hero, and thats why I fear it wont do.

And they say that a hero can save us.
Im not gonna stand here and wait.
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles.
Watch as they all fly away.

And they're watching us
(Watching Us)
As they all fly away

I'd Come For You

Just one more moment
That's all that's needed
Like wounded soldiers
In need of healing

Time to be honest
This time I'm pleading
Please don't dwell on it
Cause I didn't mean it

I can't believe I said
I'd lay our love on the ground
But it doesn't matter
Cause I made it up
Forgive me now

Every day I spend away
My soul's inside out
Gotta be someway that I can
Make it up to you now
Somehow

By now you'd know that
I'd come for you
No one but you
Yes i'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie it's true
Give my life for you
You know i would come for you

I was blindfolded
But now I'm seeing
My mind was closing
Now I'm believing

I finally know just what it means
To let someone in
Just see the side of me
That no one does or ever will

So if you're ever lost
And find yourself all alone
I'll search forever just to
Just to bring you home
Here and now this I vow

By now you'd know that
I'd come for you
No one but you
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie it's true
Give my life for you
You know i would come for you
You know i would come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what remember
You know i would come for you

Yes I'd come for you
No one but you
Yes I'd come for you
But only if you told me to

And I'd fight for you
I'd lie it's true
Give my life for you
You know i would come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what remember
You know i would come for you

I'd crawl across this world for you
Do anything you want me to
No matter what remember
You know I would come for you

No matter what gets in my way
As long as there's still life in me
No matter what remember
You know i would come for you
You know i would come for you


hisvoicedrivemecrazy.

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right

This song was playing in the radio over and over again till I got addicted to it.
But, I love it form the very first day I hear it on American Idol.


*wonderingwhatishispicturedoingthere?*

I’ve practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I’ve got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I’m not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin’ this in ribbons
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why

It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn’t know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn’t have to give a reason why

It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
There’s nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There’s nothing here in this soul left to say

Don’t be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
That’s why this comes as no, as no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it’s better than where we are now
But after going through this
It’s easier to see the reason why

It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow
I can’t believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
But I know in time we’ll find this was no surprise

I Hate This Song

by Secondhand Serenade

Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you’re tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,
I may be sad, But I’m not weak,
This situation is bleak
And your puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.

Chorus:
Until Sunday I’ll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesturday’s not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me
I’m feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don’t need
The sadness they have seen
But you’re way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can’t find
The moment you said goodbye

[ chorus ]

This is becoming a problem I’m hurting it’s unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You’re under my skin
You’re breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to loose

[ chorus ]

Bye Bye People!

xoxo :)

- Nothing -

I'm not as smart as my brother, mum. I'm not. I have face it now, its your turn.



I'm not like my friends mum. I am who I am.

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WordPlay!

I've been all around the world
i've been a new sensation
but it doesn't really matter in this ge-generation
the sophmore slump is an uphill battle
and someone said they knew my scene
cause they need a new song like a new religion
music for the television
i can't do the long division
someone do the math
'fore the record label puts me on the shelf up in the freezer
gotta find another way to live the life of leisure
so i drop my top
mix and i mingle
is everybody ready for the single
and it goes

ha la la la love
now listen closely to the verse i lay
ha la la la love
it's all about the wordplay
ha la la la love
the wonderful thing it does because because i am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa la la's
yea the mr. a to z they say i'm all about the wordplay

and it's time to get ill i got your remedy
for those who don't remember me well let me introduce you to my style
i try to keep a jumble and the lyrics never mumble when the music's making people tongue-tied
you want a new song like a new religion
music for the television
i can't do the long division
someone do the math
for the people write me off like i'm a one hit wonder
gotta find another way to keep from going under
pull out the stops
got your attention
i guess it's time again for me to mention the wordplay

ha la la la love
now listen closely to the verse i lay
ha la la la love
it's all about the wordplay
ha la la la love
the wonderful thing it does because because i am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa la la's
yea the mr. a to z they say i'm all about the wordplay

i built the bridge across the stream of consciousness
it always seems to be a flowing but i don't know which way my brain is going
oh the rhyming, and the timing, keeps melodies inside me and i'm climbing til i'm running out of air
are you prepared to take a dive into the deep end of my head
are you listening to a single word i've said

ah la la la love
listen closely to the words i say
ah la la love
we're sticking to the wordplay
ah la la la love
the wonderful thing it does because because i am the wizard of ooh's and ah's and fa la la's
yea the mr. a to z they say i'm all about the wordplay

ha la la la love
i'm all about the Wordplay
ha la la la love
sticking with the Wordplay
ha la la la love
i love the wonderful thing it does because because of my ooh's and ah's and fa la la's fall back in love
with the mr. a to z they say is all about the wordplay

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How Does It Feel!

I'm not afraid of anything
I just need to know that I can breath
And I don't need much of anything
But suddenly suddenly

I am small and the world is big
All around me is fast moving
Surrounded by so many things
Suddenly suddenly

How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel

I am young
And I am free
But I get tired and I get weak
I get lost and I can't sleep
But suddenly suddenly

How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel

Would you comfort me
Would you cry with me

I am small
And the world is big
But I'm not afraid of anything

How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel

How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel
To be different from me
Are we the same
How does it feel

Oh oh oh
How does it feel
How does it feel
You're different from me
Different
How does it feel
How does it feel
You're different from me
Different

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music is my sweet escape.

American Idol Season 8, 2009.

I know I was away for awhile cause of exams but right now is something I'm really happy about and I wanted to share it with you. Well, I don't have much time so, its a really quick post.

The “American Idol” finalists Adam Lambert, left, and Kris Allen, with the host Ryan Seacrest.

Yes. Its about American Idol.

KRIS ALLEN WON!


he is a good looking one.

Adam Lambert LOST!

but MY American Idol for this year is..... *drum roll*

<33

DANNY GOKEY!

Your smile still makes my heart sing
Another sad song
Can't forget it, won't regret it
Cause I'm still in love with you

A Lyrics With Full Of Meaning.

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
If today was your last day

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin' stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day
and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?

Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past
Donate every dime you have?
Would you call old friends you never see?
Reminisce of memories
Would you forgive your enemies?
Would you find that one you're dreamin' of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you finally fall in love
If today was your last day

Live. Laugh. Love.

First Job.

I'm working tomorrow.

Kindly Unspoken.

I'm super duper addicted to Kate Voegele songs.

All of the songs that is going to come on in her next album is awesome.
I want her albums. I want to have em'. :D

this,
Kate Voegele - Don't Look Away

and also this,
Kate Voegele - A Fine Mess